Crying Over Spilled Milk Novels & Stories

Nagpabalik-balik siya roon para sa check-up. I can't help but to cry while feeding Lilac with only rice and milk. Kailangan ko pang i-budget 'yong natitira naming pera bago ako mag-grocery. "I'm sorry, baby. I promised to give you everything but..." muli akong napaluha. "Mama, why sad ka po?" nag-aalalang tanong nito sa akin at itinaas ang kamay para pahirin ang luha ko. "Hungry ka po?" dagdag niya dahilan para mapangiti ako kahit malungkot.

Then he handed to her an old copper milk-can, and said: 'If you don't bring it back full, your bones shall suffer for it. Titty went off rubbing her sides; but this time she did not dare to disobey, and in a very bad temper stooped down over the well. It was not at all easy to fill the milk-can, which was large and round. It would not go down into the well, and the girl had to try again and again. At last her arms grew so tired that when she did manage to get the can properly under the water she had no strength to pull it up, and it rolled to the bottom. On seeing the can disappear, she made such a miserable face that Zizi, who had been watching her all this time, burst into fits of laughter

Bakit ko ba biglang naiisip Ang mga taong Wala namang kinalaman sa Buhay ko. “By the way Do you still Have feelings for my brother?” Straight Forward kung Tanong. Dahilan para masamid sya, which is Hindi ko naman alam na umiinom na Pala sya’ ng kape. Kaya naman, napalingon kami ni Minji sa kanya. Sa kabilang Banda ay nataranta naman si Minji at dali-daling lumabas para kumuha ng tissue. “Ito Po oh miss Sofia”

Bullshit. Nagmadali akong umalis at umuwi, trying to stop my pain, my tears from coming out. Kailanman, hindi ako umiyak. Kayang-kaya kong pigilan ang mga luha ko. No one will see me cry, no one will see me weak. I know it's good for the soul, but crying for me means you're letting someone make you feel vulnerable. I won't give anyone satisfaction by hurting me. They don't deserve that kind of joy. They don't deserve to see me cry.

Tumigil kasi ako on my third year, kalagitnaan ng school year. Malaki rin ang kasalanan ko kay Brix noon. Gabriel was his bestfriend, at dahil sa kagagahan ko, nasira ang pagkakaibigan nila. Sana pala, hindi ko na lang ginawa ang bagay na 'yon. "There's no point crying over a spilled milk, huwag mo na lang uulitin 'yong ginawa mo noon," kuya Mike stated seriously. Napatingin ako sa kanya. Kapatid ko nga talaga ito. Basang-basa niya ang nilalaman ng isip ko.

Hindi na siya kumuha ng ice cream matapos niyang maka-ubos ng isa at kalahating maliit na mangkok. Binilisan ko na lang ang pag-ubos sa ice cream para makapgpahinga na rin siya. Sa sobrang sarap kasi ay hindi ko na namalayan na masyadong marami na ang nakain ko. Isang scoop pa ang kinuha ko nang may maramdaman akong kakaiba. Para bang biglang hinalukay ang tiyan ko at mabilis akong napunta sa sink at naduwal. This time, I cried because of the pain I had within my tummy and my throat to exert effort to puke.

Tiningnan niya nang may labis na pagkasuklam ang spoiled, abusado, at walang-edukasyong bata. Ang nakaraang sampal ay eksaktong bumasag sa bastos at mapangahas nitong bibig. Halatang hindi pa kailanman napapalo o napapagalitan si Jaden simula noong bata pa ito, kaya naman hindi ito agad nakapagsalita at nakareact sa tindi ng gulat.

I was just asking what I need, actually Hanna's needs. I was so upset when he tried to hold the budget. He was not supposed to give. After I told him that it was spent for Hanna's milk and after I explicated to him that I bought milk-in-can preferably because it would be funny if I only buy milk-in-carton and spend fare just to secure Hanna was drinking milk which was good only for a day or two. He gave P100 only. It annoys me. It actually makes me fFireous. What's happening to him? Chriz was here. Hanna is drinking or consuming milk, not to mention diaper usage. Then, I'm jobless.

sagot ko habang pinupunasan ang luha ko. Mabilis s'yang lumapit sa harapan ko. Nagulat ako ng may inabot s'yang panyo sa'kin. "Here, stop crying," sambit n'ya habang nakatingin sa malayo. "S-salamat." Habang pinupunasan ko ang luha ko gamit ang panyo n'ya ay parang may naamoy akong sobrang bango. Napatitig ako sa panyo na binigay n'ya tapos kay Spade pagkaway sa leeg at kili kili nya. Napalunok ako.

Binuhat ko ang anak ko at niyakap ng mahigpit, while my tears leaky down to my cheek. Seeing him crying it's kill me. I'm sorry baby...