Regretting You Novels & Stories

"I can't, Mine..." "No!" mariin kong sabi. " You decided already, panindigan mo yun. Hindi kita kailangan sa buhay ko gaya ng hindi mo ako kailangan sa buhay mo. Sakaling bumalik man ang alaala ko kakalimutan ko pa ring naging bahagi ka ng buhay ko. I may not recall what had happened in the past but looking at you right now, you must have done something worst that you regretted now." "Patay!"

puno nang pagsisisi niyang sambit habang nakatingin sa mata ko. "It’s too late for you to regret," I said firmly. "Because of what you did to me before, I ended up desrespecting my own body. I felt like I was unworthy of love." My voice was resolute. I didn’t realize my tears were already streaming down my face.

ulit niya, mas mabigat. Dahan-dahan kong inangat ang tingin ko. At doon ako natigilan. Hindi galit ang nakita ko. Hindi rin pananakot. Kundi… pagod. Gulo. At isang bagay na hindi niya sinasabi pero ramdam ko pa rin—regret. “Hindi ka pwedeng umiwas habang pareho nating alam ang totoo,” mahinang sabi niya.

Hindi ko na din maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko. Nag angat ako ng tingin sa kaniya at nakita kong mariin ang pag kakakagat niya sa kaniyang labi habang nakatitig sa akin gamit ang mga mata na pilit itinatago sa aking nasasaktan sya. "I regret those times that i let you kiss me and hug me!," Suminghot ako at marahan naman syang umiling iling. "I will never regret every moments i spent with you..." Mahinang sambit niya.

It’s them,I made sure that what I saw is the two of them . Kaya sobra akong nagalit,nagwala ako. Nadadagan pang ilang araw ko na siyang hindi nakikita no’n. Sa pagkamiss ko sa kanya ng ilang araw na hindi siya nakita o marinig manlang ang boses niya. Bigla akong sumabog,ng makita ang picture nilang ‘yon. I’m regretting all now,I know it’s too late to regret . But I can still make this right and I will.

"You betrayed me, Adrian. Iniwan mo ako. Pinili mo si Yumi!" "I'm sorry," aniya, bakas ang pagsisisi sa boses niya. "I was young and stupid. I let my pride and selfish desires take over. Pero Belle…" Napakuyom ang kamao ko nang hawakan niya ang kamay ko. "…I regret everything." Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. Regret? Now? Huli na ang lahat para sa mga pagsisisi niya. Pilit kong inalis ang kamay ko sa hawak niya. "Don't do this, Adrian. Don't come back into my life like you didn't destroy me."

Siya naman ang nag tanong dito at sa Hindi maipaliwanag ay kinakabahan siya sa isasagot nito sa kaniya. "I regret."

Sana ay hindi ko siya pinakasalan. I couldn't help but lament silently. That thought left a bitter taste in my mouth, a bitter reminder of the regrets that lingered within me. But regret, I realized, was an indulgence I could ill afford. I had to focus on the present, on protecting the one thing that mattered most in my life.

Her teary eyes dropped to her lap avoiding his. "I know It's really hard for you to believe but I love you damn so much Monica. I was such a dumbass coward then. I deeply regret a choice that I made and that was leaving you. Hell, leaving you was the hardest thing I've done in my whole life. I feel like I lost a part of myself that I can never get back," Jack said full of pain, regret, and honesty. "I'm sorry. I'll never get tired to say how sorry I am."

Ito na ang pinakahihintay ko. Lumunok muna ito bago ulit nagsalita. "I-i just want to say sorry. Alam kong hindi sapat ang sorry lang dahil sa ginawa ko. I hurt you...and our baby. Sinabihan ko kayo ng masasakit na salita dahil sa sobrang galit na naramdaman ko. Pero pinagsisihan ko na lahat yun. I regret saying those words to you. Sorry. Pero maiintindihan ko kung hindi mo pa ako mapapatawad sa ngayon. I'll work for it. For your forgiveness." Madamdamin na turan nito kaya lumunok ako bago sya bigyan ng ngiti.