Novelas y relatos de Nothingness

Nilock ko agad ang pinto ng room ko. Wala sa sariling napalunok ako pagkaupo sa kama ko. Nakatingin ako sa pinto. It's huge and fat. Oh, my gosh! Parang braso ko na iyon kalaki. Erase, erase, erase. Wala akong naramdaman. Wala. Wala Gabriela! Patuloy kong kastigo sa sarili ko.

Nagsimulang magsitulo ang mga luha niya. "I don't know what it can do. But he said it was too powerful that it surpasses the power of the Dragon's Seal. He called it 'Nothingness' and, I think, it was something that once you've been touched, you'll be killed in an instant. Or, you'll be sent to 'nothingness'. I don't know. This 'Nothingness' needs the Dragon's Seal to activate it. That's why...I have a message for Dearil. Please, I hope you'll listen." I bit my lower lip.

Gusto niyang lumayo sa mga ito pero mukhang hindi nila naiintindihan ito o nagbubulag bulagan lang. But little did Zheyn Iana know...it was the beginning of their nightmare. Ok lang naman ang nga araw nila sa paaralang iyon. It was as if the right choice... however things got weird when one of the student suddenly collapse and after that they sent her home. Pero sa gulat nila, bumalik ito sa paaralan nila na para bang walang nangyari. She could not remember anything after they transferred. Para bang nagka selective amnesia siya but the only difference is she do remember them but her memories is different from them. Her memories were replaced.

tanong nito pero hindi siya sumagot, "I think you're not. I'll explain it to you since your going to die now," Binaba nito ang espada at muli siyang pinagmasdan. "Evil Innocent because it can kill without a trace, simple as that but the good thing is..." Tumayo ito at pumunta sa likuran niya, "You will follow whatever you heard when the poison is slowly taking an effect, and then..."

I will dictate how this will end. At isa lang ang nakikita kong paraan. Death. Walang kasing pait ang ngiting sumilay sa labi ko. Ano pang silbi ng buhay ko matapos ang lahat ng nangyari sa 'kin? Wala na.I have nothing. No future. No Lev and no dreams. I'm just a shell, walking aimlessly. Numb. I'm as good as dead anyway.

Nabitawan ko ang cellphone dahilan para mahulog iyon sa mesa. Sumikip ang aking dibdib. I couldn't feel my body as I catched my breath. Haruto is shouting on the line but I couldn't hear him clearly anymore. Unti-unting nawalan ng hangin ang aking katawan dahilan para ako'y mawalan ng ulirat. I was afraid of death before, then I realized it was more scary to live without anyone by your side or someone you can hold on during hard times. While I am living, I was also dying. I will die alone and no one will probably know.

Ani noon, "Once more, I was left to manage my own issues and feelings. It feels like the past. I've never truly had a close friend or lover. I've never had a companion to sit with in the dark as I go through "those" episodes. There were moments that could have been counted, but I suppose that's all there is to it. Nobody is going to repeat those shits. They must be exhausted because of that, and I fully understand that."

Modelo kaya ito? Ang dami na niyang nakaparehang gwapo sa mga commercials na ginawa niya. She had developed crushes in some of them, but never in entire life that she became speechless like this. His eyes were so expressive and somewhat mysterious. Parang ang lakas ng kapangyarihan, tila nanghihipnotismo. “Are you taking your stuff o itatapon ko na lang ulit ang mga ito sa basurahan?”

Hindi 'to katulad nung sakit nang mawala si Zenice. Ito yung sakit na... parang wala kang magawa. Like she's finally here but she doesn't care or feel anything for me. At ang mas malala pa, nasa ibang tao ang buong atensiyon niya. That kind of attention that she expressed only to me before.

At ano naman kaya ang maaaring maging dahilan ng pag-iyak nito? Hindi naman ito broken hearted dahil wala itong maipagmamalaking kasintahan. Isa pa'y umiikot lamang ang buhay nito sa apat na lalaking pinagpapantasyahan nito sa araw at gabi. Idagdag na rin si Aaron Diaz ang latin singer and actor na bago nitong collection.