Romans & histoires Jealousy Jealousy Lyrics

Naramdaman ko ang paninikip ng aking dibdib kaya nag-iwas ako ng tingin. Ayoko nang ganito. Wala akong alam sa ganito. Naramdaman ko ang kamay niya sa ilalim ng baba ko at marahan niya akong pinaharap sa kanya. Ang mga mata niya ay nangungusap. "I'm sorry if I have to tell you this early. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I can't concentrate with my work. I don't understand myself. I'm jealous, I'm so fucking jealous with anyone."

paalam ko naman saka sila nilagpasan nang hindi nililingon. Out of nowhere, bigla kong naramdaman ang luha ko na tumulo sa aking pisngi kaya pasimple ko namang pinahiran 'yon gamit ang kamay ko. Why am I like this? I hate this feeling, I don't like feeling this pain because of jealousy. There's no us and he will never be mine.

For a moment ay may kung anong naramdaman ako na hindi ko maintindihan. Then bigla na lang, naramdaman ko ang mukha niya sa leeg ko. Bigla na lang nanayo ang lahat ng balahibo ko lalo na ng maramdaman ko ang banayad na pagdampi ng kanyang labi sa leeg ko ng magsalita siya. “I’m so jealous, babe.” Doon ko na tuluyang naitulak siya. Hindi ko gusto ang nararamdaman ko, bago ito sa akin.

Gamit ang kanyang hinlalaki, dahan-dahang pinunasan ni Gino ang natitirang basa sa labi ni Ellaine. "Nagseselos ako, Ellaine. Sobrang nagseselos ako… Sinong lalaki ang hindi magdidilim ang paningin kapag may ibang lalaking lumalapit sa babaeng sobrang mahal niya, at nagtangka pang hawakan ang kamay nito? Gusto kong dukutin ang mga mata ng gago na 'yon kung alam mo lang. My silence doesn't mean I'm not jealous. I'm a jealous man, El. Congratulations, nagustuhan mo ang isang selosong gaya ko."

Ang bigat sa pakiramdam. “Say something, I'm giving up on you... I'll be the one if you want me to... Anywhere, I would've followed you... Say something, I'm giving up on you.” Halatang ginamit ni Jeandric ang lyrics ng kanta para iparating kay Audrey na dapat na siyang bumitaw kay Jaxon. “...And I will swallow my pride... You're the one that I love... And I'm saying goodbye...” Pagkatapos ni Jeandric kumanta, inalis niya ang mic sa bibig niya at iniabot kay Audrey.

Nagulat ako ng dahan–dahan siyang lumapit at sinakop ng matitigas at malalaki niyang braso ang bewang ko. "I don't like being jealous, because when I am? I can't control myself and want's to fuck you any time, any where." Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. "Ano bang sinasabi mo? Hindi ba't gagawin mo lang 'yan kapag ako ang nagselos?" "Yes. If you get jealous, I fuck you. If I am the one who get jealous? I fuck you, nonstop." Hindi ko inaasahan ang mga sinabi niya.

It was a song shared from Spotify. The title is "We Are" by ONE OK ROCK. Alam ko 'to. It's on my playlist. Pero bakit niya sinend 'to, eh, gabi na? O bakit siya biglaang nagsesend? Feeling close ang hayop! "Wrong send," basa ko sa pahabol niyang mensahe. Hmm, 'yan tanga. I replied to him. From kennylindall@businessmail.com To saithomas@businessmail.com

Playful smile was on her face. "Are you mad?" "Walang dahilan para magalit ako." "Then pissed perhaps. You're pissed because you're... jealous?" She asked playfully. Tumigil ito. Kaya napatigil rin siya. Inis itong bumaling. "Nagseselos lamang ang isang tao, kung siya'y nagmamahal. Why would I be jealous when I don't feel anything for you?" Ouch! Masakit iyon ah!

naguguluhan kong tanong. “The day your lover went out from your door step, it’s the worst feeling ever. It’s suffocating. The jealousy you felt is something like you badly want to kill someone. The pain when you found your lover being happy with other person than you.” He took a deep breath and puts down the bottle he’s holding on the sand. “Love is confusing, and love is something you don’t want to enter.” Napangiti ako dito nang ngumiti ito. I drank my soju ‘til the very last drop and drops the bottle on the sand.

Dahil sa selos ay nagawa ko 'yon. Lupaypay ang katawan na yumuko ako, sumikip ang tyan ko at nangilid ang mga luha. Why is it that every time I confront her, my damn eyes start to water? What am I, trying to look pathetic just so she’ll feel sorry for me? "I-I'm jealous..." I whispered, barely audible. "This is all because I'm jealous, and I'm afraid I gonna lose you again."