Unrequited Feelings นิยาย & เรื่องราว

'I want to, but I might totally lose her. He is in love. Unfortunately, we have the same experience, unrequited. Bakit nga ba ganoon? Kung sino pa iyong gusto natin, sila pa iyong ayaw sa atin. Tapos kung sino pa iyong ayaw natin, sila pa iyong gusto tayo? Magulo ba talaga? Hindi ba pwedeng pareho na lang ng nararamdaman para masaya na ang lahat?

" She wanted to know. "H-handa ka na bang mahalin ako ng buong- buo?" Tumingala si Dane saka kalangitan at pabulong na sumagot. “Matagal na." Kapagkuwan ay bumaba ang tingin nito sa kanya. "But don't be burden by it. It's okay. Nang mahalin kita, hindi ko naman inisip na may katugon 'yon. It's okay if what I feel for you is unrequited. I understand. You'd been through too much and I know how emotionally drained you are. Wala akong pakialam

My tears began to fall when she suddenly cried and hugged me. I didn't like him in the wrong time and place, he just can't reciprocate my feelings in the present and even in the future, because we are never meant for each other even now and forever. I liked him long enough and today, my unrequited feelings will end. "I know, this is not a fairy tale but you deserve the best thing in this world, you deserve someone better and you deserve a happily ever after," Elaine whispered in tears.

Its as if the pain I've been feeling for a long time now is being let out all at once. My heart feels like being torn into pieces. I have never felt being hurt by romantic love before, but I am sure that what I am feeling right now is much more painful than that. Mas masakit at mas mabigat dahil kaibigan ko ang nawala. Pagka-kaibigan namin ang nasira. Markus has been almost a part of my whole life, and the truth that he's ending our friendship and telling me how he hates me is like a silent torture for me.

He’s bitter, hardened, and clearly uninterested in any kind of emotional or physical connection with me. The realization hit me hard—I am in the same boat as Elena. We are both unwanted, both struggling to find a place in George’s life, and both failing miserably. The only difference is that Elena still has Gabriel as her backup, while I have nothing but my own desperation. This rejection stung more than anything because it proved that I no longer have any power over him. George has moved on from our past, and he isn't looking back.

She shake Miguel's shoulder as if wanting to side her and nod. Bitch! Ako nga na asawa ginago. Ikaw pa kaya? I scoff inside as I remember her telling she's Miguel's first love. Masakit malaman 'yun, syempre. Pero paki ko ba? Lahat ng first napapalitan. Anong silbi ng second and third or fourth or ng nth 'di ba? "Alam niyong dalawa, magsama kayo dito tapos pag-uusapan ninyo ang unrequited ninyong first love. You're wasting my time." I shook my head hastily and turn away.

Sumandal si Isla sa upuan, tinitigan ang description sa malaking screen. “Bukod sa voice acting na kailangan pang pag-usapan… hindi ko gusto ang personality niya.” Tahimik ang lahat. “Maganda ang unrequited love, pero kung mahal mo na at hindi ka pa rin umaamin, nawawala ang charm. Kailangan ayusin ang script at plot sa part na ito.” Tumango si Cheska. “Tama. Anong sense ng pagtatago kung kayo na? Walang silbi ‘yong ‘hindi kita gusto.’ Ipaparevise ko ‘yan sa scriptwriting team.”

Pero kay Caleb, I felt powerless. But the most frustrating part of it all? It wasn't just the rejection. It was the realization that for the first time in my life, I actually wanted someone to take advantage of me. I wanted him to ignore his principles, to be the monster I thought he was, and to just take what was offered. The feeling of being wanted by him was more addictive than any wine, and now that he's pulled it away, the coldness of the room felt more suffocating than ever.

At alam na alam ko kung ano ang kulang na iyon, pagmamahal. Walang pagmamahal, ramdam na ramdam ko. And it really hurts to feel something like this, emptiness and lack of love. Buong buhay ko, I am waiting for someone who can love me like the way I wanted to be loved. But then, it never happened, lalo na sa larangan ng trabahong meron ako. Everyone around me is just obliged to be good to me because I am Avianna Alejandro, the actress. Anyways, ramdam ko rin namang gusto akong makasama ni Primo, gusto, gusto lang. At alam na alam nating lahat na iba ang salitang gusto sa mahal.

Pero napisil ko ang balikat niya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit… pero hindi ko rin siya kayang itulak. “Please,” sunod niyang sabi, mas mahina na. “Huwag mo akong itulak… kahit ngayon lang.” Lumuwag ang yakap niya sa baywang ko. Saka humiga nang maayos. “Don’t make me feel unwanted… like I’m someone easy to leave. Easy to forget.” Parang may gumapang na lamig sa batok ko. Pumasok sa kaibuturan ko.