Novel & Cerita I'm Not Okay Song

“Are you okay?” “Ah eh oo naman hehe. Ok lang ako.” hindi ako makatingin sa mga mata niya. Ewan ko pero gustong gusto ko yung ngiti niya kaso sobra naman na ata yung pagngiti ngiti niya ngayong araw. “You’re not okay right? Ayaw mo ba ng nakikita rin nila ang ngiti ko. Gusto mo ikaw lang?” “Ha? hindi ah, wala lang ako sa mood.”

I need somebody who can love me at my worst No, I'm not perfect, but I hope you see my worth 'Cause it's only you, nobody new, I put you first And for you, girl, I swear I'll do the worst He continue singing at tahimik lang akong nakikinig sa kanya. Ayaw ko namang mag-overthink at baka bigla na lang sumakit yung ulo ko. Napagdesisyunan ko na ring hindi ko na pipilitin ang sarili kong maalala ang nakaraan. Dahil habang pinipilit ko ang sarili lalo lang akong nahihirapan.

'Cause it's only you, nobody new, I put you first And for you, girl, I swear I'll do the worst If you stay forever, let me hold your hand I can fill those places in your heart no else can Let me show you love, oh, I don't pretend, yeah I'll be right here, baby, you know I'll sink or swim Oh, oh, oh, don't Don't you worry I'll be there, whenever you want me I need somebody who can love me at my worst No, I'm not perfect, but I hope you see my worth, yeah 'Cause it's only you, nobody new, I put you first (put you first) And for you, girl, I swear I'll do the worst I need somebody who can love me at my worst No, I'm not perfect, but I hope you see my worth 'Cause it's only you, nobody new, I pu

"For all the times I felt cheated, I complained You know how I love to complain" Ang ganda pala ng boses niya. Grabe hindi ko aakalaing napaka sweet niya. Lumalapit siya sakin habang kumakanta. "For all the wrongs I repeated, though I was to blame I still cursed that rain I didn't have a prayer, didn't have a clue Then out of the blue" "Pwede ko bang maisayaw ka? " Tumango ako. At ang mga kaibigan niya ang kumanta.

𝐼𝑚 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑙𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝐺𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑝𝑒 𝑚𝑒

My name Who I used to hate You speak with it With flowers and roses You, giving me voices You, flash your smile And you know I'll always run back at you The light seems dark When the eyes can't see In my head You keep on hunting me The breeze felt cold When the ears can't hear In my head You keep on calling me... my name Upon finishing the song, my mouth slightly open. Hindi ko akalain na bigla na lang ako maiiyak dahil sa kanta niya. It's clear as daylight that the song talks about me. Me! I mean—okay. Natatandaan ko na madalas akong sabihan ni Trevor na pinipili ko lang ang gusto kong makita at marinig. I just didn't expect that he will make a song out of my condition. I don't know what to

Bawat lyrics ng kanta ay pakiramdam niyang tumatagos sa puso niya at doon niya napagtatanto ang pananabik sa dating minamahal pero pakiramdam niya huli na ang lahat at alam niya rin na mas okay na ang pinagkasunduan nila. Habang nakangiting kumakanta si Margaux ay bigla siyang nahinto nang makita ang tulo ng luha ni Ley sabay lumapit ito sa kaniya at hinalikan siya sa mukha sabay sambit. "Okay na...I will be okay, tama na ang lahat ng ginagawa niyo...na-appreciate ko ito lahat pero...please tama na Margaux...hmmmm sob*sob* hmmmm...iwan niyo na lang ako"

You have given me something that I can't live without You mustn't underestimate that when you are in doubt But I don't want to carry on like everything is fine The longer we ignore it, all the more that we will fight Please, don't fall apart I can't face your breaking heart I'm trying to be brave Stop asking me to stay

🎶I always stay at home 'Cause I'm not good in public I sit here on my phone I'm always disappointed I watch them live their lives I wish that I were happy Victim of my generation Time machines cannot erase it🎶 Tuwing inaatake ako ng anxiety ay lagi akong magmukmuk at umiiyak ng palihim at tahimik dahil lagi kong nararamdaman na walang maniniwala sakin at pagsinabi ko sakanila ay sasabihin lang kaartihan lang yan. 🎶Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete? When will they be proud of me? It's getting harder to see🎶 i hate my self so much 🎶Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worth

Ngayon, alam ko nang hindi pa talaga ako okay. Pinilit ko lang umuwi pero ang totoo, I’m still falling apart. I’m not okay, and I can't stop myself from being so irritated. Ako naman ang may problema, pero nadadamay sila sa akin, and they have to understand me. Kailangan kasi kahit ako, hindi ko rin maintindihan ang sarili ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit kailangan kong dumaan sa ganito.