I Never Believe In Love นิยาย & เรื่องราว

baka hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko. Tila nakikisama ang langit dahil unti-unti itong dumidilim hindi lamang dahil sa lumulubog na araw kundi dahil sa nagbabadyang ulan. “And if you’re doubting my love for you...” He made me look at him. He made me listen to him. “I’m f*cking in love with you, Nathalia Amaris. I’ll never get over you, the same way I want you to never get over me.”

Maraming puwede, marami ring hindi puwede! Ang sabi ng aking puso at isipan, mahal na mahal ko si Robert noon at ngayon! Sa pag-ibig walang kasiguraduhan. Puwedeng mauwi sa hiwalayan o puwede ring forever depende sa dalawang taong nagmamahalan. Sabi nga ni Kate Moss na nabasa ko sa F*, “Love is always a risk worth taking. The biggest gamble we’ll ever take is with our hearts. In handing someone our most vulnerable pieces. Not knowing where it will lead. Where it’s meant to go. Whether they’re a lesson Or forever.”

I never thought that I could love Someone as much as I love you I know it's crazy but it's true… I never thought that I could need Someone as much as I need you I Love You... I know it was just a song but there’s a part of me wants to believe it was real. That, its from his heart. Gusto kong marinig ang mga katagang iyon. Dahil oo, mahal ko na ang asawa ko. Hindi ko alam kung paano namin natatagalan ang titigan sa isa't-isa. I was looking at him intently with teary eyed. I can't help it. Hindi ko mapigilang pangiliran ng luha dahil pakiramdam ko'y tagos na tagos sa puso ko. Pakiramdam ko ay nasa harap ko siya at sinasabi iyon lahat sakin.

“Na-in love siya sa ex-boyfriend ko. Kaya tingin niya sa’kin ay karibal. Pero wala naman siyang dapat ipag-alala. Since nakipaghiwalay na ako kay Matheo, wala na akong pakialam sa kanila. Whatever happens between them, it has nothing to do with me.” Mataman siyang tinitigan ni Elton. “Do you need me to do something?” Agad siyang umiling. “No.” Muling tumigas ang ekspresyon ni Elton. “Do you think I can’t do it, or ayaw mo lang akong maabala?” Mabilis siyang pumalag, marahang iwinagayway ang mga kamay. “Hindi gano’n! Wala lang talagang kailangang gawin.”

sagot ni Ezra, sabay ngiti sa biyenan upang itago ang pag-aalala. Napabuntonghininga naman ang ginang bago nagsalita. “Alam mo, Iha, mula nang mamatay ang asawa ko, hindi ko na naramdaman ang tunay na kasiyahan sa bahay na ito. Palagi siyang tahimik at seryuso. At ang malala minsan na lang siya umuwi rito at hindi s’ya nakikinig sa kahit anong sabihin ko. Kaya nga naisipan ko ang kondisyong alam kong kailan man, hindi niya kayang tanggihan o suwayin. Hindi naman ako mapili, natutuwa rin ako at ikaw ang napili ng anak ko. At least, may kaunting background na ako sayo.”

Maybe the greatest false hope in this world is to believe in LOVE? Maybe love only exist to those people who deserves it and someone like me, I deserve nothing. My parents once told me! If you're are not rich you are unlovable — Do I need to buy love? Just to have someone to take care of me! Just everything is About money??? If that's was the case! Then from the beginning I was already a loser who believe that I have the most warmest and devotional love. Love is a fucking delusions!!! I was a fool all along, a stupid person, If Yuki and Carlo really fall in love maybe the best decision is to let go but before that I just wanted to stay for 48 hours.

Malawak siyang nakangiti ngunit nakatingala pa sa kalangitan. "But I do believe in fairytales." Panimula niya. "F-Fairytales?" Kumunot-noo tanong ko. "Happily ever just on time." Sambit niya. I shrugged off. "There's was no love in my life before! Pero ng makapanood ako ng isang palabas. I didn't believe in fairytales before? But now I know really do. Because when you're in love? Fairytales exist." May himig na kalungkutan sa tinig niya.

Wala rin naman na iba pa kung hindi ang sarili ko lamang, I used to believe that love could conquer all. Pilit ko na pinaniwala ang sarili ko na basta nagmamahal ka, lahat ng sakit ay kaya mo na malampasan, pero sa pagkakataon na ito, hindi ko alam kung may bukas pa ba ako na haharapin. I am just too broken and devastated to look forward to another day, and all I want to do is sulk in my misery.

anito. Nanatili akung nakatungo. How would I teach my heart to fall in love with him kung presensya niya pa lang parang kumukulo na ang dugo ko. At ayaw kong matutunan siyang mahalin. Never, I don't want to be in love again. I don't want to trust again. Gusto kung ibulalas ang mga iyon. Pero mas pinili kong manahimik na lamang .

Kinabahan ako bigla sa aking nakikita. I'll never break your heart I'll never make you cry I'd rather die than live without you I'll give you all of me (give you all of me) Honey, that's no lie (that's no lie) "Ang gwapo talaga ng Ivan ko." kinikilig pang sabi ni Sheeva.