Till My Heartaches End Lyrics 소설 & 이야기

If you love me like you tell me Please be careful with my heart You can take it just dont break it Or my world will fall apart You are my first romance And I'm willing to take a chance That 'til life is through I'll still be loving you I will be true to you Just a promise from you will do From the very start Please be careful with my heart

When I feel you in my heart Then I hear your voice from your eyes I'll always love you And I'm waiting for you until the end of time * Here I am, way to you I hope that someday you will realize That I can see forever in your eyes And I'm wishing my dream will come true I am lost without you You are my everything * Isn't it clear to see You belong with me We are meant to be In love eternally My love *

The pain of waiting for him, hoping against hope, had taken its toll on me. "Kung siguro nasusukat lang ang heartache siguro andun na ako sa maximum level," I continued, tears streaming down my face. It felt like my heart had reached its breaking point, unable to bear the weight of unrequited love any longer. I had been holding on for so long, hoping that things would change, but it seemed like I had reached my limit.

Baby I just love you so much, But I guess it wasn't enough… Can I see you once again, Cos I'm dying from this pain, oh ~ Take me out of the rain… Never thought I would be one to cry, But you were always there standing by my side… In our pictures you and I, In love until we die, Now imagining that we would be the ones to say good bye… I know that I've been cruel in my selfish ways, I'm looking like a fool in the end. I'm sorry if I hurt you, oh baby,

Pagkatapos ng pangyayari na 'yon ay hindi pa rin siya tumitigil na suyuin ako at humingi ng tawad, palagi pa rin siyang gumagawa ng paraan para makausap ako, minsan pumupunta siya sa bahay pero hindi ko siya hinaharap. Ilang araw kung iniyak ang nangyari. Halos mawalan ako ng ulirat. Masyadong masakit para sa akin ang ginawa niya. Hanggang sa nagkaroon ako ng depresyon to the point na nagawa kung mag commit ng suicide pero hindi niya iyon alam. I love him so much that's why I'm hurting.

Napatawa tuloy ako, panira talaga ito ng moment. "Grabeh ka ha, hindi naman ako umiiyak noh,” natatawa kong sabi. Paano naman ako naging mas malubha pa sa isang broken hearted? Hindi naman ako umiiyak o kaya nag-oover react. Napakamalisyosya niya talaga, nag-eemote lang naman `yong tao. Gusto ko lang naman mafeel `yong pain, joke lang ayoko kayang masaktan.

Hinawakan nito ang kamay niya at kinuha ang tasa roon. "I don't want to hurt you, Tristan. I wish I could prevent all the heartaches. I'm sorry for choosing my sister's happiness than mine. I'm sorry for choosing her over you. Akala ko kasi . . . akala ko totoong mahal ka niya kaya nagparaya ako or maybe she can love you as much as I do. I'm sorry for letting you go, Tristan."

“Minsan may pumilit na masira kayo…” Pinunasan ko ang luha sa gilid ng mata ko. Hindi ito para sa heartbreak. Ito’y para sa pagdududa na unti-unting sumisiksik sa puso ko. May nangyaring hindi ko alam. At hindi na ako titigil hangga’t hindi ko nalalaman ang totoo. Pagbaba ko mula sa rooftop, tahimik pa rin ang buong gusali. Madaling araw na. Tahimik… pero hindi mapayapa.

Hindi ko binawi ang mga mata ko rito at nagpatuloy pa rin ako sa liriko ng kanta. "I try to smile so the hurt won't show Tell everybody, I was glad to see you go But the tears just won't go away Loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay" "I know that I oughta find someone new But all I find is myself always thinking of you" "As long as the stars Shine down from the Heavens Long as the rivers run to the sea I'll never get over, you getting over me..." "Wooh..."

Please, don't fall apart I can't face your breaking heart I'm trying to be brave Stop asking me to stay We are not talking but I am tired. I'm just looking in his eyes and gathering myself to bring these last words to him. This song is different. Because those lyrics and verses slap me with reality. I cannot gather myself so I let myself be soft in him. For the last time. We are headed for the last verse. I suddenly remember this song and it is a good way to let go.