Novel & Cerita Lo Siento Te Amo

Maya maya naramdaman kong hinawakan nito ang magkabilang balikat ko at pinihit ako paharap dito. Sumalubong sa akin ang luhaan nitong mukha. Tumaas ang kamay nito at masuyong pinunasan ang pisngi ko. "I'm sorry.. I'm sorry for causing you so much pain. I had no intention of hurting you. Never. Because I feel in love with you the first time I laid my eyes on you. Nobody can ever replace you in my heart because I love you. I love you more than I love myself. I love you and our baby, Amber," hilam sa luhang saad nito.

sambit ko na lang sa kanya at humilata na ako sa kama. I laughed and he didn't speak. "There is, but I don't want to think about it, I already love someone and he just doesn't love me." wika niya napalingon ako katulad ko ang kapatid ko hindi lang ako nag-ladlad dahil natatakot ako na hindi ako matanggap ng magulang ko at nang mga kamag-anak namin.

Puno na ng luha ang mga mata ni Rome. "I'm sorry, Sam. I'm sorry if we ended this way. I'm sorry if it took me this long to admit all these. I know you've been a nice friend to me and that everything you showed me was real. I am just an asshole and coward to face everything. That night, nothing happened to us." he looked at me straight in my eyes. It's weird but I can feel the sincerity in his voice.

I run fast as my heart was slowly tearing apart. God, I love him... H-Hindi naman totoo na hindi ko siya mahal e. Kasi ang totoo. Siya ang buhay ko. Siya ang mundo ko. At siya ang lahat sa akin... God, I hope he will forgive me. I hope, he will understand me. I hope, I overcome this pain... Zayn... Baby, I'm so sorry kung nasaktan kita. I'm sorry... I love you, but I need to let you go...

Mas lalong lumakas ang tibok ng puso ko at mas lalong bumuhos ang aking luha sa biglaan nitong pagyakap sa akin. "I'm sorry, Cali. . ."

"I-I'm sorry..." Lander: I watched the video. You are amazing, hon. I love you. Nang may pumasok ulit na message, napabuntonghininga ako ng malalim nang mabasa 'yon. Lander: I love you, Ara. We're good, right? "I-I'm so sorry, Lander..."

Every single emotion shattered inside me until I could no longer tell where one pain ended and another began. I cried so hard I could barely breathe. Without another word, Iñigo pulled me into his arms. He hugged me tightly, one hand gently cradling the back of my head while the other rubbed soothing circles across my back. “I’m sorry...” napapaos niyang bulong. “Fuck... I’m so sorry.” His voice sounded strained, almost pained, as though hearing me cry was hurting him too. “Ilabas mo lang lahat, Amber.” He tightened his embrace. “Just cry. Nandito lang ako. It’s okay. You don’t have to hold it in anymore.”

anas niya bago sapohin ang dalawa kong pisngi para marahang pahirin ang mga luha ko. Kusang umangat ang mga kamay ko para hampasin ito sa d****b. Gusto kong ibuhos doon ang lahat ng sakit na dulot ng pagmamahal kong ito sa kaniya. Wala na ring ampat ang aking mga luha, hinayaan lang din niya akong gawin iyon sa kaniya, hanggang sa manawa ako at mapagod. "I'm sorry..." Haplos niya sa puno ng buhok ko. "I'm sorry for hurting you this way, and for making you feel unwanted." he whispered, sa huli ay nagawa niya akong yakapin na walang kasing higpit.

Sumilay ang magandang ngiti sa labi niya bago niya sinapo ang batok ko at pinagdikit ang tungki ng aming ilong “I love you so much, Amore,” halos sa pabulong na sabi niya. Ramdam ko tuloy ang maiinit niyang hininga. Nagdulot iyon nang kiliti din kaya napapikit na ako. “Nothing and no one could ever pull you away from me.”

Tanong ko. “Am I really not obvious Lia? Before you love me, I love you already. Not as your best friend but I love you as a woman. I was too afraid. I love you so much. It was not about my pride if I get rejected but it’s about losing you.” Saad niya.