Romans & histoires These Past Few Weeks

Sensitive din ang aking pang-amoy. Hindi ko na lang pinansin ang mga iyon. Baka nagkakaroon lang ako ng adjustment dahil sa nangyari the past weeks. Baka gano'n talaga ako ka-stress lalo pa at dalawang linggo na rin na hindi tumatawag si Fall.

Cool. "How's work been for the past two weeks? Are you okay with everything?" he asked gently as I took a bite of my sandwich. Buti naman at aware siya na dalawang linggo na ang lumipas. I sighed, feeling the weight of the last few days pressing down on me. "Honestly, it's been really stressful." Kumunot ang noo niya as he watched me intently. "Bakit? Hindi ba okay sa M-Power?"

FASTFORWARD Isang linggo na ang nakalilipas at wala naman masyadong nangyari sa kani-kanilang buhay. Tungkol naman kay Cain at Monique ay hindi pa rin sila nagkakausap o nagkaayos.

Basta makakasama ko ulit si Maddy, my labs. "Well, actually, last week pa sana 'yun kaso busy naman 'yung iba. Kaya next week nalang daw," she hedges. Ouch. Isa rin pala ako sa busy nung last week. Ang daming erands na pinapagawa ni tito sa akin. "Oh, I'm sorry. Isa rin pala ako sa busy nung last week," I apologetically say.

Hello, It's have been a long time since I last update. Sorry for the no update this past few months because I am so busy with my school work. And nakaranas din ako ng depression and stress sa family ko dahilan na lalo ako hindi nakapagsulat at napilitan magpahinga muna ng ilang buwan.

Tatanggapin ko at wala na akong pakealam kung ano pa man ang mangyari. I think this is the right time....to see him again. I sighed before I talked to my kids. It's really hard to say that I am going to leave for a week. I must admit that I don't have much time to play with them or to have a date with my twins. These past few weeks, I'm really busy with my paper works and a lot of projects in the RIFB Meetings, and conference plus the evaluation made me busy. I sighed again for the one last time. This is gonna be a long day.

Ilang linggo na rin kasi ang nakaraan since the last time na pumunta siya dito. " Pasensiya na abala din kasi sa practice. Anyway, may gagawin ka ba nextweek?" Tanong nito. "Mag-aasikaso lang sa mga bagong punla na itatanim but hindi naman ganun ka busy. Bakit?" Salubong ang kilay na tanong ko.

I sighed at tiningnan ang panyong hawak. It had already been a week since the party. Last week, buong linggo kong inisip kung papaano ito isasauli sa kanya. But then, I got scared. Hindi ko pa rin makalimutan iyong nararamdaman ko pagkatapos naming mag-usap ng gabing 'yon. It felt... weird. Kaya pinalipas ko na lang muna. Buti na lang din at hindi kami nagkita sa mga nagdaang araw.

Confused. Betrayed. Hurt. Jealous. Lonely. Anxious. Worried. Yan ang ilan sa mga emosyon na magkakasabay at magkakahalong humahalukay sa sikmura ko ngayon. It's been two freaking weeks since Seb left and he hasn't come back ever since.

Ano ang isasagot niya rito? Sasabihin ba niyang sa nakalipas na mga araw... linggo... ay nagiging big deal na ang hindi pa rin nila pagpapakasal? Na kung noong una ay okay lang sa kaniya, ngayon ay hindi na? Or would she continue playing nonchalant about it?