I Can't Lose You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

“I gotta go.” “What? Bakit nagmamadali ka? Stay. Magpapa-deliver pa ako ng food.” Nilapitan siya nito at humawak sa balikat niya. “And I miss you. Hindi mo ba ako na-miss?” nang-aakit ang ngiting sabi nito. “Celine, don’t seduce me,” medyo inis niyang sabi. “Why? Ayaw mo na ba sa akin? I mean it I missed you.” Bumaba ang isang kamay ni Celine at humawak sa umbok ng pagkalalaki niya. “And I miss this.”

hindi naman 'di ba? "All of those nights we shared, All of those days you were there I just wana love you forevermore, And I wanna hold you just like before And maybe someday, we might just find a way and we can love forevermore. Kinusot ko ang mata ko. Para kasing hindi ko na kayang pigilan eh. "Oh I'm lost without you, Oh tell me what should I do Now that you're gone, I can't go on alone, I'm a lonely man, I need you again"

Napakunot ang noo niya. "Sa arcade tayo, promise this time hindi mo ako kaylangang ilibre everything is on me." Saad ko. At least if things go wrong with us, I'll keep one last good memory with him. I'm really overthinking now. Like what if, what if I'll be successful in telling him what I feel but this will be the end of us-- of our friendship? Am I ready to lose him? Why do I have to feel this way? "I don't care if it's on me Lia. I just want to get what you owe me, an explanation." Sabi pa niya.

I'm like a statue Stuck staring right at you Got me frozen in my tracks So amazed how you take me back Each and every time our love collapsed Statue Stuck staring right at you So when I'm lost for words Every time I disappoint you It's just 'cause I can't believe That you're so beautiful (Stuck like a statue) Don't wanna lose you, no (Stuck like a statue) And you're so beautiful (Stuck like a statue) Don't wanna lose you never (Stuck like a statue)

Nakapaypay naman si Chad sa likod bilang suporta sa kaibigang namamawis ang noo. "Gusto kong makita ka palagi. Para akong nababaliw sa tuwing hindi kita nakikita. Lahat ng ginagawa mo ay may epekto sa aking sistema. Sa bawat katagang binibigkas mo ay nagmimistulang musika sa aking mga tenga. Alam mo ba na sa tuwing malungkot ka ay doble ang lungkot na nararamdaman ko? Sa bawat oras na nakikita kitang pagod ay gusto kong gumawa ng paraan upang kahit papaano ay tulongan kang bigyan ng lakas. Sa tuwing masaya ka ay doble ang sayang naibibigay ng mga ngiti mo. I just want to ask you again if you want to stay with me and spend your lifetime with me."

Bigla-bigla na lamang akong kinapos ng hangin nang maramdaman ko ang mabilis na magtibok ng aking puso. Why does he always made me feel this way? That made me want to wait and hear his explanation… But in the end, my pride dominated. “I’m leaving.” Right after I said those words, I hang up the call and boarded the plane. Sorry not sorry, Mikael.

giit ni Leonard. Nadismaya ng bahagya si Francine, ngunit nananaig pa rin ang kagustuhan nitong ituloy ang kanyang mga plano. "Syempre gusto kong maging special ang araw na ito kaya in-effortan ko ng todo. At saka." Natigilan si Francine sa kanyang pagsasalita. Sh*t muntik na akong madulas! 'Wag kang excited Francine wala pa 'yung singsing.

My head's underwater but I'm breathing fine You're crazy and I'm out of my mind 'Cause all of me Loves all of you Love your curves and all your edges All your perfect imperfections Give your all to me I'll give my all to you You're my end and my beginning Even when I lose I'm winning 'Cause I give you all of me And you give me all of you, oh

I love you, goodbye I hope someday you can Find some way to understand I'm only doing this for you I don't really wanna go But deep in my heart, I know This is the kindest thing to do You need someone Who'll be the one that I could never be Who'll give you something better Than the love you'll find with me Oh, I could say that I'll be all you need But that would be a crime I know I'd only hurt you, I know I'd only make you cry I'm not the one you're needing I love you goodbye Leaving someone when you love someone is the hardest thing to do When you love someone as much as I love you Oh, I don't wanna leave you Baby, it tears me up inside But I'll never be the one you're needing I love you go

Lumabi ito na agad naman niyang pinrangka. “Hindi pa ba obvious? Sinabi ko naman sa iyo noong una pa lang na hanggang kaibigan lang ang turing ko sa iyo, nothing more. At kahit pa nabuntis ako ng kung sino, hindi dahilan ito para ikulong ko ang sarili ko sa iyo. Una sa lahat hindi naman Ikaw ang ama. At pangalawa hindi kita mahal, pangatlo wala tayong relasyon. Tinanggap ko ang offer mo na pansamantalang tumuloy sa condo mo dahil sa mga magulang ko. Pero habang narito kami susubukan kong makaipon upang makalipat kami o baka bumalik na lang kami sa bahay namin sa probinsya, para naman hindi ako mabaon sa utang na loob sa iyo.” “Okay, okay! Tatanggapin ko muna ang rejection mo, only for now. P