Novel & Cerita Forgive But Never Forget

bulong niyang sabi, sapat para ako lang ang makarinig. Hindi ko s'ya pinansin at mas tinuon ko na lamang ang pansin sa pagkain na nasa harapan namin. When you're deeply scarred kahit ilang beses ka pang hingan ng tawad ng isang tao you can't easily give the forgiveness or it's either you're willing to forgive but you can never forget. "So… why are you choosing the company? I mean, alam ko namang nasa pagitan kami ng pagbangon at paglugmok ngayon." I ask him.

Kung ganoon lang kadaling magpatawad at basta nalang kalimutan ang lahat, ginawa ko na noon pa. Pero hindi eh. Hindi ganoon kadaling kalimutan ang lahat. Hindi rin ganoon kadaling magpatawad. Maybe I can forgive her someday. Accept and forget about everything. Hindi ko man siyang magawang patawarin ngayon, it doesn't mean na hindi ko na talaga siya mapapatawad pa. Kung ang Diyos nga nagawang magpatawad, ako pa kaya?

Ilang saglit pa ay sinuklay niya ang buhok ko at inipit sa tainga ko. "What I'm trying to say is, nangyari na ang nangyari. Sure, you can recall your mistakes, repent, and blame yourself or whatever self-destruction you wanted to do, pero hinding-hindi na no'n mababago iyon. But I would like it if you slowly forget it as you forgive yourself. Kasi the more na isipin mo iyon, the more na lalabo ang tingin mo sa future. If you were guilty and keep feeling guilty, you will blame yourself and tell yourself that you should've done better, and that..."

Pero hindi, nag-aaway pa sila sa halip na maging masaya. She knows that her loathe for Sapphire will never fade, she can't blame Trixie, thou. Ilang beses na silang nagkaka-sakitang dalawa, maski siya'y hindi din makakapagpatawad nang mabilis. There's always a perfect time for everyone, may it be for love, for chances, for dreams and even for forgiveness and this one is included. There are certain feelings in this world that we cannot forget even change a bit. Kung ano o paano ito ay mananatili nang gano'n lumipas man ang matagal na panahon.

Hindi ko napigilan ang pagtitig sa kaniya saka ako nagsalitang muli. "But how will I forget about him? Our memories?" Muling nag-unahan sa pagtulo ang mga luha ko na agad ko namang pinunasan gamit ang panyong ibinigay niya. "You don't have to forget about him and your memories with him, Keep it and learn from it. Keep all the memories and create a new memories with someone better." Tinitigan ko siya at kita ko ang pagka seryoso sa mukha niya.

But I remained sane in the end after being buried every night in my sleep. And... Forgive and forget they say. Ngunit hindi naman iyon kadaling gawin. Dahil hindi ko rin masasabing napatawad ko na ang mga taong dahilan kung bakit ako ngayon patuloy paring nasasaktan sa kabila nang panunumbalik nang aking mga ngiti sa labi. I couldn't because I couldn't forget. I remembered how it was the last time that I held my heart closed for a year.

Because after all she been through, she’s not sure if all bad people is worthy of forgiving. Now I want you out of my company and never come back! The words echoed in her ears as if it were spoken just yesterday. Never come back, that’s what Aaron said. Kumuyom ang mga palad niya. And she promised herself, she never would.

[WARNING: RATED-18] Hindi na ako nag dalawang isip na sasagutin siya at sumugal ulit. Handa na akong patawarin siya at tuluyang kalimutan ang nangyari dati ng bukal sa loob ko. Kapag hindi ko tuluyang makakalimutan 'yon magiging manhid ako at puno ng pride. "Oo at pinapatawad na kita." I answered at sinuot niya ang singsing sa kamay ko. I'm so happy to forgive him, finally!

I was humiliated from the things that he and rei said that time. " wala ng silbi ang sorry mo, Yael nangyare na lahat ng nangyare. I can forgive you pero those memories that i experience is not that i see to forget " singhal ko dito at tinanggal ang pag kakahawak nya sa kanya ko.

“Gusto na naming makasama ka sa araw-araw. Lagi na lang kaming nababalot ng daddy mo sa takot na baka isang araw ay mabalitaan na lamang namin… na wala ka na dahil sa pakikipag-giyera.” “Mom, listen to me.” Evony gently cradled her mother’s cheeks as she wiped her tears away. “Mas pipiliin kong malayo sa inyo pansamantala kaysa sa hindi ko na kayo makasama habambuhay. I will never forgive myself if something bad happens to my family.” “But we will never forgive ourselves either if something bad happens to our daughter,” Sloane said with finality in her voice. “Hindi kami aalis ng bansa. Maiiwan kami rito at sasamahan ka namin sa laban mo.”