What Did I Do Wrong Novels & Stories

Mukhang iyong ang pinakamaayos kong dapat gawin sa ngayon, ang hayaan sya. "I didn't cheat on you, really. She confessed to me and said bad thing about you. I did it to stop her from saying such things. But what I did, it's still wrong. I know. I shouldn't have done that. I was wrong. I'm sorry, please. I promise I won't do it again."

The longing, frustrations, hatred… everything. It was just a single mistake, but it literally changed my whole life. It was over two years ago, but I’m still dealing with all the consequences of that damn mistake. I wanted to move on, pero hindi ko magawa lalo pa’t pilit ipinapaalala ng mga taong umabandona sa ‘kin ang pagkakamali ko noon. Nakakapagod… ***

"Hey, bakit ka umiiyak? I'm sorry, hmmm? Hindi na mauulit pa. I won't do that again." Kumalas ako sa kanyang pagkakayakap at bumalik na sa pwesto ko para magtrabaho. Wala akong oras para sa dramang ito. "I don't know how to fix this, Yong," pag-aamin niya pa. "Can you help me get out of this shit?" mahina ngunit mababakas ang pakiusap at sensiridad sa kanyang pananalita. "I don't know how to fix this either, Grantt. All of this is the aftermath of our wrong actions and decisions. We can't blame anyone but ourselves."

Tumalikod na ako at nagsimulang humakbang papasok sa aking kuwarto. "No, we talk!" Humarang siya sa aking pintuan. "You should apologize to you professor. My God, Hid. Major subject mo pa 'yon!" "I don't say sorry to anyone, Mommy. Alam mo iyan." If there are two phrases I will never say in my life, these are 'I'm sorry', and 'I was wrong'. I will never feel sorry and will never feel wrong of my actions. Not a chance. Even if I do, I can always find a way to get away with it. I will never let anyone feel that they beat me, nor to see that I failed.

Bumagsak ang mga luha ko, kasabay ng pagbagsak ng lahat ng akala ko ay totoo sa buhay ko. Why does it hurt so much? Huhuhu… then I remembered Jessica “ Jess…. I was wrong…I am so Stupid.. I am so sorry” ~~ End of Flashback ~~

Walang oras na hindi ko pinagsisihan ang isang gabing pagkakamali. One day, a woman I slept with that night knock on my door and tell me that she's carrying my child. I was shocked, nervous, and afraid of everything but still I did what a good man do. Alam ko na isang pagkakamali ang magtaksil ako sa Mom mo at hindi rin maitatama ang pagkakamaling 'yon kung ipagkakait ko sa bata na masilayan ang magandang mundo, bagay na hindi ko magagawa sa sarili kong dugo't laman.

Nagulat siya sa ginawa ko kaya nakawala siya sa'king bisig. "Umalis ka muna, U-uncle." Hindi ko alam kung ano ang tamang itawag sa kanya." "Why?" "Just leave! Mali ito! Mali ang ginagawa natin-" "We didn't even do anything wrong right now-" "But we did last month! At sa inaakto mo ngayon natatakot ako na baka may gagawin nanaman tayo na magiging dahilan para magkaroon tayo ng kasalanan pareho."

"So bakit ka nagagalit? Yun nga ei ang dami natin ginawa, pinuntahan kasi sinadya ko talaga yun baka sakaling bumalik ung excitement mo. Pero I failed so tell me what is wrong? Anong pwede kong gawin para maging okay ka ulit. May naging mali ba ako? May hindi ba ako nagawa? May nasabi ba si Alex na nakasakit sa damdamin mo? Sabihin mo sakin, Klio kasi nahihirapan din ako.

🎶🎶🎶 Just once Can we figure out what we keep doing wrong? Why we never last for very long What are we doing wrong? 🎶🎶🎶 Yumakap ng mahigpit sa akin si mommy, ramdam ko ang pangungulila nito kay daddy kaya agad akong nakaramdam rito ng awa. Para ring hinaplos ang puso ko at h******n ito sa kanyang noo. 🎶🎶🎶

Hindi niya intension na saktan ito pero nagawa niyang magtaksil. The biggest mistake I ever had!