Sadness Of Love Novels & Stories

How will I able to manage that pain? Sa paglalasing ba? Kasi dapat ngayon palang alam ko na ang dapat kong gawin! Ngayon naiintindihan ko na si Penny kung bakit mas gusto n'yang lunurin ang sarili sa alak. Kung bakit mas gusto n'yang ilaan ang sarili sa pagpapakalasing. Love is a poison. It can kill us slowly. "Then.., I'll tell you everything. Everything that you need to know."

SEDUCE “Your love, your love, your love, I miss that” Pa kanta kanta akong nag luluto, dahil sa sayang nararamdaman, naisipan kong ipag luto si Jhuan ngayon at pagkatapos naming kumain ng lunch ay saka ko sasabihin sakanya about sa agreement na ginawa ko. “Your love, your love, your love, I want that!” Sabay kong kanta sa part ni Taehyung.

And right now, hindi ko alam kung anong sumasagi sa ‘king isipan at kung bakit nagtitipa ako ngayon ng email at si Axton ang receiver. Mariin kong kagat ang aking ibabang labi. Maybe because I’m more sensitive to my emotions than normal, tears are rolling down my cheeks like endless waterfall. Hinahayaan ko rin naman ito dahil kahit anong punas ang gawin ko, sunod-sunod pa rin itong tutulo. Why is grieving for a one-sided love so hard?

"Not sure. Does that work?" "It does," natatawang sabi niya. "Well, it's not a bad idea. Not good, either." I felt him look at me. "Bakit naman?" "Of course, happiness and sadness. Kaya good and bad, love is traumatizing." "What about your thoughts of having a lowkey relationship? Teka mali, no label but have the same feelings?" he asked again.

It was great and it made me a woman. "Thank you love, I love you so much Hope." Saad n'ya sabay halik sa ulo ko at tumalikod sa akin para matulog. My heart contradicted in pain. Napangiti ako ng mapait. Who am I kidding? It was Hope all along at hindi ako. We just have the same face pero hawak ni Hope ang puso n'ya. The worst part is he just made love with me thinking I was Hope. Ang sakit sakit. Tumulo ang mga luha ko, this time hindi na dahil sa sarap kundi dahil sa sakit. It's funny how your happiness can turn into sadness anytime.

tuwid akong tumingin sa mga mata niyang punong-puno ng luha. "Ubos na ako, William, wala na akong maibibigay sayo dahil inubos mo na ang lahat. Wala kang tinira sa akin..." Tumungo siya at biglang yumugyog ang kanyang balikat. Malakas siyang umiiyak, napuno ng mga hikbi niya buong silid. Masakit man para sa akin pero ito ang tama. It was a lost battle from the beginning. Loving someone who can never be yours is the saddest and the hardest thing I've experienced in love.

Nandoon pa rin ang kirot, ang sakit, ang lungkot at pakiramdam ko ay hindi na iyon mawawala pa kahit na ano’ng gawin ko, kahit na gaano pa katagal na lumipas ang panahon. Nandoon lang iyon... Nagpapaalala na minsan sa buhay ko ay nagmahal ako ng isang babaeng maganda, mapagmahal at handang isakripisyo ang lahat — maging ang sarili siyang buhay para sa mga mahal niya sa buhay. That pain, sadness, longing and love is the reminder that once upon a time in my life, I loved and am still loving a very beautiful, loving, selfless and amazing woman in my life.

Gusto rin sigurong maubos sa pag-iyak gaya niya. Ganito ba lagi ang pakiramdam nang mawalan ng tsansang makita ang isang taong matagal nang hinahanap at inaasam makausap? Someone who caused her so much pain and confusion and doubt that she literally wanted to destroy everything she laid her hands on? Someone she wanted to give so much love to, it pains her to be robbed off the chance? Someone who should be in love with her too? Why does it feel sad and heavy and empty all at the same time?

Everytime na nag tatampo siya I always send him nuggets and say sorry. I think it's getting more unhealthy each day, I tried to fix it. I don't think we can fix it. [Love, please. Let's fix this, I can't lose you.] Mahinang sabi ni Syeblig through call. [Love, mas lalo lang natin masasaktan sarili natin if itutuloy pa rin natin 'to.] Pinipigilan ko ang luha ko habang sinasabi iyon sa kanya.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong maramdaman ngunit ang aking kamay ay nanlalamig. “Na comatose siya nang anim na buwan at mula nang magising siya, madalas siyang tumulala.” I didn’t know that his story was this tragic. I feel so sorry. I feel so guilty. When he dumped me, I resent him for breaking my heart into two. I never knew that his heart was broken into pieces. After all these years, ngayon ko lang nalaman na may ganitong kwento. Mr. Serilio seems to know him well.