I Hate How Much I Love You นิยาย & เรื่องราว

"I hate her for stealing my fame and everyone's attention. I really, fucking, hate that stupid girl!" Umirap ako nang marinig iyon mula kay Anastacia at nang humiwalay siya ng yakap kay LJ ay muli akong sumadal sa pader para magtago at makinig. "And I hate you!" dagdag nito at kasunod n'on ay ang tunog ng paghampas at suntok. "I hate myself too," si LJ. "Especially for loving you." Nalaglag ang panga ko dahil sa hindi inaasahang sinabi ni LJ. Tumigil din ang pahinang-pahinang tunog ng suntok.

"There I was Thought I had everything figured out Goes to show just how much I know 'Bout the way life plays out I take one step away Then I find myself coming back to you My one and only One and only you Ooh Now I know That I know not a thing at all Except the fact that I am yours And that you are mine Oh They told me that this wouldn't be easy And no I'm not one to complain I take one step away Then I find myself coming back to you My one and only One and only I take one step away Then I find myself coming back to you My one and only One and only you..I love you.." Napuno nang hiyawan ang buong lugar, ngunit mas nabibingi siya sa lakas nang kaba nanh puso niya.

Pero kahit anong pilit kong itanggi, hindi ko maalis ang kakaibang pakiramdam sa loob ng puso ko. Paano kung... talagang mai-in love na ako sa kanya? "Hindi… Hindi ako pwedeng ma-in love sa kanya." Napalunok ako habang paulit-ulit na sinasabi iyon sa isip ko. Hindi pwede. Kahit kailan, hindi pwede. Lalo na at nasabi ko na sa kanya mismo… Hindi siya ang tipo ko. Napakagat ako sa labi habang mahigpit na hinawakan ang unan. Bakit ko pa kasi sinabi ‘yon? Ngayon, parang ako mismo ang kinokontra ng puso ko.

I hated him before, but I have him MORE, right now. I hate him so much and I don't know if I could still be able to forgive him. TO BE CONTINUED...

Love is really mysterious at kung kayo talaga ang nakalaan para sa isa’t-isa, anumang galit, malulusaw dahil kayo ang itinadhana. The more you hate, the more you love…ikanga sa mga favorite motto natin sa slumbook. And I am guilty without a doubt that the man I grew to hate, is the man that I will love until forever. I am Hyacinth Faith Segovia-Mediavilla, leaving you with a peaceful and happy heart that is now free from all the pain and burden, and is now ready to face a new life ahead!

Ngunit ng tingnan ko si Ally ay mababanaag sa mga tingin nito na parang inaya ako lumapit ako agad sabay halik sa noo nito. "I hate you" sabi nito sabay kurot. "Ouch, I love you pa rin sagad. Kahit matagal ng walang sagad sayo babe" sabi ko kaya naman na kurot ulit ako magtatanong sana ako rito kaso iihi daw pero matagal na hindi pa nabalik ang mga ito. Oo wala pati iba hanggang sa pumailanlang ang tugtog na Miss flawless.

I love you. THE END.

He glanced at me bago ibinalik ang tingin sa kalsada. "I'm sorry, okay? Pero totoo, ang sarap. Hindi lang masarap, sobrang sarap." Sabi niya. Mukhang nagpipigil pa tumawa, mas lalo ata niya akong iinisin dahil sa over hyped compliment niya. "I hate you!" I said.

Kasi nag mamahal ka. Too much love will kill you.

Ivory's hatred slowly faded as he started to feel his heart beating fast whenever Death is around. "Can Love be born from hatred? I hated him for all my life! But how am I supposed to hate him when I'm falling in love with that him?!" ang frustrated na reklamo ni Ivory sa kaniyang kaibigan na si Sammy. Sammy just laughed at Ivory's reaction and tapped his friend's shoulder, "Hindi ba't sabi nila, the more you hate, the more you love?" "You're not making any sense! He's evil!" sigaw ni Ivory sa kaibigan.