I Always Remember You Novels & Stories

Aku menyalakan radio dan lagu favorit Carla, Habits, yang dinyanyikan penyanyi wanita dengan nama panggung Tove Lo, diputar. “You’re gone and I gotta stay high, all the time, to keep you off my mind, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, spend my days locked in a haze, trying to forget you babe, I fall back down, gotta stay high all my life, to forget I missing you, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh.”

Aku menarik napas panjang, membuka tirai jendela dan melihat matahari menyapa memberi energi positif di saat kumerasa hari-hariku selalu sial jika bersama Edmund. I remember the day you told me you were leaving I remember the make-up running down your face And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them Like every single wish we ever made I wish that I could wake up with amnesia And forget about the stupid little things Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you And the memories I never can escape If today I woke up with you right beside me Like all of this was just some twisted dream I'd hold you closer than I ever did before

Malam makin larut dalam hening dan sunyi Tanpa terasa hatiku terombang-ambing rindu Ingin sekali aku mengobatinya Bertemu dan bersenda gurau denganmu Namun sepertinya tak mungkin bisa kita lalui Karena jarak dan waktu yang tak mengijinkan Hingga hati yang merindu Hanya bisa memeluk boneka pemberianmu Sebagai obat rindu hatiku malam ini I miss you I miss you I miss you soo mutch ***

Jujur saat itulah aku mulai mengenal sosok baru teman masa putih abu-abu. Oh ya, sebut saja aku Nana, kisah ini merupakan inspirasi berharga dalam hidupku sendiri. Ini hanya sepenggal cerita masa putih abu-abu yang tak pernah bisa selesai. Karena kisahku akan abadi dalam ingatan. Sebuah cerita dan kenangan yang terjadi ... karena ... mereka. ***

Tanpa sadar ketika memasuki permulaan lagu, dia sudah bernyanyi. “One day in your life You'll remember a place Someone touching your face You'll come back and you'll look around, you'll One day in your life You'll remember the love you found here You'll remember me somehow Though you don't need me now I will stay in your heart And when things fall apart You'll remember one day One day in your life When you find that you're always waiting For a love we used to share Just call my name, and I'll be there You'll remember me somehow

Paper planes and porcelain Smell of rain through the window pane And the sight of you Oh, you were a good dream (Ben & Ben - Lifetime) Remember that weekend When we got out of town Drove into infinity, I held you ‘til you fell asleep Without you The smell of your perfume Reminds me of when we were free I swear that it’s still haunting me Leaves fall from the tallest trees Even mountains crumble into the sea Holding on to memories And I can’t let go (5 SOS – San Francisco) There are pieces of us both Under every city light And the shining as we fade into the night (5 SOS – Beside You) I try telling myself that I’ll be alright But at the end of the day, it’s you again (BTOB – I’m Missing You)

I remember the day Even wrote down the date, that I fell for you (mmhm) And now it's crossed out in red But I still can't forget if I wanted too And it drives me insane Think I'm hearing your name, everywhere I go But it's all in my head It's just all in my head But you won't see me break, call you up in three days Or send you a bouquet, saying, "It's a mistake" Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go Give my last hello, hope it's worth it Here's your perfect My best was just fine How I tried, how I tried to be great for you I'm fla

Dia memejamkan matanya sejenak berusaha mengusir sedikit lelah di tubuhnya sebelum kemudian bangun untuk bersiap melanjutkan acara malam ini. “Dia bukan milikmu, Ze. Sejak awal memang bukan,” bisik suara di kepalanya, mengingatkan dengan kejam. Zea menghela napas panjang, mencoba mengusir sesak itu saat ponsel di pangkuannya bergetar. Sebuah notifikasi pesan muncul. Dari Ibra. [Send a picture] [Langitnya sedang cantik sekali. Tiba-tiba teringat sama janji ngopi sambil liat sunset sama seseorang]

Kenapa tiba-tiba perasaanku jadi gak enak begini ya? ******* Kemesraan ini Janganlah cepat berlalu Kemesraan ini Ingin kukenang selalu Hatiku damai Jiwaku tentram disampingmu Hatiku damai Jiwaku tentram bersamamu… Terdengar lantunan lagu merdu yang di nyanyikan oleh penyanyi Indonesia Iwan fals dan Vina panduwinata. Sepasang anak manusia yang sedang memadu kasih di tepi sungai begitu menikmati lirik lagu tersebut yang berasal dari radio usang milik si lelaki.

Seusai itu senja jadi sendu awan pun mengabu Kepergianmu menyisakan duka dalam hidupku 'Ku memintal rindu menyesali waktu mengapa dahulu Tak kuucapkan aku mencintaimu sejuta kali sehari Walau masih bisa senyum Namun tak selepas dulu Kini aku kesepian Kamu dan segala kenangan Menyatu dalam waktu yang berjalan Dan aku kini sendirian