Novel & Cerita Failing In Love

panimula niya habang binubuksan ang maliit na kahon, “hindi ko alam kung kailan ang tamang oras, pero gusto kong subukan. Gusto kong ikaw ang kasama ko sa lahat ng bukas na darating. Will you marry me?” Hindi kumibo si Mica. Isang uri ng katahimikang mas malakas kaysa sa pagsigaw. At ang sagot niya’y hindi sa anyo ng salita. Kundi sa isang buntong-hininga, pag-iwas ng tingin, at isang mahinang “I can’t.” “Hindi pa ako ready. Hindi pa ito ang plano ko sa buhay. Ralph, you deserve someone who can love you out loud. But I can’t be that person. Not now."

tili ni Angie, di maitago ang saya sa darating na kasal. Naikwento na din ni Angie ang love story nilang dalawa ni Eric, super inlove daw siya dito pero di siya pinapansin ng binata. Dumating daw yung isang masugid na manliligaw ng dalaga at naguluhan daw siya, dahil sa di pagpansin ni Eric sa kanya ay sumuko na din daw siya, at dun natauhan ang binata. Nanligaw daw si Eric, buong angkan daw ni Angeline ang niligawan ni Eric, mapasagot lang si Angeline, mahalin lang daw siya ulit nito.

Abala ang lahat kaya mabilis niya akong pinakilala sa mga kapwa ko katulong at pinakilala rin sila isa-isa pero dahil wala ako sa sarili ko ay wala akong natandaan kahit isa. Ang sabi ni Tita Belcha ay madaling mainis si Sir Armiel. Pero bakit hindi lang siya madaling mainis? Bakit ang nakikita ko ay hindi talaga maganda ang ugali niya? I won’t follow Tita Gina’s orders that I’ll try to seduced the Lizares’ heir. Pero sa ngayon kitang-kita ko at alam na alam ko na imposible talaga.

mataray kong tanong. Nginisihan niya ako at umilang ilang. "Nasa in denial stage ka pa." "Anong nasa in denial stage?" "Kapag nagka gusto ka sa isang tao? Tinatanggi mo sa sarili mo, diba?" Tumaas baba ang kilay niya na parang sinasabi niya sa akin na tama siya. Kumunot naman ang noo ko, ayokong mag asawa pero hindi ko pinipigilan ang sarili kong mag kagusto.

"I'm waiting for this from you and now it comes out. You did a very good decision in life. It's okay to fell in love into someone. Walang mali sa pagmamahal. Walang mali sa pag-amin at kung hindi man ito masusuklian. Mas mabuting hintayin itong maghilom." My tears fell. I don't know why I feel like this. Sadyang nahulog na ba talaga ako? Parang ayaw ko itong taposin pero alam kong sa kay Nicole pa rin siya babagsak. I don't have any weapon. It just our marriage contract. Kasal siya sa akin sa papel pero ang puso niya ay kasal sa iba. Selena pulled my hand until I realized that we are in the middle of the crowds. Dancing and feeling tipsy now.

“Just how much are you in love with that guy?” Sumandal siya sa couch at tumingala sa kisame, sa dilaw na ilaw ng bar. May halo na iyon. Sinisilaw siya.“I’m a romantic fool, okay? Ako na ang magsasabi bago mo pa malaman kay Erin o sa iba kong pinsan. Ram is my first everything. I already imagined myself growing old with him. That’s how much.” “Jeez. You’re fucked.” “I am. That’s why . . . I feel empty and angry and confused and hurt and a lot of different things. I never saw this coming. This scenario never once crossed my mind. Never.”

I couldn't fall in love. That was what he said. Sana pala tinanong niya kung bakit... Rain was adamant not to fall in love while he was in San Gabriel because he knew that he couldn't stay. That's why he told her she ruined it when he couldn't help but fell for her. Hindi sinadya ni Rain na saktan siya gaya ng hindi nito sinadyang mahalin siya. And during the short time that they were together, wala naman itong ibang ginawa kundi pasayahin siya at mahalin araw araw...

Mas gugustuhin ko nalang ang masaktan kaisa ang malagay siya sa kapahamakan. Love isn't all about happiness,,dumarating sa point na kailangan niyo munang lagyan ng space ang isat isa para mas marealize niyo Kong gaano kahalaga ang bawat isa.. Kasi naniniwala ako,,that time will make us stronger than what we are, time will heal everything,,that Every failure has a good valid reason.. "I'm sorry hon." Bulong ni Grace bago niyakap ng mahigpit ang dalaga..

When the lights go out, she's all I ever think about The picture burning in my brain, kissing in the rain I can't forget, my English love affair Today, I'm seven thousand miles away The movie playing in my head of a king size bed means I can't forget I like 5SOS band very much. I like them so much that I can't help but sing along with Nathaniel's deep voice. I don't know, but the song ‘English Love Affair’ makes me feel that life is so damn cute. I can't forget, my English love affair

People say, "falling in love can be an accident but staying in love is already a decision." Xenon Jae Sebastian fell in love with me when I was in college. And he decided to stay in love with me until now. It felt surreal and unbelievable to found a love like his. A love that stays throughout the years.