Novel & Cerita Another Memories To Keep

And a thought comes in my mind. I don't to forget them. I don't want to forget all the memories I had with the. The memories I shared with them. I-I want them to remain. In my heart. In my head. In my memories. Ayokong kalimutan lahat ng pinagsamahan namin. I don't want to forget the pain, the tears, the laugh, the victories, the fights, the cold wars...everything that I spend together with them. Bakit kailangan niyang gawin sa akin 'to? Hindi pa ba sapat na nasa kaniya na ako?

She could feel anger growing inside her heart. "If you were in Rain's shoes, what would you do to make sure na kapag bumalik ang alaala mo, you would remember everything you cared for?" Tanong nito na inoobserbahan ang reaksyon niya. "A journal," sagot nito sa sarili nitong tanong. "Write all the memories you would like to remember. Write the exact place, the exact people so that you would know where to find them. Brilliant, right? That's Kaden." Maiksi itong tumawa. "Unfortunately, hindi na niya nahawakan iyon after he woke up remembering only me."

Pagkatapos, lumitaw sa isipan niya ang imahe ng araw na iyon. Dahil matagal na siyang pulis, sinanay niya ang kanyang memorya na maging malakas. Marahil ay may makaligtaan siyang maliit na detalye sa eksena, pero nandoon na ang memorya sa isipan niya na parang isang makina o video recorder. Nang inalala niya ang memorya na ito, para bang nag-rewind siya ng isang video at pinanood ito ulit para alalahanin ang maraming detalye ng panahon na iyon.

"Hey, I know what you're thinking bro, hindi ko sinasabi na lumayo ka kay Emy, what I mean to say is that baka masyado lang kampante si Emy sa presence mo kaya no need na for her to recall anything about your past." "Pero paano kung tama ka? na kailangan ko muna lumayo sa kanya kahit sandali at baka sakali bumalik ang memory niya ng tuluyan?" "Well ang tanong is kaya mo ba? kaya n'yo ba ni Emy? Look bro, why focus on the past memories while you have each other at the present? why not create another memories together and forget the past. in that way both of you can move on. You figure it out bro, malaki ka na! got go may date pa ko, inabala mo na naman ako sa ka-drama moments mo,"

Ang usapan namin na kakalimutan ang isa't isa pagkatapos ng naganap sa amin. Mapait akong napangiti. "I'm sorry, but I can't forget you..." anas ko sa hangin. My sèx life is never the same again after that. Kaya paano ko siya kalilimutan? Paano ko pipigilan ang sarili kong alalahanin ang mga naganap sa amin at iwasang pagpantasyahan siya? I treasured those fùcking memories with him. "I need to meet him again...I just need to!"

Malakas itong bumuntong hininga. "Don't force yourself to remember things. Avoid stressing yourself on the things you cannot remember. Stop going to the place that might trigger your memory. Better make yourself busy. Find new friends. Met new people. Open your heart to new friends and acquaintances. Don't limit yourself. Be free and be happy. You need to be happy to heal yourself, Ysabelle."

Hindi ako sigurado kung naaalala ba nya ako or inaasar lang nya ako pero kahit ano pa yun isa lang dapat kong gawin dapat akong magpanggap na wala akong maalala 2 years ago. The question is, how long can I keep pretending I don’t remember?

‘Baka nakakalimutan mo Haera na may-ari ng kompanya iyang fiance mo. Napanguso ako. Ilham still my fiance pero talagang nasasanay na kaming pareho na ipakilala sa ibang tao na mag-asawa kami. Sabi ni Ilham, ikakasal na sana kami noon kaso nangyari ang aksidente na kinawala ng memorya ko. Naisip niyang huwag munang ituloy ang kasal namin hangga't hindi pa bumabalik ang memorya ko. I have a Retrograde amnesia. When you have retrograde amnesia, you lose existing, previously made memories. This type of amnesia tends to affect recently formed memories first. Older memories, such as memories from childhood, are usually affected more slowly. Hindi ko alam kung babalik pa ba ito dahil ang sabi ng do

Because now, I can’t remember it. When I forget about how her voice sounds, I would always grab this phone and watch videos of her. She was correct when she said back then that I would be thankful that she loves to take a lot of videos. The videos are the only way that I can remember her voice again. And the photos are the only ways I can see her again. I clenched my phone and placed it on my lap. The video is still playing even if I’m not watching it anymore. It’s the video where she kept on talking. She’s not shutting up on this one.

Ngunit pagkadampot ko pa lang ng planner ay may nalalag na isang maliit na kulay-berdeng notepad mula sa nakatagong bulsa nito. Yumuko ako para pulutin iyon mula sa sahig. Naisip kong ibalik agad iyon sa loob ng planner, ngunit habang hawak ko ang notepad, hindi ko naiwasang basahin ang nakasulat sa nakatuping pahina nito. ‘Day 342 - Memory retention: Low. Subject still shows no signs of recovering past identity. Supplement dose: 2 tablets daily.’ Agad nangunot ang noo ko. Teka, ano na naman ito?