Novel & Cerita Why Do You Hate Me

"I hate you, Xiellenna!" I love him but he hates me that much. I want to cover my ears with my hands this time, because hearing someone you love saying that he hates you, hurts more than what a punch can give me physically. I HATE YOU! *** Napaupo ako ng tuluyan sa ibabaw ng kama, catching my own breath. It feels like I've lost so much oxygen dahilan para hindi ako makahinga kanina. Then I remembered my dreams. I felt blank all of the sudden after I wake up.

nung gabing naglasing siya dahil kay Violet. "Why can't you love me again Kyle? You loved me before right? Why can't you love me again? Why do you hate me now?" "Hate?", he said in a sarcastic stone then looked me straight in the eyes. "I don't hate you Valerie, I despise you to hell!", he said to me and I can see so much hatred in his eyes as he stare at me. "And meeting you was the biggest mistake in my life. You ruined my life. And loving you? How can I love the woman I despise the most? If I could change something from my past, I would have not let myself be able to meet you."

Cold nitong sagot habang nakatalikod sa akin. "Why do you hate me so much? I didn't even do anything to you! Is it because of my father? I'm not him, Casper!" Lakas loob kong sumbat sa kanya. Natigilan siya at dahan dahan akong hinarap.

pero. " d-do-- do i deserved to be happy?" luhaang tanong ko pa. umalis naman ito sa pinto at naglakad papunta samen " everyone deserves to be happy bitch." sagot naman nito. " i--- i just cant forget.. people died because of me..." yumukong sabe ko " and i know you hated me because of that" " i know your reasons why you did that. nagmahal ka lang. and the only reasons why i hate you is..." sagot nito kaya napatingin ako dito. " youre loud." sabe nito saka ngumiti. totoo ba to?

But he's not, and he dare to look at me as if I've starstruck by that thought! “You hate me, don't you?” Nakataas ang sulok ng kaniyang labi, hinarap akong para bang nagmamalaki sa tangkad niya at sa gandang lalaki niyang parang tauhan lamang ng kuwentong kinagigiliwan ko. “But I don't see hate right now, Liz,” dagdag niyang lumalapit ang mukha sa akin, “Why is that?” “I... hate you!”

Kahit na ilang beses ko na naman iyong narinig at alam na alam ko na, masakit pa rin. “I just w-want to… help.” “And that's why I hated you more.” His voice broke. “I hated that I thought you understood me. I hated you for deciding for what's best for me and my mother kahit wala naman kayong papel sa buhay namin! And I hated you even more because… I know to myself that even if I loathe you… you're still my peace. Galit na galit ako sa iyo dahil alam ko sa sarili kong ikaw lang din ang makakapawi ng galit na binuo at inalagaan ko!”

“And I’m starting to hate him, too.” I opened my eyes and looked at my son. “Why? Inaway ka ba ng Daddy mo? Or may pinangako ba siya sa ‘yo na hindi niya tinupad?” Umiling ito. “But you’re sad because of him. And I hate everyone who makes you feel sad. I don’t want that. If you’re sad, my sister is probably sad, too.”

Naiinis na ako sa sarili ko Pagkatapos ng Scenario na iyon ay bigla nalang pala akong umalis. Dumaan na parang hangin sa tabi niya. Para pala akong bulang naglaho sa tabi niya na hindi alam ang mga pinagsasabi. Drama please layuan mo na ako haha. I hate myself! I really hate myself because?? Because i .... Tsk! Nevermind.

Akala ko may date siya. "Oh, galit na galit, ah? Kawawa naman 'yang keyboard ng laptop mo!" Puna ni Danice sabay hagikhik. "Anyway, why do you hate him that much?" Nagtataka niyang tanong. "And based on what you're telling, he hates you as well? Oh, My god! Maybe you're meant to be! Like what the saying goes, 'the more you hate, the more you love!" Nanlalaki pa ang mga mata niyang sinabi!

Gumaralgal na ang kanyang boses at nararamdaman na niyang nag umpisang uminit ang gilid ng kanyang mga mata. "I hate you..!" matigas nitong pagkakasabi. " Hate me hanggang kailan mo gusto at wala akong pakialam Doon! Ang hindi ko lang maintindihan pati ibang tao ayaw mong kausapin ako! Bakit may sakit ba akong nakakahawa?!" "No! Pero ayaw kong mahawaan mo si Kim sa kalandian mo!" Hindi na siya nakapagtimpi at malakas na nasampal niya ito sa pisngi.