Romans & histoires I Felt Betrayed

He promised me his love, but he gave me pain. He had no idea how unworthy and unimportant he made me feel. I realized now how pathetic I am. He betrayed me while I trusted him. I am a piece shit again. I loved him more than he deserved. I am such a fool! There's no cure for being on it. "I love you, but goodbye..." A hell-shit decision is battered and lifeless.

I was betrayed by the same person I trusted. Ang sakit sa pakiramdam na hindi ko man lang nalaman na siya 'yon. Na 'yung lalaking pinakasal sa'kin at ang lalaking minahal ko ay iisa. How stupid can I be? Hindi man lang nagtaka kung bakit hinahanap ko ang presensiya niya sa tuwing wala siya sa bahay.

“Hindi kita ginamit.” “Intent doesn’t erase impact,” sagot ko. “And right now? I feel betrayed.” The word hung between us. Betrayed. She took a step back, like it physically hurt. “I’m not Sophie,” she said softly. I nodded once. “Maybe not.” Then I met her gaze again. “But you’re just like everyone else who thought they could hold something precious, without being responsible for it.” She broke down then, shoulders shaking. I didn’t move.

The weight of their betrayal, combined with the realization of my own naivety, crushed my chest. Kahit ngayon, wala man lang akong makapitan. I trusted them, I loved them, and this is what I get in return. I gave them everything: the nights I spent comforting them, the money I lent without expecting repayment, and the unending emotional support. And yet, when I needed them the most, they abandoned me, stabbing me with their words and actions.

Valio, the one I'd always thought kind and responsible before, a good man, the rock I'd admired from afar, didn't anticipate that will hurt Angel too! The revelation hit me like a tidal wave leaving me reeling. I felt fucking betrayed by the realization that I wasn't alone in my scars. All my friends, the people I trusted had their own dark histories with the Silvas just like me as well! The weight of it all crushed me, fueling a fire of anger that burned hotter with every passing thought. My hatred for the Silvas simmered, now a seething cauldron of rage as I grappled with the knowledge that they'd hurt the people I loved.. leaving me with a sense of powerlessness and a burning desire for j

When you're cheated, what should be the first thing to do? To blame yourself over and over again, asking yourself what have gotten wrong? Or to hate those who cheated behind your back? To tell you honestly, I didn't know what to feel. My mind went blank and the first thing that popped out was to get my gun. When Jezrel told me she was pregnant. My body was numb. Asher, my best friend, my brother whom I trusted the most betrayed me. Gusto ko siyang saktan nang saktan!

For the countless of times, I felt betrayed again. Mariin kong ikinuyuom ang aking mga kamao at hirap na lumunok. Ang aking puso ay tila pinagpira-piraso. I was about to have another step to finally leave this suffocating place when someone spoke.

The irony! “Oh come on, Ella,” I sneered at myself. I didn’t feel this much pain when he cheated on me with my best friend Drizelle. My chest tightened. The pain is choking my breath away. I’m hurt not only because Zander cheated on me but also because I felt betrayed by my own sister. Anastasia must have felt the same back then and I felt more terrible. I made myself a laughing stock of my own. Now I got the taste of my own medicine.

I don't know what to say but I have this guts that I should tell him what I feel. "I-I feel like I was betray Keith even I shouldn't feel this. A-alam ko wala akong karapatan pero hindi ko mapigilan, nagpupuyos ako sa galit. I feel like I was left behind after being u-used" napayuko ako ng makaramdam ng pananakit ng dibdib ko.

Maging ang pagkirot ng aking ulo na para bang may tumatambol sa loob. Mariin akong pumikit at hinilot ang aking sintido. Sana ay hindi nalang ako dinala rito sa ospital, sana nga ay natuluyan nalang ako doon sa daan! Kung puro hirap lang naman ang mararanasan ko. Dahil sa totoo lang, pagod na pagod na ako sa lahat ng bagay. Wala na akong dahilan pa upang mag-umpisang muli. I feel so betrayed.