Regretting You Novels & Stories

"And you know what's even more funny? Umaasa pa rin ako na isang araw magiging okay din tayo. Magbabalikan din tayo. Na babalik ka pa rin sa akin. Na sa akin ka pa rin uuwi..." "I am so sorry," patuloy na paumanhin ko. "I know I was wrong." "Nag-bar ako. Nagkulong sa kwarto. Nagmukmok sa opisina. Nag-ubos ng oras sa site. Tumanggap ng sunod-sunod na projects. I was happy. I tried to be happy. I was so happy but regrets chased me." "I'm sorry..."

Mapait ang ngiting kinuha niya sa kamay ko ang susi. "Okay, baka kasi kasalanan mo pa kung mapano ako. Tsaka kapagod na rin maglakad pauwi. Salamat." I heard my car going away but I didn't move. I can also hear the ringing of my phone but I didn't answer it. Something is telling me that I've made the worst decision of my life. That I'm gonna regret it. That's the thing with my life. I always regret doing this and that. The only decision I didn't have any regret is when I pursued Xylca but I pushed her away now and I'm sure I'm gonna regret it forever.

"Because I regret everything" "Regret?" "Yes, for being a fool and for letting you go, for letting someone take you away, away from me. I wanna beg, no. I'm willing to beg just to have you but what can I do, I'm not that badly desperate to ruin your happiness with someone better. I want you back, and I always wanted you from the beginning but I don't want to be some kind of villain in your story. I regretted my decisions, actions, letting you go, hurting you"

"I want to but I can't. Dahil alam ko ako ang may kasalanan kung bakit nangyari ang lahat ng iyon. Ako ang puno't dulo ng lahat at isa pa, tinanggap ko naman lahat ng sakit. Ako naman ang nagpakatanga kaya bakit ako magagalit kung sa una palang ako rin naman ang nagpaubaya. Isa pa, minahal naman kita noon." "Noon" pag-ulit niya sa huli kong sinabi na para bang ang sakit ng linyang iyon para sa kaniya. Pinilit ko na lang iyong ignorahin. Kung ano mang pumapasok sa isipan ko ay tanging babaliwain ko lamang. Matamlay siyang ngumiti sa akin. "Alam kong late na pero sorry for everything Cathy. I know that sorry can't change the past but I want to tell you that I regret everything. I regret lettin

Sarado na ang sasakyan n'ya at dun na n'ya binuhos ang sama ng loob n'ya. "I'll make you regret, Heilan! Hindi ka makikilala ng anak mo, sisiguraduhin ko yan sa'yo! Pagsisihan mo tong ginagawa mo sa akin! Gagō ka!" Pinalo n'ya ang manibela ang sasakyan n'ya.

Okay pa kami bago 'to, we we're both happy but this time he don't care as if he could kill me in a snap. "I regret loving you." It was the most painful words that I'd heard since I opened my eyes in this world. I smiled with the lethal pain inside my chest. I clenched my fist and put it on my chest, I cried while smiling like a fool and stared at the blue sky, the cloud was perfectly placed at my favourite blanket. "Y-You can regret loving me, Styx. You can regret everything a-about me but p-please remember that you and our son are the only that I wouldn't r-regret having."

“Are you regretting right now? Ayaw mo ba? Napilitan ka lang? Sabihin mo sa akin Zey, kanina mo pa iniiwasan ang tungkol sa nangyari kagabi. Sorry if I was in rush, na kaagad nangyari iyon sa atin.” Kaagad akong umiling sa kanya, “I’m not regretting, I’m just shy to talk about what happened last night. Iba kasi ang naramdaman ko kagabi Yusuf na hindi ko ma-explain. Wala akong hindi nagustuhan kagabi, ayaw ko lang talaga pag-usapan. Hindi ako napilitan o ano man, ginawa ko iyon dahil mahal kita…” napapikit ako sa huli kong sinabi.

"I regret not seeing her grow up." There was sadness in her voice. "I remember her as the sweet kid she was. She always listens to me. She's a lovely child, but I left her. It was out of my control and I regret not doing anything to be back in her life." "Alam kong nahirapan siya habang lumalaki. I wanted to go back to them but fear got into me. But I regret it so much, Zandrey. I regret not going back to her when I had the chance. Kasalanan ko... Kasalanan ko kung bakit ganyan siya. Kung bakit mahirap sa kanya ang magpatawad. It was all my fault... i left her. I hurt her first before anyone else..."

I know that I am not good at this pero here I am writing letter for you. Words will never be able to express all the regret I’ve been feeling these past three years of not being with you. I know everything has been my fault, and I want to say that I am sorry. The only thing I’m asking for now is for your forgiveness. Without you my life is empty, and losing you because of something I did is something I could never allow myself to do. I feel so stupid knowing that even though I promised to make you happy, I was the one to cause you sadness. If you ever bring yourself to forgive me, I want you to know that I will be here patiently waiting for you to come back to my loving arms, so we can conti

"Aaron is my son, right?" Parang biglang tumigil ang mundo ko dahil sa sinabi niya. Parang biglang tumigil ang pagtibok ng puso ko at ang aking paghinga. Bigla na lang akong nanigas mula sa kinatatayuan ko at hindi na makagalaw. Matagal niya na bang alam? "I have never forgotten you, not even once. And I have not forgotten what I did to you. That is the only thing I regret for the rest of my life."