Novel & Cerita No More Pain And Suffering

Unti-unting lumalabo ang paningin ko hanggang sa tuluyan na akong mawalan ng malay. I hope the pain will end.

Tiniis niya ang hapdi at sakit na nararamdaman sa bawat ulos ni Aidan. Gusto na niyang sumigaw sa sobrang sakit pero unti-unti iyong napalitan ng kakaibang kiliti sa kaibuturan niya. She wasn't feeling pain anymore... She was feeling pleasure. A blissful pleasure that she hasn't felt before. This... is... heaven. "Oh."

Dagdag pa nito. Dahil sa yakap niya, dahil sa sakit ng mga salitang naririnig ko sa kaniya at sa mga hinanakit na naramdaman sa makalipas ng ilang buwan na naipon na. Bumuhos na parang gripo ang luha sa aking mga mata. Ang bigat sa dibdib. Sobrang sakit. For a long time, it was in my mind that a simplistic, sincere, voluntary apology would reverse all of the pain I have been feeling, that the shattered remnants of my self-esteem would be glued back together again.

Paulit-ulit nitong pinapaalala lahat ng ginawa nila Mommy, lahat ng pain na pinaranas nila sa akin. One more thing is I lost many things na, not only pala. I lost persons on my life, nadamay sila kahit hindi naman dapat. Topher, Katrina and Ate Grace, I miss them so much. But I don't know how will I face them after what I did.

Wala naman sa tono niya ang panunukso pero ako itong over ang mag-react. “Susubukan ko,” sagot ko na lang. Pero ang totoo masakit talaga. Nag exhibition ba naman kahit first time ko. “Bubuhatin na lang kita. Or I'll request wheelchair to Martina.” My eyes widened. Sobra naman iyon. “Wag, there's no need. I think makakalakad naman ako. The pain will fade eventually.” “But I don't want to see you suffer.” I sighed. “Kasalanan mo din naman ito, you were…harshed…last night.”

hiyaw nitong humahagolgol. “Yeah, maybe you're right. I don't know anything about how painful you're are in this situation but are you saying that your pain is more than the others? Cierra, hindi lang ikaw ang nasaktan. Hindi lang ikaw ang nagdurusa, umiiyak, nagpapakatatag sa mundo. Hindi lang ikaw ang patuloy nabubuhay. We have a different pace, events in our journey. Hindi mo puwedeng sabihin na you're pain is more than for us. We have different scenarios to be walked through. Don't be selfish by just putting all your in pain you're own glasses without knowing how others might go with their own journey too,” hindi niya napigil na hiyaw.

It refreshed the grief she had kept inside her for long. Mark must have realized her pain. "S-sorry." Anito. Sumalampak siya sa tabi nito. "I-it's okay. Hindi na yun maibabalik kahit iyakan ko pa. Ang gawin na lang natin habang wala pang dumarating na tulong is focus on how we can survive here." Hindi ito umimik pero bumaling ito sa gawi niya at tumitig sa kanya, subtle smirk on his lips.

Nanlalaki ang mga mata nito sa bigla. "I'm sorry, asawa ko. Hindi ko na napigilan na aminin sa kanilang lahat. We are still not annulled. I stop it and withdraw the petition. Dahil ayokong mawala ka sa akin. Gusto kong ayusin ang nasirang tiwala mo sa 'kin. Hindi ko na magagawa ang saktan ka. Ipapakita ko sayo na ipaglalaban kita. At ikaw lang ang mamahalin ko. Please, forgive me," pakiusap ni Nickson. Makikita mo ang sinseridad sa mga mata niya.

Nakalingkis na ang mga hita sa kanyang baywang. He moved again. Iniinda na ang sakit para makapagpatuloy na siya sa ginagawa. Yumayakap na lang ng mahigpit para itakwil ang hapding nalalasap.. "Ahh.." I'm crying in pain.. but if this the only way to give him a pleasurable moment.. then.. I'm giving him that.. Mabawasan man lang ang hinanakit, at ang pagdurusa sa totoong asawa..

Trigger Warning: Gun Violence & Death This story contains depictions of gun violence and death, which may be distressing to some readers. Please proceed with caution. Reader discretion is advised. Pain Parang apoy sa pandayan na sinusubok ka, tinutunaw ang iyong kahinaan, at hinuhubog kang muli upang maging mas matatag at matibay. 👨‍⚕️HIDEO ADONIS Eight years ago...