Novel & Cerita Raindrops Tears By Heartlessnostalgia

I just looked up at the stage and tried to find ways to keep my tears from losing control. I never had a weak heart like this in my life. Every fragment of memories from the time I talked to Roble came rushing back. Nathaniel once wrote a song for me, that has my name as the title, and here it is... I can finally listen to it tonight... "Our eyes met accidentally on that day. Even though it was just a moment, it felt really good. My whole world was extremely happy that day, Although I don't understand why my heart beated like that.

You’re the sunrise painting colors on my sky The reason I can stand up when I want to cry Every breath I take, every path that I tread My love for you is real, and this is what I said I love you more than words could ever show With every beat of my heart, this feeling grows I notice how you tuck your hair behind your ear How you care for every soul that comes near You make the ordinary feel like magic each day Turning all my cloudy skies to bright display I don’t need stars to light up my way

Napalunok nalang ako at wala ng nagawa ~If you could see what I see, you'd be blinded by the colors Yellow,red and orange and green And atleast a million others~ ~So tie up the bow,take off your coat,and take a look around Cause the sky has finally open The rain and wind stop blowin' But you're stuck out in a same old storm again, You hold tight to your umbrella Well, darling I'm just trying to tell ya, That there's always been a rainbow hangin' over your head~

Bakit pakiramdam ko ay ako lang ang walang alam sa lahat? 🎶 And darlin', this is more than anything I felt before You're everything that I want, but I didn't think I'd find Someone who is worth the wait of all the years of my heartbreak But I know now I found the one I love 🎶 I didn’t know what to feel. My chest felt heavy, my heart full. My eyes welled up with tears. I started crying. I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I really miss her. Luna smiled at me. That sweet, familiar smile, with her dimples showing, that made her look even more beautiful.

Sinuot ko muna ang earpods ko bago nagpasyang pumikit habang hinihintay na mapuno ang bus. Bumuga ako ng hangin nang pumailanlang sa tenga ko ang isa sa mga kanta ni Olivia Rodrigo na nasa playlist ko. Hindi naman ako brokenhearted pero ganito ang mga tugtugan ko. Sadyang gusto ko lang ang mga kanta niya. How can I be heartbroken if I don't even know when I truly did love and when to get hurt from heartaches? I failed to recognize those.

Narinig ko ang boses ni Ate Tri kaya pinunasan ko na ang luha ko, pero kahit anong punas na gawin ko ay hindi man lang matigil-tigil iyon. Elio kissed my eyes and help me to stand. He helped me to wipe my tears away, pero tuloy-tuloy parin ang pag-agos ng luha ko. This is one of the reason why I hate crying. Once I cried, hindi na ako tatahan pa. I mean ang hirap kong patahanin.

Tumigil ako sa pag iyak at pinunasan ang mga luha ko, this pain is always here, no matter what I do, nandito lang to palagi sa tabi ko at di ko alam kong kailan to mawawala. "Come on, let's sleep na, Tabi tayo" she cheered me up at humiga kami sa kama habang niyayakap niya ako, I hold back my sob. For the sake of god Faye, huwag na huwag mong ibuhos kahit isang luha sa mata mo para sa lalaki. Maraming lalaki sa mundo, may matitino at hindi dapat ako manghihinayang sa walang kwentang mga lalaki. I just layed there with Sherlyn with a broken heart but I didn't let my tears fall. I promised myself na I won't cry for him anymore.

🎵🎵 Every time our eyes meet This feeling inside me Is almost more than I can take Baby, when you touch me I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away I've never been this close to anyone or anything I can hear your thoughts I can see your dreams 🎵🎵 Napalunok ako habang nakikipagsayaw dito ng marahan. Ramdam na ramdan ko talaga ang bawat pagpintig ng aking puso. Idagdag pa ang kanyang nang-aakit at mapupungay na mga matang patuloy na nakikipagtitigan sa aking mga mata. 🎵🎵 I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you

And I hate the moment when my anger turns into tears. "I thought they don't deserve your tears?" Agad kong pinalis ang luha at nag-angat ng tingin. Tumunghay sa akin si Elias habang may suot na sumbrero at hawak na walis tingting. I looked away. "I didn't cry." "Sa wakas magagamit mo na 'tong panyo ko." Inabot pa niya 'yon pero hindi ko kinuha. "What are you doing here?"

"Ano?" Nanlaki ang mga mata niya nang makita sa salamin kung ano ang sakit na naramdaman niya kanina, butterfly mark iyon na may kagat. Isang marka na nangangahulugang siya na ngayon ay... minarkahan. Hindi niya nais na mamarkahan, hindi sa kanyang buhay! "Damn."