Regretting You Novels & Stories

he sounded so weak, crying. I covered my mouth to stop myself from sobbing. Hearing his weak voice and painful cries, I am hurting too. Pakiramdam ko naninikip ang aking dibdib. I can't do this. Hindi ako ito. Hindi ako ang Samantha na mapagtanim ng galit. "If I could only turn back the time and undo all the wrong things I did to you I will do it. But I know that no matter what I do I can't turn back the time. I have wronged and hurt you and I deeply regret it."

I know that I am not good at this pero here I am writing letter for you. Words will never be able to express all the regret I’ve been feeling these past three years of not being with you. I know everything has been my fault, and I want to say that I am sorry. The only thing I’m asking for now is for your forgiveness. Without you my life is empty, and losing you because of something I did is something I could never allow myself to do. I feel so stupid knowing that even though I promised to make you happy, I was the one to cause you sadness. If you ever bring yourself to forgive me, I want you to know that I will be here patiently waiting for you to come back to my loving arms, so we can conti

Nagmakaawa na ako ng ilang beses pero hindi niya ako pinakinggan. I regret everything I did in the past! I regret everything I did to him, pleasing him, supporting him all the way but what he just gave to me was a nightmare that I couldn't bury on the ground! I didn't know that it would turn out chaotic, bringing and dragging me down to hell with him and those people who did nothing but to.. kill. If it was not because of his help, I think I was still lost puppy. He was the reason why I had my life now but he was the reason as well that I am still terrified.

"Aaron is my son, right?" Parang biglang tumigil ang mundo ko dahil sa sinabi niya. Parang biglang tumigil ang pagtibok ng puso ko at ang aking paghinga. Bigla na lang akong nanigas mula sa kinatatayuan ko at hindi na makagalaw. Matagal niya na bang alam? "I have never forgotten you, not even once. And I have not forgotten what I did to you. That is the only thing I regret for the rest of my life."

Napatigil ako at sinapo ang mukha ko, why do I feel lonely? "Lauren." But then I heard his voice, I heard his voice calling me by my name. "Why did I waste so much time?" Tanong ko. "Bakit g-ganito ako? I only regret things after i've done them. I only regret things after I lose them." Narinig ko ang pagbuntong hininga ni Zai.

"I-im s-sorry baby, I did my best p-pero mukhang kulang pa." Kahit na nanghihinga na ako at sobrang basa na ang mukha ko dahil sa pag iyak ay pinilit ko pa rin na tumayo at naglakad papunta sa elevator, halos pagtiningnan na ako ng mga taong nakakasabayan ko, marahil ay nagtataka sila dahil sa itsura ko. Pakiramdam ko ay buhay nga ko pero parang unti unti na din namamatay ang pagkatao ko. Hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko pa, hanggang sa nakalabas ako ng building ng condo niya ay wala ako sa sarili ko, tulala lang akong naglalakad at hindi ko alam kung saan ako patungko. Paulit ulit sa isipan ko ang katagang binitawan ni Nigel sa akin. He regret meeting me, he regret loving me, he despise me s

“Ang ganda-ganda ni Miss Ivy. May regret ka ba na hindi kayo nagkatuluyan?” “Wala,” sagot niya kaagad na para bang hindi na niya pinag-isipan. “If we didn’t break up, I wouldn’t have met you nor Maan. So, I don’t really regret anything. Ang una kong natutunan nun: ‘wag na wag kang magsisisi sa mga naging desisyon mo kasi ayun ang magiging aral mo na sa susunod, hindi na ulit mangyayari sa’yo.” “Aray,” natawa lang ako nang kaunti nun. “Sorry na nasaktan ulit kita.”

malamig na tugon ko sakanya nagkibit balikat siya at tumayo at sapilitan akong hinarap sakanya. " Tumingin ka sa likod mo at tingnan mo ako." sabi niya at tinuro ang likod ko na siya naman ginawa ko. "What do you? Memories?, Regrets?" hindi ko maintindihan ang sinasabi niya kaya pumikit ako. " Nakikita mo na ba?" lahat na yata ng masasayang alaala na nangyari sa buhay ko ay naiisip ko pati yung araw na pinangako namin magkikita kami. "Now, open your eyes and look at me." My body move on its own parang sinusunod ko lahat ng sinasabi niya saakin " what do you see?" when i opened my eyes I saw her smiling at me. nakaramdam ako ng kakaiba sa puso ko I felt something I never feel these past few d

“Uy!“Tapik ni Regina sa kaibigan ng mapansing hindi ito sumagot. “Ah, oo naman. I won’t forget,” she answered, and faked a smile. ‘I won’t forget how painful it was to be dumped by someone you love. And the worst is, someone caused this pain from the one you trust. I won’t forget everything, Regina. ‘ she said in her thoughts.

Wala ako’ng karapatang umiyak at masaktan lalo na dahil sa krimen na muntikan ko ng magawa sa kaniya. Umiwas ako ng tingin because I can’t watched her leave me. My heart beats damn faster and harder that I thought it would jump out of my ribcage and out of my chest when I felt her softly kissed my forehead and whispered “I’m Sorry,” in my ears. “Huwag mong gawin sa sarili mo ito, John. Nakikiusap ako sa iyo. Hindi ikaw ito. Hindi ganito ang pagkakakilala ko sa iyo. Don’t use your unrequited love as an excuse to be evil, to do evil because regret is something that you will never forget. Regret would stick with you for a lifetime, no matter what you do, no matter how much you regret doing that