Crying Over Spilled Milk Mga Nobela at Kwento

“Crying is bad for our baby.” Nang marinig niya ‘yon ay pinipilit niya ang sariling kumalma. Because Lucifer was right. Hindi maganda ang dulot ng pag-iyak sa anak niyang mahina ang kapit kaya’t kailangan niyang tumigil. She forced herself to stop crying. Pinipilit niyang tahanin ang sarili at nang makahinga na siya nang maayos ay kumalas sa pagkakayakap sa kanya si Lucifer para abutan siya ng tubig na gad niya namang tinanggap. After drinking the water, Lucifer immediately scooped her in his arms and carried her to the bed.

Bullshit. Nagmadali akong umalis at umuwi, trying to stop my pain, my tears from coming out. Kailanman, hindi ako umiyak. Kayang kaya kong pigilan ang mga luha ko. No one will see me cry, no one will see me weak. I know it's good for the soul, but crying for me means, you're letting someone make you feel vulnerable. I won't give anyone satisfaction by hurting me. They don't deserve that kind of joy. They don't deserve to see me cry.

Tiningnan niya nang may labis na pagkasuklam ang spoiled, abusado, at walang-edukasyong bata. Ang nakaraang sampal ay eksaktong bumasag sa bastos at mapangahas nitong bibig. Halatang hindi pa kailanman napapalo o napapagalitan si Jaden simula noong bata pa ito, kaya naman hindi ito agad nakapagsalita at nakareact sa tindi ng gulat.

I was just asking what I need, actually Hanna's needs. I was so upset when he tried to hold the budget. He was not supposed to give. After I told him that it was spent for Hanna's milk and after I explicated to him that I bought milk-in-can preferably because it would be funny if I only buy milk-in-carton and spend fare just to secure Hanna was drinking milk which was good only for a day or two. He gave P100 only. It annoys me. It actually makes me fFireous. What's happening to him? Chriz was here. Hanna is drinking or consuming milk, not to mention diaper usage. Then, I'm jobless.

sagot ko habang pinupunasan ang luha ko. Mabilis s'yang lumapit sa harapan ko. Nagulat ako ng may inabot s'yang panyo sa'kin. "Here, stop crying," sambit n'ya habang nakatingin sa malayo. "S-salamat." Habang pinupunasan ko ang luha ko gamit ang panyo n'ya ay parang may naamoy akong sobrang bango. Napatitig ako sa panyo na binigay n'ya tapos kay Spade pagkaway sa leeg at kili kili nya. Napalunok ako.

Binuhat ko ang anak ko at niyakap ng mahigpit, while my tears leaky down to my cheek. Seeing him crying it's kill me. I'm sorry baby...

biro niya at malambing na umirap. He chuckled and grabbed the pajama. "I'll get you a glass of milk, wait for me and don't do anything stupid," babala nito na para bang tatlong taong gulang ang kausap.

she hissed at me, looking so down, so sad and angry and pitiful. Well, aren’t we all pitiful? “There’s no use crying over spilt milk. That’s water under the bridge now. Nangyari na ang mga nangyari. Wala na tayong magagawa pa kahit na magsisihan pa tayo.” mahinang pakli ni Wolf. Lionel let out a loud sigh. Kieran tsk-ed. Jelina let out a bitter laugh and drifted her eyes somewhere in this dark, cold basement we were confined and chained.

Umiiyak pa rin ito kaya’t kahit na napupuno siya ng dugo ay niyakap niya ito nang mahigpit at umiyak. “I’m so sorry,” she whispered as she started sobbing. Hinalikan niya ang noo nito at hinaplos ang pisngi ng bata. Ngunit agad siyang naalarma nang mapansin niyang namumutla ang labi nito.

Umiiyak na sagot nito bago tuluyang nawalan ng malay Tulala at tila nawala ito sa sarili ng makita ang pagdaloy ng pulang likido sa katawan ng kanyang anak. Lumuluha nitong bitiwan ang baril na hawak at patakbong lumapit sa duguan at walang malay nitong anak. Halos hindi ito makapaniwala na ang mismong mga kamay pala niya ang magiging dahilan upang malagay sa alanganin ang buhay ng kanyang anak. Hindi niya lubos maisip na kaya nitong ipananggalang ang sarili nitong katawan wag lang masaktan ang lalaking pinakamamahal nito. Hindi niya matanggap na sa lahat ng tao ay siya pa ang kikitil sa buhay ng kanyang anak kaya't pinulot niya ang baril at itinutok sa saring sintido.