Shame On Me Meaning Novelas e Histórias

Asik ko naman sa kanya. "Were you shock?" Kumpirma nito. "Shock? It's an understatement. I was shookt!" Kahit pareho lang ang ibig sabihin ng dalawa, pero mas may impact kasi yung isa. "Baby, it's natural you will be shock because it's your first time. There is nothing wrong with it. You shouldn't be embarrassed when it comes to me. Baby, you own every inch of me. You own me, as I own you." Paliwanag niya sa akin at lumapit siya.

I felt guilty for ruining our chance to escape the media. Ako ang nagdadala ng gulo sa sarili ko. I felt ashamed and thankful for them at the same time. Palagi nila akong inaalalayan sa lahat ng mga gagawin ko, if it weren't for them, I would probably there in fron of everyone and keep saying nonsense things.

Everyone’s eyes were on us, the whispers sharp as knives. “She’s the woman they’re fighting over…” “Kaya pala…” “What a scandal—” Parang nalunod ako sa ingay, sa tingin ng lahat na para bang wala akong dignidad. Humigpit ang hawak ko sa clutch bag ko. My cheeks burned in shame. I wanted to vanish. “Enough!” I snapped, tears threatening my eyes. “Do you two have any idea how pathetic you both look right now? In front of everyone?”

It's either I'm selfless or selfish. Tumayo ako at saka kinuha ang damit ko sa bag. Hinubad ko ang damit niya sa harap niya mismo at itinapon din iyon sa mukha niya. Nagpalit ako sa harap ng taong nanakit ng damdamin ko. "Shane!" Nananaway ang kanyang tono. Halata rin ang gulat sa kanyang pagmumukha dahil sa ginawa ko.

“Still, they have to pay for—” “I know you’re affected by what’s happening to me, and you did everything you did to avenge me, and I don’t dismiss your efforts. However, it is wrong to humiliate them in public. You may have succeeded in humiliating them, but you have also brought shame to our family, which has made daddy angry with you,” pagpapaliwanag ni Maeve. “He just doesn’t understand what’s—” “Via.” Pagtawag ni Maeve sa atensyon ng kanyang kapatid dahilan para mapakagat ito sa labi.

He smiled as he shook my hand. Tinanguan ko lang siya. Kumuha ako ng beer at uminom. “Are you mad? I'm sorry.” Mahigpit siyang yumakap sa‘kin na parang natatakot na umalis ako. I sighed. Hindi naman ako galit sa kanya. But knowing that he told them everything, as in everything, makes me feel in shame you know. Duh? Who wouldn't? May pagkamakapal lang 'tong maganda kong mukha pero may hiya pa rin naman ako 'no.

Medyo natatawa pa doon. “Deserve ko naman siguro ang sorry mo? Oh, wait nasaan ang mga kasamahan mong nanghahamak sa akin knaina? Baka gusto mong kasama sila dahil malungkot kang mag-sorry na ikaw lang? Ayain mo sila, come on. Huwag ka ng mahiya. Friend mo naman sila hindi ba? Mapagpatawad din naman ako agad.” Binalot pa ng katahimikan ang hall. The invisible pain and oppression made them feel ashamed. Malalim na tinitigan pa ni Everly ang kanilang grupo na walang ibang magawa kung hindi ang mag-iwas ng tingin.

Tanging pagdikit lang ng tainga ko sa pintuan ang aking ginagawa para marinig ang pinag-uusapan nila. "Alam kong sa loob ng ilang buwan na naging sa amin itong apartment ay naging malaking bagay na rin ito lalo na sa pagpasok sa eskwelahan nitong mga anak ko," si Mama. My lip caught between my teeth. I understood the difficulty of their position. They wanted to return to this apartment, but shame held them back. I could feel it radiating from them whenever Immanuel offered help. And yet, despite that shame, they also wanted to help me heal. They recognized the cruel irony that accepting his generosity had become another burden in itself.

“I know what you’re feeling. And I know you have been having a hard time ever since your Papa sent you to New Zealand. Kaya hindi kita masisisi kung nasabi mo man iyon sa akin. I understand. And even if I don’t, I will still try my best to understand you.” Something burst inside my heart that my tears started to well up. “But I cheated… I’m a disgrace to our family, Ma. But I regret it. I feel so ashamed of myself, kaya hindi ko magawang pumunta rito. Nahihiya ako na magpakita sa inyo.”

Hindi nagkulang sa pagmamahal si Shane sa kanya. "There's a cause to everything that I can never accept, but accepting the result of that cause made me feel a better person kahit ang dami kong kasalanan.", mahina kong sabi na parang sa sarili ko lang sinasabi at hindi kay Zane. "Anong ibig mong sabihin?", nagtataka niyang tanong. I can only smile bitterly as a tear fell from my right eye.