Novel & Cerita I Hate Love

Litanya ko saka lumabas ng silid. Nag tungo ako sa labas. Namumuo ang mga luha sa mga mata ko, ang hirap kumilos dahil walang nag titiwala sa akin. I know they're just worried and they want me to move on. But how would I ever fucking move on if my heart was filled with hatred? I hate Max! I hate everything I used to love about him! I want him gone! I want him hurt! I want him destroyed! So bad.

Hindi ako umimik, unti-unting akong kumalma at nakinig sa sasabihin pa niya. “I'm angry with you, but I don't hate you. I'm hurt because you know I love you. It's not easy for me, Scarlett. The pain is twice as intense…And one more thing, it's difficult to forget everything, especially the memories we shared, the happy days we spent together. It's hard to accept, I don't know what to prioritize because I'm so confused… “...I love you, that's why I can't hate you. Remember that, Scarlett. I'm just angry because anyone would be angry with what I found out.” Biglang lumamlam ang kanyang mga mata habang sinasabi ang mga katagang iyon.

"You've got to be kidding me! I don't like her, not at all! If ever, it's hatred." "Talaga ba?" Napangisi pa ang mokong. I stared at them deadpan as they started laughing. These fools always love to irritate me. "Whatever you say..." Dax said, deepening his voice for effect, "but remember, there's a thin line between love and hatred. For sure that hate you are feeling will turn into love. And before you know it, you'll be trapped. And you won't be able to escape until you accept it."

“How will you ever know?” “Because infatuation means adoring someone with their positive sides. But love...love means adoring someone even through their lows and highs. Everything about that someone becomes beautiful if you love them.” I gulped when I felt his lips softly plant kisses on my neck. “So that's not infatuation.” He chuckled and I almost caught my breath. “That is what I hate the most.” Huh? “A-ano?” “I hate to know the fact that you love someone that much,” he said. “Call it selfish but damn, Allys. I want you to adore me, too. Even my darkest side.”

Si Papa… kinampihan ko pa siya dati pero wala siyang kwenta! Si Louisianna… I hate her! No! I fucking* hate them! I fucking* hate them both!

"Nahli, I'm sorry for hurting you. I love you, irog ko. Ikaw lang." Ako lang? Pero nagawa mong makipaghalikan sa ibang babae. I hate you, but I still love you. To be continued... MissToxotis| RATED 18 Enjoy Reading!❤️

Tila ba nakaka relate Siya sa sakit na nararamdaman nito. Naintindihan niya na Ngayon kung bakit napadpad sa kanila si Audhrey. Marahil nagpaka layo layo ito para takasan lahat ng mapanakit na elemento na dulot ng pagmamahal sa maling tao. Kung ganun ay hindi sila naiiba. Parehas lamang silang biktima ng maling pag ibig. "I hate you so much! I hate myself even more for still loving you despite of everything that hurts... Everything that's killing me..."

Gusto kong umiyak sa dami ng emosyong nakikita ko sa kanya, pero pinipigilan ko ang sarili ko na bumigay. “I hate you… because you didn’t deny it. I hate you… because you didn’t blame me. I hate you because you know I hate you, yet here you are, standing in front of me. I hate everything about you—your existence, your name, your lies, your games… But this hatred in my mind… it stays there. What’s in my heart, though, is something entirely different,” lintanya ko, nakatitig pa rin sa kanyang mga mata. “I hate you…”

"'Di ba, hindi nga kami magkasundo?" "Baka akala ninyo lang po 'yon? Pero sige, given na hindi kayo magkasundo katulad noong sinasabi mo, Ma'am. Magagawan naman po 'yon ng paraan. Saka may kasabihan po kaya na... the more you hate, the more you love. Yie," panunukso nito. I actually do not hate him; I'm just annoyed most of the time. Si Mikey lang naman ang may hate sa akin.

Na ako parin talaga simula noon. "Ssshhh... tama na yan. Hanggang ngayon sobra mo paring iyakin," he whispered, rubbing my head. "Go away! I hate you!" I squirmed, shaking my head off. "The more you hate the more you love." Tingnan niyo? I just went into moping at my own stupidity tapos mang-aasar naman siya? "The more you hate the more you hate," I retorted. "You know what's the exact definition of hate?"