No More Pain And Suffering Novels & Stories

A facade that you have been wearing Guess you forgot why you're hurting You just smile through the pain But you're having a hard time to keep yourself sane Why do we have to suffer? But we have to keep it hidden Why do we feel pain? When we have to suppress it deep within Does it make any sense? That life keep having suspense Does it keep you living? To exceed what they are expecting

I guess I’m afraid sa outcome na maririnig ko. Devastation creeps my whole body, anger and hate envelops my heart as the excruciating pain tore it into pieces, I don’t know what to do, nalilito ako, ilang minuto din akong nakayuko at impit na umiiyak, ang tahimik kong hagulgol dahil sa pagkatuliro at ang nais na makatulong sa pamilya ko lalo na ang pagdadasal ng mataimtim para sa recovery na sana ni papa.

Pagkatapos niyang sabihin ang mga salitang iyon sa kaniya ay tumalikod na siya at pinihit paikot ang door knob. Tipong bubuksan na sana niya ang pintuan nang muling magsalita si Ara at sa pagkakataong iyon ay mas lalo niyang ikinabigla. "Stage three, brain cancer. Iyon ang sakit ni Ethan, iyon din ang dahilan ng pagleave niya sa kaniyang trabaho but despite all of that, he's still choose to remain silent for the sake of you guys. You don't have any idea how painful it was, lalo na sa akin. Kapag nahihirap siyang huminga minsan, tapos iniinda niya yung kirot at sakit na nararamdaman niya. Pero ni isa man lang sa inyo ay walang nakapansin sa kakaibang nangyayari sa kaniya. Sinabi mo kanina na

pangako ko sa gitna ng aking sariling mga luha. "Paano... Adrian? Paano natin aayusin ang isang bagay na binuo sa ibabaw ng mga patay? Ang 'No More Lies' ay napatunayan na... hindi tayo pwede. Hinding-hindi tayo pwedeng maging masaya habang ang anino ng nakaraan ay nakabantay sa bawat hininga natin," bulong ni Stefanie habang isinasandal niya ang kanyang ulo sa dibdib ko... hindi dahil sa pagmamahal... kundi dahil sa matinding panghihina.

Why would He let me suffer through this so much pain. Hindi pa ba sapat ang parusang binigay Niya sa akin? Bakit kailangang humantong sa ganito? This pain is the most intense I have ever felt. I will never be able to tolerate it and survive or be able to feel that life has meaning again... wala nang halaga pa ang buhay ko ngayon.

Pero nang umuwi sila ng Pilipinas ay binalik ko na rin naman kaagad dahil wala akong time magluto at hindi ako parating sinasaniban ng kasipagan na magluto. I am content. I'm really content. Sa bawat araw na dumadaan ay nagtatagumpay akong maiwala ang sakit sa dibdib ko. Mas guminhawa ako at mas naging kampante ako. The pain is slowly fading away and I am so happy with that. Sobrang saya ko dahil malapit nang mawala ang sakit na dala ko. The pain from what happened in the past needs to disappear.

I don't know anymore if I would try again. I'm so done being in pain. I'm so done feeling hurt. Don't I deserve even just a little bit of happiness?

Kahit papaano, sana magkaroon ng pake na basahin. Dear Sheids Noah, I don't want to sue you. I don't want to file a case against you. I want to end everything between us without causing you any pain. You know that I never hurt you literally, whether in words or actions. Because I love you. It's not a sin to love you. It just turned complicated because your past clashed with our present.

Her I love you. This is right. For the sake of loving her, this pain will be worth it. Napangiti siya at umungol sa panibagong hataw ng sakit na nanunuot sa kanyang mga laman. Half of his body is screaming in too much agony. He heard the sound of the whiplash invading his back inch by inch. It's easy to fade away and let go. To stop breathing and just die so the pain will stop right at once. But his Julie is waiting. And he can't keep her waiting. He gave her his word. He said he loves her. And he is going to love her more starting with this pain and after this pain.

after all he wants to get rid of thye pain he still feels inside of him. It’s been 6 years at ganun pa rin ang sakit, di nawalala at habang lumilipas ang panahon imbes na maghilom ito ay hindi kailanman nangyayari, siguro ay dahil s anever niya namang sinubukang mag move on. Para ano pa ang pag mo-move on? For Daniel he realized that moving on with pain is not good at all… why? It’s because you are just giving everybody a license to hurt you again, to take advantage of you, and to manipulate you with their lies.