Novel & Cerita Reminiscing About The Past

The fabric is high quality and I think this is very durable. I look at the mirror. I miss my previous face, my previous body. Turn back when I am 23 years old, How ironic was I today? It could have been better if Dr. Connor allows me to go back and travel to the past using a time machine, and twist the clock counter-clockwise a million times so that I can merely do the things I didn't do before. Unfortunately, It's just my age which travels backward, It's just myself who has changed and still I'm in the present. Malalim ang iniisip ko, pero mas malalim ang rason kung bakit ko ito iniisip.

Pero maya maya namalayan ko na nagsasalita na ito ng sobrang hina. "Kung pwede lang.." Bulong ni Zach "Kung pwede ko lang kalimutan ang lahat na nangyari sa nakaraan ko.. At maging masaya na lang..." Malungkot ang boses nito. His past is messing up with him again.

She answered back, sounding bored. "I don't want that. In order for me not to reminisce anything, I refused to make such thing." "Why though? Aren't the memories a happy one? Bakit ayaw mong maalala? E, masaya naman ang mga yon." "I don't want to remember how it feels to be a happy so I wouldn't long for it." "Ang sabi naman ni Kuya Kingsley makakapaglaro pa kayo kahit na matanda na. Why don't you just do the things you did before so you would feel happy again?"

The memory still lingers in her like it was just yesterday. "Let's leave the painful memory where it belongs, it's all in the p-past now Tita," she said without conviction because there's still a part of her that wants to seek for something in their past, however she doesn't know where to start. Kapag binabalikan niya kase ang nakaraan nila parang mas lumalabo iyun at bukod doon wala namang masaya doon. All she saw was red, from the start until the end.

I admitted quietly. His eyes lifted slightly, attentive but not intrusive. I hesitated. Then continued anyway. “It’s not like pain. It’s… absence. Like something important used to be there, but I can’t remember what it is anymore.” Lucas didn’t interrupt. So I kept going. “I keep thinking maybe I should remember more clearly. Maybe if I tried harder, I could hold onto something about them. But every time I try, it slips away.” My fingers tightened slightly around the edge of the folder.

Ang emosyong nararamdaman ko ngayon nawawala sa tuwing naalala ko na lasing lang siya ngayon at bukas paggising niya ay makakalimutan niya rin lahat ng ito. End of flashback

Mas lalo rin itong naging pursigido na paamuhin siya. The elevator dinged and brought Ley back to the present. Hinihingal siya habang naglalakbay ang isip niya sa nakaraan. It was memory from the past that was so hard to forget. Naukit iyon sa isip niya at kay hirap burahin.

sabi ni Jael, “Do you still remember the old friend I mentioned the last time we talked?” Napahigpit ng pagkakahawak ni Amber sa kanyang manibela. Of course she remembered it. That friend he mentioned had once held a place in her past that she had tried so hard to forget. Ngunit hindi nagsalita si Amber. Nanatili itong tahimik, hinihintay ang sunod na sasabihin ni Jael. “Bukas ng gabi ang uwi niya,” malumanay na saad ni Jael. “Don’t you want to meet him again? Maybe reminisce a little about the past?”

What is something you’ve always want for yourself? Maraming mga bagay na hindi na kayang ibalik at hindi na maiibalik, kahit magbalik tanaw ay hindi pa rin nito maibabalik ang lumipas na kahapon. All we can do is look at those pictures and reminisce the past. The past is important and we’re just realized the important of it - we just appreciate those moment now. Cherish everything because in the future you’ll look back and they were the things that you were depress that you didn’t enjoy.

"But what happened?" Napakagat ako sa aking labi at nagpatuloy. "I think about you all the time. I remember the wonderful times that we shared. And honestly, I miss everything about being with you. It's more than just reminiscing about our happy memories in the past, it's a yearning to create more of them in the future," sabay tanggal ng mga natuyong bulaklak sa puntod niya. "And my heart breaks all over again..."