I'm So Lonely Novels & Stories

ucapnya berulang kali, berkali-kali. ### -I'm feelin' electric tonight cruisin' down the coast, goin' about 99. Got my bad baby by my heavenly side, I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight- "Lana Del Rey_ Summertime Sadness"

Aku menjadi buta karena mu Kau mungkin menjadi buta olehku Kita hanya saling melihat satu sama lain Kita mungkin satu-satunya yang ada di dunia ini Tak peduli betapa aku mencoba untuk menghapusnya Tak peduli seberapa sering aku mengulangi pikiran yang kembali Satu-satunya yang tersisa yakni ketenangan di ruang kosong ini Tatapanmu, sentuhanmu Jujur saja, aku tak kesepian Aku terus memikirkan ketika itu Aku tak sanggup menghentikannya Kenapa aku jadi begini, aku masih tak terbiasa

To Be Continued Terbit: -11/Mei-2k21 Jangan lupa isi kolom komentar yaaa, love u kalian;)

Api semangat hidupnya yang selama ini meredup kini seolah tersulut hanya dengan mengingat impiannya yang tertulis di kertas itu. Ditengah asyiknya Dev membaca list impiannya, ponsel Dev tiba-tiba berbunyi. Ting! Ada notifikasi video konten update dari akun sosmed motivasi yang biasa dia tonton via Yucub. Judul konten itu tertulis : 'Follow your heart!'

Don’t know what’s going with me, but i am knowing it’s hurting me, i need your love to send me free, listen to me… Do you still think of me? baby baby, cause you on my mind is driving me crazy, crazy. Are you finally over me, you can tell me the truth, or do you still love me the way i still love you. I know that i let love sleep away and i’m going insane. All because i want you back, i need you back, this is the biggest regret, i’ll ever have to face…]

Mau sebanyak apapun, pesannya tidak akan pernah dibalas oleh saudaranya itu. Sana mengeluarkan bahan-bahan yang ada di kulkas. Kemudian mulai memasak. Menyetel musik dengan suara yang begitu kencang. Ia asik dengan dunianya sendiri, melompat kecil sambil bernyanyi. “I love you baby and if it quite alright, I need you, baby.” Sana menggoyangkan badannya sedikit. “To warm the lonely night night I love you baby. Trust in me when I say…” menggunakan spatula sebagai mic-nya.

I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby And I keep hittin' repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat (oh) I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby I, I love you like a love song, baby (I love you) And I keep hittin' repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat No one compares You stand alone To every record I own Music to my heart That's what you are A song that goes on and on Kesal, aku mematikan lagu, dan dia menoleh ke arahku. Memangnya dia pikir mobil ini tempat karoke?

Karena itu, Vania berjalan dengan keyakinan teguh, keyakinan kalau Davin adalah pria di dalam hidupnya. LONELY RIVERS FLOW TO THE SEA, TO THE SEA TO THE OPEN ARMS OF THE SEA LONELY RIVER SIGH WAIT FOR ME WAIT FOR ME I’LL BE COMING HOME WAIT FOR ME OH MY LOVE MY DARLING I’VE HUNGERED HUNGERED FOR YOUR TOUCH A LONG LONELY TIME AND TIME GOES BY SO SLOWLY AND TIME CAN DO SO MUCH ARE YOU STILL MINE OH……. I NEED YOUR LOVE I NEED YOUR LOVE

“I'm standing on a bridge I'm waitin' in the dark I thought that you'd be here by now There's nothing but the rain No footsteps on the ground I'm listening but there's no sound Isn't anyone tryin' to find me? Won't somebody come take me home? It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Won't you take me by the hand? Take me somewhere new I don't know who you are But I, I'm with you I'm with you I'm looking for a place I'm searching for a face Is anybody here I know 'Cause nothing's going right And everything's a mess And no one likes to be alone Isn't anyone tryin' to find me? Won't somebody come take me home? It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life Won't you take me