Novel & Cerita Broken Hearted Pictures

Tumango lang si Enrico at hinayaan na siyang umalis. Taas baba ang dibdib niya, pilit na pinapakalma ang sarili. He won't know how much her heart hurts. It was as if someone had grabbed an axe and ripped open her chest, severing her heart into two pieces and leaving her body damaged. Her heart was filled with blood. She gripped the broken heart in her hands, writhing in agony as she noticed that each petal was still actively flowing. “Enrico..." nulong ni Carmina sa kanyang puso, “We are a good couple, how can we just divorce?”

"Pero sa bagay, alam mo naman na siguro. You saw the pictures right? Totoong may nangyari sa'min ni Storm!" "Angel!" singhal ni Storm. Pero huli na ang lahat dahil naintindihan ko na ang ibig nyang sabihin. Parang bumagsak ang mundo saakin. My heart shattered into pieces. Tuluyan akong natigilan at nanghina. Hindi ko na alam kung ano ang dapat kong gawin para makakuha ng lakas. So that photos are really true? May nangyari nga sa kanila. Tinanggal ko na 'yon sa isipan ko dahil sobra akong nagtiwala na hindi nya magagawa 'yon.

Panibagong hikbi ang kumawala sa mga labi ko. “I can’t do this anymore...” I buried my face in my hands. “Ayoko na...” My voice dissolved into desperate, broken cries. “Please...” I pressed both hands against my chest as though trying to hold myself together. “Please make the pain go away.” Bumuhos lahat ng mga emosyong kinimkim ko. The loneliness, the rejection, the heartbreak, the endless waiting, the desperate hope. Every single emotion shattered inside me until I could no longer tell where one pain ended and another began.

Tumungo ang tingin ko sa dalawang picture frames na nasa gilid ng vase. Family Picture at isang picture ng batang..lalake at babae na malabo. Hahawakan ko sana ito ng bumukas ang pinto ng opisina, bumungad dito ang amo ko. Kunot ang noo at magkasalubong ang mga kilay, marahas ang pagpapaluwag nito ng necktie na suot, napalunok ako. Tila ba natuyuan ako ng lalamunan dahil sa senaryong nakikita ko. Hindi ko alam. Bakit ganito?

Sagot niya kaya sa dalawang itlog ako tumingin. "Ayon! Dinadama pa rin ang pagiging heart broken kahit hindi naman naging sila." Si Gav ang sumagot bago uminom sa bote ng beer na hawak nito. "Pwede pala 'yon?" tanong ni Rio kay Gav. "Ang alin?" "Ang ma broken hearted kahit hindi naging sila? Parang tanga naman ang ganoon?" "For someone who becomes that attached, even if they aren't in a relationship, it's a reasonable emotion. You wouldn't understand," I explained.

Muli itong napahagulgol na tila lalong lumalim ang sugat sa puso nito habang sinasabi iyon. Jonathan once again held her. Farrah's situation reminds him of his own heartache. Colleen also left him for the same reason. She tried, but ended up tearing herself up. Hindi man nito siya kaagad sinukuan, puso na ni Colleen ang kusang bumitiw. She fell out of love because she wasn't happy. Bahagya sa kaniyang kumawala si Farrah at tiningala siya. He tried to wipe her tears. She's broken, he can see that through her eyes.

Bigla naman itong umingos. "Bitter ka kase broken hearted ka." Sabi nito at pagkatapos ay kinuha ang cellphone sa bulsa nito. "Ito siya o, tingnan mo." Sabi nito at pagkatapos ay ipinakita nito ang picture sa cellphone nito na kaagad niya namang tiningnan. "Ang gwapo nga!" Kilig na sabi niya naman rito at pagkatapos ay tinusok ang tagiliran nito.

Habol ni daddy, pero hindi na ako lumingon at deretsong umakyat. Nang makapasok sa kwarto ay roon ko binuhos ang mga luha ko. Humawak ako sa dibdib ko at napapa–upong sumandal sa pintuan ng kwarto ko. It hurts so much, it’s like my chest is being ripped apart, like a knife twisting deeper with every breath I take. The pain is suffocating, drowning me in an endless wave of anguish. Every heartbeat feels like a reminder of how shattered I am inside, and no matter what I do, I can’t escape it.

The way his jaw moved says one thing, his heart is breaking. Nakita ko na iyon noon. It is the same when my mother cried after a huge fight with my father. I remember friends in college with that dreadful look after a break up. Ganoon din ang mga mata ni Calista nang malaman naming nasawi ang mga magulang namin sa isang aksidente. Maaring ganon din ang sa akin. Heartbroken. Different scenario but same heart wrenching effect. "And I need you to make me look less miserable. I will pay you, don't worry." Mapait siyang napangiti. "Just don't do anything funny and go with the flow."

Sambit niya bago tumayo pagkatapos ay inilahad ang kanyang kamay. Malungkot akong napangiti bago tinanggap iyon. One of the saddest things in the world is to feel broken, and although you're somehow been figuratively ripped apart you feel like can never be put back together again. These are days when I ask myself! What are you staying here for? Most times I don't even have an answer. Sometimes I just don't want to be here anymore. That I don't want to fight this kind of sadness sicked. Those toughest thoughts to deal with.