Novel & Cerita Stay Home

Hindi ko alam if I should be thankful for that or what. Busy pa din naman sila sa business namin dahil naririnig ko sila kapag pinag uusapan kapag kumakain kami. But I don't know if it just me na may hindi mangyayari na magugustuhan ko. Narinig ko kasi sila isang beses na nag aaway. Hindi ko masyado itong pinakinggan because I respect their privacy. Nandito lang ako sa bahay namin. Gusto ko na talagang magka condo because this home doesn't feel home to me. Siguro pag naging 18 na ko magpapa alam ako kina Mom and Dad.

I badly need him. "If you feel uncomfortable eating because I'm watching, then I'll go now. I assigned two exclusive nurses for you in the meantime while I am away. I won't be able to see you tomorrow but I make sure to get updates to check on your conditions. Sa ngayon, dito ka muna para mabantayan ka. If you wish to go home, we'll let you sign the waiver because at this rate and as your doctor it is not advisable for you to go home yet. Hindi pa at lalo na wala kang ibang kasama."

Ikalawa daw ay para hindi ako maglaba-palit ng damit dahil baka makasagabal iyon sa aking trabaho. Nakiusap naman ako sa Don na baka kung puwede ay payagan niya akong makauwi sa amin sa Sabado. Bale, anim na araw akong magtatrabaho, at may isang day-off. Ayuko sanang pumayag sa sistemang stay-in, pero ayon kay Inay at Itay ay mas mabuti iyon kaysa magastusan akong mamasahe ng traysikel pauwi sa amin. May kalayuan kasi ang hacienda at ang bahay namin.

"Uuwi din ako." "Wala naman akong sinabi na mag-stay ka rito. Ang ibig kong sabihin ay habang nandito ka sa akin ay ligtas ka… walang nakakaalam ng bahay ko." I'm not assuming he's going to make me stay or what. I just want him to know I'm not staying. Kahit pa nakatakda kaming ikasal, I will not let myself to stay in here… just the two of us.

he asked. Natawa ako. “Huwag mo na akong lokohin, Arc. May babae ka sa condo mo. Kaya hindi mo ako sinundo kagabi, ‘di ba? Kasi magkasama kayo? Don’t worry hindi naman big deal sa akin ‘yon. Just stay away from me.” “Let’s talk when we arrived home. I don’t want to risk our safety while having an argument.”

Lalo kong nararamdaman ang pressure! Ayaw akong paalisin ni Elias pagkatapos ng party. He suggested that we are all tired and I should sleep in another suite in the hotel. May pagka conservative siya na nagustuhan ko noon at mas nagusgustuhan ko ngayon dahil iyon ang kailangan ko. I need space from him and from all the lying that is why I insisted going home. Dinahilan ko ang kunwaring trabaho kinabukasan. I can't stomach the thought that I am in a same small space with the angel I am lying to.