I Hate Love Novels & Stories

“Jacob, I was terrified. I thought I’d killed you.” “Fear shouldn’t have been your first concern,” mariin nitong sabi, halos nangingitngit ang ngipin. “Guilt shouldn’t have been your second. Your love should have been what mattered most. Sa mga sandaling pinakakailangan kita, you could have at least let go of your self-love and thought of me. Me, Libby.” Lumapit pa ito. Masyadong malapit. “I loved you,” mariin nitong sabi. “Too much. That’s why the pain was too much. Alam mo ba kung gaano kahirap magising araw-araw na puno ng galit? It was so hard—just because I loved you too much.”

Are they having good fucking sex inside that room without even thinking that they might be caught by some students who pass by? I wipe my tears as I feel them rolling down to my cheeks. I can't believe that I was crying because of him! Hindi naman dapat siya iniiyakan! Hindi siya importante! Hindi ko siya talaga mahal... There was a thin line between like and love. And I must say... Wala pa sa kalingkingan ng definition ng love ang nararamdaman ko para sa kaniya! "I hate you!" I wipe my tears again and begin running to where my friends are. "I hate you even more Lucas!" ***

She could still make crazy despite the fact that I hate her so much! I still love her but at the same time, I hate her for hurting me! I hate her for making me feel that I still want her so bad, even if it hurts!

Why is it difficult to hate you and forget you? Why am I still loving you after everything? Is it selfish if I choose myself in the end?

Alam kong magiging mabuting ina siya sa anak namin. These past few days habang mas lalo ko siyang nakikilala ay nagugustuhan ko na siya, ang genuine niyang tao at down to earth pa. Sometimes, sinasabi ko na I hate her para lang hindi ko na siya magustuhan pero at the end of the days ay kabaliktaran pa rin nun ang nananaig. Pinapaniwala ko ang sarili ko na hindi ko siya gusto pero hindi ako nagtatagumpay. Hindi ko malabanan ang nararamdaman ko para sa kaniya. I hate her means I like her. I like her.

aniya pa kaya napalabi na lang ako. “Hay! Sabi nga nila The more you hate, the more you love. ganiyan na ganiyan sakin dati si Troy, yun pala kasi inlove din siya saakin.. Pinipigilan lang pala niya yung feelings niya but at the end of the day, umamin din naman.” tudyo ni Ma'am Mira. Lumawak naman ang ngiti ko sa sinabi niya. Ganyan nga Ma'am Mira, i-push mo pa.

may halong pagkainis ang tono nito. “Na nagseselos ka.” Tinaas-baba ko pa ang dalawang kilay ko. “Hoy! For your information, hindi noh!” pagtanggi nito. “I hate him!” Napatango-tango na lang ako. “Eh paano ba ‘yan? The more you hate, the more you love.” Akmang hahampasin na niya ako ngunit nakailag ako kaya tinawanan ko siya.

Agad niyang nasalag ang biglang paghampas ng kamay nito sa kanya. "I h-hate you!" hiyaw ng babae. Kunot-noo niya itong sinulyapan. "You simply love me the more you hate me. Hatred is a sign of love. Hindi natin mabubuo si Akira kung walang love."

Parang lason na halik na habang buhay ko itong maalala na dahilan kung bakit napaamin na ako sa sarili sa totoo kong nararamdaman para sa kaniya. Mahal ko nga talaga siya… Mali. Simula nang magkita kami sa safe house niya ay alam kung nahulog na ako sa kanya subalit mas ginusto kong magalit at kamuhian siya kaysa aminin sa sarili kong mahal ko siya. This never ending hate has now ended and now, I’m literally in love with him just because of his poison kiss.

Akala ko may date siya. "Oh, galit na galit, ah? Kawawa naman 'yang keyboard ng laptop mo!" Puna ni Danice sabay hagikhik. "Anyway, why do you hate him that much?" Nagtataka niyang tanong. "And based on what you're telling, he hates you as well? Oh, My god! Maybe you're meant to be! Like what the saying goes, 'the more you hate, the more you love!" Nanlalaki pa ang mga mata niyang sinabi!