Romans & histoires Take A Look At Me Now

Wala akong gana. I heard someone cleared his throat and I saw Nexus looking at me.

Hinihingal pa siya sa nangyari. Ang antok kong mga mata ay pilit kong dinilat para makapag-usap kami. Tumango ako, naiyak. Lalo akong sinaksak ng konsensya. Pakiramdam ko ay sasabog na ang puso ko sa sakit. "Hey, look at me . . ." aniya sabay tingin sa akin. I can feel his arousal once again. Kinagat ko ang labi ko.

Pa-simple rin akong umusog kahit pa nga alanganin na ang puwesto ko. Rinig ko ang mahina niyang pagbuntong hininga. Mula sa gilid ng paningin ko ay aninag na aninag kong nasa akin pa rin ang paningin niya. "Can you please not look at me." Hindi na napigilang saad ko, ang mga mata ko ay nakapako lamang sa platong hawak hawak ko. "I'm sorry, but I can't help myself not looking at you---"

Lahat ng camera ay nakatutok na sa akin bigla. One has to take a brave step to uncover the truth. I am just looking at my prey who’s now looking at me like he saw the grim reaper. What? Hindi mo inaasahang may maglalabas ng baho mo? I smirked. Hindi pa nga ako nagsisimula.

His gazed didn't leave my eyes. "..And your gonna fall hard for me, no matter what it takes. I'm sure of that.. and I'll start tonight.." Gago! Dapat ba akong magpaapekto?

"When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes. How long will I be waiting To be with you again? Gonna tell you that I love you, In the best way that I can. I can't take a day without you here, You're the light that makes my darkness disappear. When you look me in the eyes, And tell me that you love me. Everything's alright, When you're right here by my side. When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.

usal ko at tiningnan s'ya na kunwari ay naiirita ako pero nanatili lang s'yang nakatingin do'n. Padabog akong lumapit sa kan'ya at hinawakan ang kamay n'ya para hilahin palayo ro'n. "Look at me" pukaw ko sa atensyon n'ya Kaagad naman s'yang tumingin sa'kin. "Bakit? Kanina pa kitang napapansin dyan parang hindi ka mapakali" usal ko habang naka kunot ang noo. Umiwas s'ya nang tingin sa'kin "It's just nothing"

Ang malamang halos atakihin sa puso ito, tama pa bang magpakita pa ako? “What did I tell you? Hey baby, look. Look at me please,” Gaya ng gusto niya ay tumingin ako sa kanya. “We will face them together. I think it’s a bad idea to talk to Theo alone earlier. I can’t afford to see you pass out again.”

She look at me in disbelief. "What th—" "I don't want your opinions, your mine Aya. Remember that"

At isang picture frame ang naka agaw ng attention ko. "This is us."