Regretting You の小説・ストーリー

Para iyong kutsilyo na paulit-ulit na bumabaon sa puso ko kaya napahigit ako ng hininga. "I'm so sorry if I broke my promise to you, Ari. I regret everything I have done to you. Ang gago ko para saktan ka pero, pwede bang manghingi sa 'yo ng isa pang pagkakataon? Gusto kong bumawi, Ari. Gusto kong ayusin ang pamilya natin.." Without me, noticing it. A drop of tear rolled down on my right cheek.

"Tobby I'm sorry," "Your sorry has nothing to do with it anymore, kahit mag sorry ka pa hanggang sa huling hininga mo, hindi mo na maibabalik ang buhay ng nanay ko. Now leave,.....leave my fvcking life at huwag ka ng bumalik pa. Pinagsisihan ko ang lahat, pinagsisihan ko na ikaw pa ang minahal ko, pinagsisihan ko na ikaw pa ang babaeng pinangarap ko. I regret everything Aireen, pinagsisihan ko lahat-lahat, naririnig mo ba? Naintindihan mo ba?" malakas na bulyaw nito sa kan'ya bago s'ya hinatak muli at marahas na ibinalya sa labas ng pinto.

“Let me go. Please. Ayoko nang tumira kasama ka. Ayoko nang makita ka. Ayoko nang isipin ka!” Pero kahit sa anong pagmamakaawa ni Amber ay wala man lang pinakitang kahit anong emosyon ang lalaki. Napayuko ito at tahimik na umiiyak, bumagsak ang mga kamay sa hita. “I regret it…” bulong niya. “I really regret it.”

Parehas na kaming sumisinghot, walang pake kung pagtinginan kami ng mga tao sa paligid. "God knows how much I regretted everything. How much I regretted being a weak and useless mother. I couldn't do much to look for you and your sisters. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, anak. I'm so sorry for all of the things you've been through." Umiling-iling ako bago siya niyakap at humikbi.

Siya naman ang nag tanong dito at sa Hindi maipaliwanag ay kinakabahan siya sa isasagot nito sa kaniya. "I regret."

“Regret won’t change anything, Shin.” “Alam ko.” Lumingon siya kay Jill. “But I still want to say it. I regret losing you.” Sandaling natahimik si Jill. Hinawakan niya ang baso nang mahigpit at saka tumingin sa kanya. “You didn’t lose me, Shin. You threw me away. That’s different.” Napayuko si Shin. “I was stupid. I didn’t see what I had until it was gone.”

His voice cracked as he sighed heavily. “I miss you so much. You probably don’t see it, but I grieve and yearn over you every day, Levi.” “I still miss us. If only I didn’t do that…” “I regret letting you go, Levi. Please come back to me. I’m sorry. Please come back,” he read in a raspy and broken voice. Naka-move on naman na ako, pero hearing him read it in a broken voice made me cry too. “I will always love you. I will wait for you even if it takes years. It’s my fault so I'll wait even if it takes forever.”

I hope I will never regret my decision. "Yes."

Umigting ang panga ko habang pinagmamasdan ang espasyo ng balkonahe niya. I have my regrets. I don't know how many, but I lose count. At least, this is the best that I could do before walking away again. I want to walk in peace just in case. . . At least I have tried. If it's not meant to be, then it is not. I'm easy.

Punong-puno ng kahihiyan at guilt ang mga mata nito pero hindi nun maibsan ang nararamdaman kong sakit. "I'm sorry, I made a mistake and I regretted it more than you know, that's why I did it once and never did it again." "Dapat ko bang ipagpasalamat na isang beses mo lang siyang ginalaw at hindi mo na inulit?" "No baby, sobra kong pinagsisihan na ginawa ko yung bagay na yun kung maibabalik ko lang ang panahon."