Romans & histoires Shame Thesaurus

mapanuya niyang tugon. I rolled my eyes. "Fine! He was so hot and handsome kaya hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko." Napahilamos ako sa aking mukha. "Every time I remember what happened that night, I felt so ashamed of myself. Kaya kapag malapit siya sa akin o nahahawakan ako, nakakaramdam ako ng kakaiba like takot ganyan or awkwardness because he's too much to handle! I mean do you get me, Callie? And you know what? Noong nasa Switzerland kami he was so different! Sobrang nakakainis siya ngayon. He would always teased me and make fun of me." Reklamo ko sa kaibigan. "Like what kind of nakakainis?"

She feels sorry for her. "Gail, sorry. Sorry kung nasasaktan ka. I'm really sorry. I-I don't know how to ease the pain. I-I'm sorry." Tipid siyang ngumiti. Unti unting tumulo ang mga luha sa mata nito. Nakagat niya ang labi. She feels guilty as hell!

sambit ko sa aking isip. “Shameless,” bulong ng isang babaeng may edad na. “Disgraceful,” dugtong ng isa. “Hindi ko alam kung tatawa ako o maaawa sa kanya.” sabi naman ng isang matandang babae. Tahimik lang ako. Kahit bawat salita nila ay parang kutsilyo na sinasaksak sa dibdib ko. Ang ama ni Adrian ay tumingin kay Sebastian.

“Shane, relax. Hindi kita hinuhusgahan. Hindi ko sinasabing may ginawa ka. Pero may ibang personality na puwedeng gumawa ng hindi mo alam.” Nanakagat ko ang labi ko. “Doc… ibig bang sabihin… may isang ‘Shane’ na masama? Na kaya niyang saktan kahit sino?” “Hindi masama,” sagot niya. “Traumatized. Broken. And that part of you took control when you were overwhelmed.” Napahawak ako sa dibdib ko. Ang bigat. Ang sakit. “So… Giselle…”

May pilit na iniiwasan pero iyon at iyon pa rin ang ginagawa na nagpapalabas na pinagmumukha lang nating tanga ang sarili. I felt use, stupid and worthless just because of my own shallow mind.

And with that, she had gone back inside, slamming the door behind her. Tears nonstop pricked my eyes as I stood there, paralyzed. I felt the weight of everyone's stares, their silent judgment cutting deeper than her words. Napaluhod na lang ako sa kawalan ng pag-asa. Dahan-dahan kong pinagpupulot ang ibang nakakalat na ibang gamit sa paligid. The shame almost too much to bear. Homeless. Jobless. Helpless. Hopeless , and broke.

He looked so shy at the same time embarrassed for himself. Status is a really big matter in this world. Parang mayaman ang katumbas na status ng noble sa mundong ito. I felt pity for those who are not noble like Shen Dan. Dahil sa nawawalan siya o sila ng self confidence for being in a low status or a commoner.

My guilt and shame is hunting me as hell. Kabadong kabado ako habang naglalakad palayo sa kwarto ko. I am shaking so bad at pakiramdam ko pwede akong mag pass out anytime, that would be a lot better para magkaroon ako ng dahilan na wag silang sabayan sa lunch.

Tanging pagdikit lang ng tainga ko sa pintuan ang aking ginagawa para marinig ang pinag-uusapan nila. "Alam kong sa loob ng ilang buwan na naging sa amin itong apartment ay naging malaking bagay na rin ito lalo na sa pagpasok sa eskwelahan nitong mga anak ko," si Mama. My lip caught between my teeth. I understood the difficulty of their position. They wanted to return to this apartment, but shame held them back. I could feel it radiating from them whenever Immanuel offered help. And yet, despite that shame, they also wanted to help me heal. They recognized the cruel irony that accepting his generosity had become another burden in itself.

Never in my wildest dream that I would be shy like shit. Natahimik kami ng ilang sandali pero binasag niya rin kalaunan "I'm sorry also," seryoso n'yang sabi "Sorry for?" "Sorry for being petty. Na nagtatampo ako sa'yo dahil lang doon," paliwanag niya