Sakit Hatiku Novels & Stories

’d managed to ignore it because it came in a subtle form, but now, it was raging inside me in full force. And the worst part was, I didn’t even know what it was. Just as I didn’t know why every fifteen minutes, my eyes would sweep around, hoping to find another face which was different from the throngs of faces all around me. Am I maybe going crazy? I needed to find a solution to my almost crazed state. And thankfully, I knew just what it was. “Hey, easy there, tiger,” Kevin remarked, lightly grabbing my hand, stopping me from downing my third shot in a row. I let out a small groan in protest. “Quit playing dad, Kevin. You’re being such a fun sponge.” He simply chuckled, but his express

“ cure Sharma to my sleeplessness.” the Sharma pretended to be in deep thoughts and then proceeded with “ I cannot help you ” at this point he lost it . “ what do you mean you can't help me, give me herbs to make me sleep. you helped me the first time “ the Sharma pretended to be confused. “ did I? I cannot remember ” “ you did ! I want you to make the herbs again for me. ” “ what is it that makes you unable to sleep? ” the Sharma asked even though he has asked this question a hundred times before.

,he kissed your lips. "its okay I'm not mad I just hate the injections cause they hurt really bad going in your vein it burns and makes you feel sick till it goes numb",I mumble feeling stupid as Michael looks at me horrified I had three so far and each one hurts the same. I hope I can leave today cause I hate being in this hospital.

I don't want to panic but she's not moving "Oh uhm ma'am I'm so sorry," he says frowning, and a tear runs down my face. Sorry. Sorry is a word someone uses to tell you bad news and hearing 'sorry' from a medical person doesn't end well "What wh-" I start to ask what the hell is going on but Daniel's voice cuts me off. I don't even know what to do with myself. Tears are running down my face and I feel hopeless again. This was supposed to be a good day what the fuck is happening

Pagod na pagod ng tumatakbo. Umiiyak sa sobrang takot... Sa bawat bato na napapatid ... Nadadapa...tumatayo parin ako at tumatakbo hangang sa di ko na nakayanan... Hinayaan ko na ang sarili ko para mahuli nila... "Kiara!" Pagmulat ko... Naramdaman ko ang sakit ng malakas na suntok... Natuluyan akong matumba. Natigilan ang dalawa at nagulat.

"Matagal ko ng naipanalo ang sakit ko, simula ng makilala kita. Ikaw ang nagpadagdag ng araw at linggo ko sa mundong 'to. Isang himala na umabot pa ako ngayon hanggang dito. "Kung isang himala na napatagal ko pa ng ilang linggo ang buhay mo, baka pwede ko pang dagdagan 'yan ng maraming linggo, buwan at taon, hanggang sa pagtanda natin." nakangiti kong sabi. Pinipilit ko siyang palakasin kahit na sa loob ko ay nasasaktan na ako. Alam ko ang gusto n'yang iparating. Hindi pa ngayon. Hindi pa ako ready. Ayoko pa.

O sadyang may sakit na ako sa puso! 'Ano, umaatake lang ang sakit ko pagnandyan at ngumingiti si Harvey?!' "Bakit...gusto mo akong makasama, nuh! Aminin mo na kasi!" "Aba't ang kapal ng mukha nito! Asa ka! At anong aaminin ko sa'yo?! Na pang-"

Got a problem? I noticed that everyone was still staring at me. I almost rolled my eyes. "What? Don't we have a class to start?" I snapped. Everyone seemed to come back to their senses and went back to what they were doing and Mr. Shitface started blabbering nonsense. I dont know his name so I'll just call him that since it suits him. It's not my fault I'm late. I mean hello? I'm new here and I got lost. Asking was not helpful because they would either just pee on their pants or faint.

sabi niya, hininaan ang sinabi sa dulo, mukhang guilty. "Kaya nga, I'm sick okay? I can't eat many at hindi na ako tataba kaya 'wag mo ng pilitin." pag-amin ko. Napabuntong-hininga siya at muling nagsalita maya-maya. "Okay... pero tayo ba pwede pang ipilit?" sabi niya. Parang nawala ang sakit ng tiyan at ang nausea ko dahil sa narinig. "Ano? Nagpapatawa ka ba?" sabi ko, pinipigilan ang sarili.

malamig ulit na sabi nya This time bahagya akong nairita. Siguro dala na rin ng pagod at nag halo halo na ang mga nararamdaman ko (Play the music above. Sa bandang chorus nyo simulan) "Wow ah. Kung makaangkin lang parang kanina nga hindi mo ako matignan o makausap ng seryoso. Na parang hindi mo ako kilala. Wade, huwag ka namang parang bata oh. Can't you see na kahit wala akong kasamood samood ngayong araw, pinipili kong hindi ibuntong lahat sayo. Wade, pumasok ako kahit nasaktan ako nung iwan mo ako nung gabi sa hospital matapos mo malaman ang lahat. Baka kasi nakalimitan mo na nag bitaw ka ng salitang hindi mo ako iiwan at nasa tabi lang kita minute before. Pero ano, sa isang iglap tinaliku