Sadness Of Love Novels & Stories

kusang nagsibagsakan ang mga luha niya sa tuyong lapida kasunod ang pagpipigil ng mga hikbi. Dissapointment, regret and sadness was written all over his face as he raised his gaze to the sky. "I'm fucking mad that time. I'm marrying a girl whom I'm not in love. I can't imagine myself to be with her for the rest of my life..." he trailed off and wiped his own tears using the back of his palm before looking at me.

Hindi s'ya sumagot. I described the intensity of my feelings for Ariadne, the depth of my love, the agony of her sudden departure, the emptiness that had consumed me after she vanished. I spoke of the pain, the loneliness, the despair that had haunted me for so long. I painted a vivid picture of my emotional turmoil, the raw pain of a love lost, a love that had left an indelible mark on my soul.

Tatanggi pa sana ako pero uuwi din naman daw sila ng alas otso ng gabi para sa klase kinabukasan kaya pumayag na ako. Ala-una na ng magising ako mula sa pagpapahinga. Kinusot ko kaagad ang mata ko at tumitig sa kisame. Sumisikip nanaman ang dibdib ko. Pakiramdam ko kada araw ay nadadagdagan ang sakit na nararamdaman ko. I miss him so much. His laughs, his jokes, his banters with mama. Ganitong oras ay sabay na kumakain si papa at mama sa pwesto namin sa palengke... Unti-unting tumulo ang luha sa mga mata ko. Niyakap ko ang unan ko at doon umiyak ng umiyak. Lagi na lang ganito tuwing maiiwan akong mag-isa..

matapat niyang sagot. Martyr na kung martyr, wala na siyang pakialam. Ang mahalaga ngayon ay nagpapakatotoo siya sa tunay niyang nararamdaman. "I don't want you to get tied with me for a lifetime cause I know, you don't love me as a woman."

“What a damn character development. Dati sinasabi mo na wala talaga. Na wala kang passion. Pero tignan mo ngayon, you already considered music as your home.” Nakangiti akong tumango. “Bakit iyon ang sagot mo? Hindi parents mo o ano?” “I can see that you want to have deep talks.” Sininghalan niya ako at tinawanan ko naman siya. “I don’t know. I’m still having a little bit of a hard time with love. I mean, it’s true that love is one of the greatest feelings that humans can feel aside from happiness and other emotions but, sometimes love is the one who makes you suffer too. You know what I mean right?”

For the very first time, naiintindihan ko na. "You question everything, every moment, every word exchanged, every promise made. You wonder if you could have done something differently, if you could have been better, loved harder, been more understanding. But sometimes, no matter how much love you pour into something, it's just not enough to mend what's broken." he stopped for a minute and shrugged. "And so, with heavy hearts and tears in your eyes, you make the agonizing decision to let go. It feels like ripping a piece of yourself away, leaving behind a void that seems impossible to fill. But deep down, you know it's the right thing to do, for both of you."

Pero ayun kinuha ko pa rin para basahin, para kasing may nagsasabing basahin ko. Dear Sienna. I know you're hurting because of what happened to your brother, and I don't blame you for being angry with me. But I want you to know that my love for you is true, no matter how we started. I'll do everything to make up for my mistakes and prove my love to you. I hope someday you'll forgive me and see the love I have for you. You're always on my mind and in my heart, and I'll wait for you forever.

Bigla kong naalala ang mga sweet moments namin, lalo na ang sexy moments sa kama, tandang-tanda ko kung gaano kasarap sa tenga ang mga ungol niya. "Aminado ka naman na baliw ka kay Jairus, 'di ba?" aniya. "Oo, bakit?" "I think magfe-fade din ang love mo. Kapag na-realize mong wala ka talagang pag-asa. Hindi mo kasi ma-gets na kaya niya lang ginagawa 'yan dahil kaibigan ka niya, not because he is seeing you more than friends..."

Maraming puwede, marami ring hindi puwede! Ang sabi ng aking puso at isipan, mahal na mahal ko si Robert noon at ngayon! Sa pag-ibig walang kasiguraduhan. Puwedeng mauwi sa hiwalayan o puwede ring forever depende sa dalawang taong nagmamahalan. Sabi nga ni Kate Moss na nabasa ko sa F*, “Love is always a risk worth taking. The biggest gamble we’ll ever take is with our hearts. In handing someone our most vulnerable pieces. Not knowing where it will lead. Where it’s meant to go. Whether they’re a lesson Or forever.”

Isang halik na puno ng paghingi ng tawad, pangako, at pagmamahal. Dahan-dahan itong bumaba, sa kaniyang pisngi, at sa wakas, nagtagpo ang kanilang mga labi. Hindi niya alam kung paano siya napasabay, ngunit sa sandaling iyon, tila naglaho ang lahat ng alinlangan bumabalot sa kaniyang isipan. Malambing at banayad ang halik ni Darrius, ngunit sa likod nito, naroon ang pananabik ng taong matagal nang nangungulila. "I miss this...."