Reminiscing About The Past Novels & Stories

Ang emosyong nararamdaman ko ngayon nawawala sa tuwing naalala ko na lasing lang siya ngayon at bukas paggising niya ay makakalimutan niya rin lahat ng ito. End of flashback

Mas lalo rin itong naging pursigido na paamuhin siya. The elevator dinged and brought Ley back to the present. Hinihingal siya habang naglalakbay ang isip niya sa nakaraan. It was memory from the past that was so hard to forget. Naukit iyon sa isip niya at kay hirap burahin.

sabi ni Jael, “Do you still remember the old friend I mentioned the last time we talked?” Napahigpit ng pagkakahawak ni Amber sa kanyang manibela. Of course she remembered it. That friend he mentioned had once held a place in her past that she had tried so hard to forget. Ngunit hindi nagsalita si Amber. Nanatili itong tahimik, hinihintay ang sunod na sasabihin ni Jael. “Bukas ng gabi ang uwi niya,” malumanay na saad ni Jael. “Don’t you want to meet him again? Maybe reminisce a little about the past?”

What is something you’ve always want for yourself? Maraming mga bagay na hindi na kayang ibalik at hindi na maiibalik, kahit magbalik tanaw ay hindi pa rin nito maibabalik ang lumipas na kahapon. All we can do is look at those pictures and reminisce the past. The past is important and we’re just realized the important of it - we just appreciate those moment now. Cherish everything because in the future you’ll look back and they were the things that you were depress that you didn’t enjoy.

"But what happened?" Napakagat ako sa aking labi at nagpatuloy. "I think about you all the time. I remember the wonderful times that we shared. And honestly, I miss everything about being with you. It's more than just reminiscing about our happy memories in the past, it's a yearning to create more of them in the future," sabay tanggal ng mga natuyong bulaklak sa puntod niya. "And my heart breaks all over again..."

End of flashback "Ramona!!" isang sigaw ang nagpabalik sa'kanya sa kasalukuyan. Sa pagbabalik niya ay kasabay nitong nagbalik ang lahat ng hinanakit at galit na pansamantala niyang nakalimutan. "Okay ka'lang ba? Kanina ka pa namin tinatawag." napakurap-kurap siya at pansamantalang hindi nakakilos habang tahimik na pinoproseso ang mga nangyari.

dagdag niyang muli. Napahugot naman ako nang malalim na hininga, at muling tumingin sa kaniya. This time ay tipid na akong ngumiti sa kaniya. "Let's forget about what happened in the past, Yasmin. Tapos naman na 'yon at nangyari na kaya wala na tayong magagawa," sabi ko sa kaniya.

"If you keep forcing yourself to remember your past, memories that have long been forgotten, there's a high possibility that you may never recover them. Alam natin pareho na posibleng mangyari 'yon dahil sa damage na natamo mo, Raze. Ilang beses ko nang sinabi sa'yo, huwag mong pilitin. Mas lalala lang ang migraine mo. Mas sasakit ang ulo mo. Gusto mo bang tuluyang hindi na makaalala?" "I just want to remember my past, Lincoln. I have to," he said firmly, though sadness laced his voice. "I really want to. Pakiramdam ko may importanteng bagay akong dapat maalala. Wala na bang ibang paraan para makaalala ako?"

"Hija? Nakikinig ka ba?" I don't know why I'm still reminiscing about these memories. They're the nightmare of my childhood and I always want to leave them with my past. Sadyang mapanakit talaga ang tadhana at napakaraming mga bagay na nagpapaalala ng mga ito sa'kin. It seems that fate doesn't want me to have a peaceful life.

Ni siya nga, ayaw ding pag-usapan sina Theodore at Miguel, lalo na ngayong pinili na niyang magbagong buhay. "We live in the present, not the past. Pareho tayong may mga kwentong ayaw nang balikan. Gaya ng gusto mo ng kalimutan ang papa mo, may mga tao rin akong ayaw nang alalahanin o makita pa. You understand what I mean, right?"