Because You Are My First Love Novels & Stories

Hindi ko kayang tanggapin na dahil lang sa isang pagkakamali, isang halik na hindi ko naman ginusto, mawawala na siya sa akin. Love… paano kita mababalik kung bawat araw, unti-unti mo na akong tinatanggal sa mundo mo? There are nights I can’t sleep. I lie awake, replaying everything in my head. The first time I held her hand. The first time she called me “Love” with that smile. The promises we made. All of it. Then I remember that night at the gym, and it crushes me all over again.

“ Anu ba yun? Handa na akong ibigay ang sarili ko sakanya.. Sya ang unang lumapit sakin… Anu? Ayaw nya pala sakin? Pakiramdam ng dalaga ay nandiri ang ninong sakanya dahil nagtrabahho sya sa isang club bilang dancer. “Oo nagpapatable nga ako, pero iningatan ko naman ang sarili ko! Sabi ni Erica sa sarili. Hanggang sa nakatulugan na ni Erica ang pag iyak. Kinabukasan ay maagang nagising si Erica. Buo na ang pasya ng dalaga na, aakitin nya ang ninong nya. Sobrang sama ng pakiramdam nya kagabi. Para syang basahan na iniwan ng ninong nya. Napansin ng dalaga na, palageng nakatingin nag ninong nito sa malake nyang dibdib, kaya ng umagang yun ay hindi na ito nag suot na bra. Luwa ang dibdib ng da

Huminga ito ng malalim. “ Yes, It was my plan to make you fall in love with me because I thought ikaw ang nagleak ng design ko” nahihiyang pag-amin nito. Naningkit ang aking mata at parang may dumagan sa aking dibdib dahil sa narinig ko. “But!, it wasn't my plan to fall in love with you!... I am willing to take that risk because I can't fight my feelings for you. Hindi ko namalayan na minamahal na pala kita. No! I already loved you the first time I saw you.

Mariin ko rin na kinagat ang loob ng pisngi ko lalo pa at gahibla na lang ang layo ng mga labi niya sa akin. "Every moment with you feels like a breath of fresh air. Whenever I see you, there's this comforting light and warmth that I never knew I needed because I’ve always been surrounded by darkness. I felt that the first time I saw you. And I... I am f*cking loving everything about us, especially how my heart beats for you. You make me feel alive in a way I didn’t think was possible, and I want to hold on to this feeling forever."

tanong niya rin "Ang kapal ng mukha mo! Siguro ikaw ang unang lalaki sa buhay ko pero hindi naman ikaw yung first love ko, wala pa akong first love, busy pa ako." Mahina siyang natawa dahil sa sinabi ko. "Still you first tho. I'm your first man." confident na sabi niya.

I closed my eyes, "Um, at matagal ko ng alam." "You knew it, yet hindi mo sinabi!?" he shouted, losing his temper. I opened my eyes, "Sorry." Hinawakan niya ang buhok niya at sinabunutan ito, "F•ck, why!? Give me a reason to understand you!" I'm looking at him right now, it hurts! "Because she's your first love . . ." Flashback... "Remember this, endless love is what you deserve," Mom explained and then hugged me, "I'm not done yet, Eyey told me this and I need to explain everything to you."

Sabi niya. Pinunasan niya ang luha ko gamit ang nanginginig niyang kamay. "Binabawi ko lang ang mag-ina ko." Umiling ako sa kaniya. "Why are you doing this?" "Because I love you!" Sigaw niya. "Why do you love me?" Nanginginig kong tanong. "Huh? Why? Gaano mo ako kamahal na nasa punto kang sinisiksik mo ang sarili ko sa amin na hindi mo responsibilidad."

Totoo nga ang kasabihang first love never dies. “My love for you does not fade Eliza, dumaan man ang maraming unos at bagyo sa pagitan natin, kahit ano ka pa o ano pa man ang nakaraan mo ay tulad ng sinabi ko dati ay handa kitang tanggapin ng buong puso… I love you so much, ikaw lang mula noon hanggang ngayon!,” buong pagmamahal na pahayag ni Enzo na nakaluhod pa rin sa aking harapan.

bwelta ko. "I want you to listen." He start gesturing his fingers. "The first time we met is also the first time I realize, I fell in love with you. You're my first love. I know I love you before Bryle did. I just wanna let you know. Because ahm this is my first love and also my first heartbreak. I watched you being Bryle girlfriend, I watched you smiling happily at him, and it's okay. I just want to let you know, so I don't have a regret in the future." he smile happily but his eyes are saying otherwise.

Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko. "Because i like you, no no no i love you...I'm falling inlove with you when i first saw you, i'm falling inlove with you when you kissed me" Marahas sabe sa aking mukha na mas lalong nagpatulala sa akin. Umalingawngaw ang kaniyang sinasabe sa aking utak Because i like you, no no no i love you...i'm falling inlove with you when i first saw you, i'm falling inlove with you when you kissed me.