Can't Take That Away 소설 & 이야기

Nilibot niya ang paningin, hindi maiwasang mapaiyak ng sobra. Arvin want her to let go of him. Ngunit ayaw pa niya. Hindi pa siya handang i-let go ito. Iisipin pa nga lang niyang makakalimutan niya at ipagpalit ito sa iba ay nasasaktan na siya. Paano niyang makakayang i-let go ang taong tumanggap at nagmahal sa kanya ng higit pa sa sarili nito? Paano niya i-let go ang unang lalaking kayang isakripisyo ang buhay nito para lang sa kanya?

"But.. how can I live Nathan.. Lexus is my life now.." Umiling ito and his eyes narrowed. "I know, you can still move on.. just trust the process soon you will.. but you need to put in mind that only God can take away our lives, kung ano man ang nangyayari sayo ngayon God has a reason ok? So don't lose hope" She gripped her mug tight at mapait na napangiti.

mahinang ulit pa nito at mas lalong hinigpitan ang pag kakayap sakin "Paano kita paniniwalaan eh ilang beses mo na akong niloko ilang beses mo na akong ginagago now tell me how can I believe you" "I can't blame you if that's what you have in mind but you can't stop me" gago parin

mahina nitong sabi— “…I want to pull you away.” Nanlambot ang tuhod niya. “Every time you walk away…” lumapit ito— “…I feel like I’m losing something I can’t replace.” Napapikit siya. “And I hate it.” “Why?” tanong niya. “Because I don’t lose control.” Huminto ito. At ang sumunod nitong sinabi— ang tuluyang nagwasak sa lahat.

Hindi niya mapigilan ang matawa sa akin doon. “I willl. And this is what I’m saying to you, you should have take your chance when you had one. Ano ka ngayon? Maeve is too pretty, maraming nag-aabang doon. See? You are suffering on your own choice now,” aniya kaya napailing na lang ako. I know. But I rather let this happen rather than losing her for good. Or did I slowly lost her? Parang unti-unting huminto ang mundo ko when she said that she can’t be friends with me anymore. That’s the only thing that I’m holding on. What will happened to me if she takes that away too?

Nag-seselos ako, nasasaktan ako. I wanted to pull Joshua away from that stage at ako ang pumalit na sana... ako yung nasa pwesto nya. Ako yung gumagawa ng mga bagay na yan para kay Steff. At that very moment, it hits me. No matter how many times I say... No matter how hard I try... I can't. I can't let go of Steff... Hindi ko kayang bitawan sya. Teary eyed, I felt like I was about to collapse.

Pero may bawing, may spark sa mata ko. Ngumisi ako, halatang mapanlinlang. “You can’t push me away, Nathan. Hindi na ngayon.” Nagbulong ako sa sarili ko, halatang mapang-akit, mapaglaro. Alam ko na hindi niya mapapasama ang pakiramdam na may pagkawalang-sala ako.

I can’t because I know it isn’t me whom she needed now but her family—her sisters that she dearly love that she’s willing to take their place so long they won’t have to experienced what happened tonight, so long they won’t experience the terrible and horrendous experience they just experienced tonight. Unfortunately, it cannot be undone. Whatever happened can never be undone even if we have all the riches in the world. In this life, there is no rewind button. No pause. No fast forward. No nothing. Mas lalo mo ako’ng pinahanga sa iyo, Karmine. You have such a pure and the most kindest heart. Whatever happened this night it didn’t made me fear you, hate you or anything of sort. Mas lalo nga ki

"Ang sakit pa rin isipin na mas pinili nilang kontrolin ang buhay ko kaysa hayaan akong maging masaya." "Then don't see them," Nazzer said possessively, pulling me closer to his chest. "You have me now. And I promise you, no one—not Harith, not your parents, not even the whole world—can take you away from me again. I’ll burn everything down before I let that happen."

And no one can stop me from doing it. If we can't be together, then I'll do my part to keep him away from that trash—Vida.