Crying In H Mart Romane & Geschichten

My vision started to blur again from tears. I smiled weakly while wiping my cheeks. Hindi ko na napigilan ang hikbi. I was crying while walking out, crying from pain, humiliation, betrayal. People stared at me, but I didn’t give a dâmn. I was hurting. Sobrang sakit. Pakiramdam ko wasak na wasak ako. My chest tightened so hard I could barely breathe, kaya mabilis akong lumabas. I pulled my inhaler from my pocket and pumped it into my mouth.

I need to because I have my Caius and Cairo, my babies. May mga pagkakataon lang talaga na hindi ko mapipigilan na maging ganito. Sobrang sensitive ko at ang dali kong masaktan. "I don't know what you've been through right now but I want to tell you, don't cry for someone who's not worthy of your tears."

Sugat na hindi pansin at dama ng iba. "I don't have the right to cry! I shouldn't show them that I'm hurting! I should have no emotions at all because my feelings weren't valid!" Fuck! I want to ask why? I wanted to cry and shout because of the pain that I'm feeling right now. Paano ko nga ba kinakaya ang ganitong sitwasyon? Bakit ba ako nasadlak sa ganitong klase ng buhay? Buhay nga bang matatawag ang kung ano mang mayroon ako ngayon?

My throat tightened. I looked away, blinking fast. Pero biglang may tumulo na naman. Damn it. No. Not now. Pero hindi ko na napigilan. The tears just— Burst. I covered my mouth, shoulders shaking—humahagulgol, hindi lang umiiyak. The kind of cry that rips something open inside. Drake froze—like no one had ever cried like this in front of him—then suddenly he moved, fast, kneeling in front of me.

Hurley was pissed off because its the third day that they didn't have any customers. Alam naman niyang hindi gaanong pinupuntahan ng mga customer ang store niya kaya nakipag-deal siya sa mismong management ng mall for a discount voucher. Every five hundred pesos worth of any grocery in MallMart, she will give twenty five percent off voucher for every customer. Lugi siya oo. But it will make the customers came in on her store. Ang kaso, puro amiga ng mama niya ang nagpupunta every other day for freebie dress na hindi naman niya pwedeng hindi bigyan ng isang damit!

Tumalikod ako at lumakad palabas sa mall. Malakas ang ulan, lumakad ako at hindi ininda ang lamig ng ulan, basta makalayo ako sa lugar na ito, I can't stop crying, Yhra betrayed me and I need to be careful now, baka ano mang oras ay malamaman na ni Navier ang lahat, at hindi ako handa kung mawawala ang anak ko sa akin.

She's stuck! The thought of marrying Theo only made her cry some more. Isinubsob niya ang kanyang mukha sa kanyang mga palad at doon humagulgol. For once she wanted to cry, cry for her life that she will surely spend in misery. Maya-maya pa, umingit pabukas ang pinto ng isa sa mga cubicle sa CR. Mabilis siyang nagpunas ng luha. She suddenly felt ashamed that she broke down inside the comfort room without checking if she was alone or not.

May tumawag sa akin pero hindi ko na pinakinggan. Agad akong dumeretso sa Comfort Room at naghilamos. Habang pinapaliguan ko ang mukha ko ng tubig ay humahalo ang masaganang luha sa mga mata ko. Tumigil ako sa paghihilamos at tumitig sa sarili ko mula sa reflection ng salamin. I am crying while smiling.

to a squeaky bed in Pasay. ​"Ang tanga mo, Tin," bulong ko sa sarili ko. "Ang tanga, tanga mo." ​I hugged my knees and let it out. ​I screamed. Not a loud scream, but a silent, chest-shaking sob that hurt my ribs. ​I cried for the lobby I worked so hard on. I cried for the humiliation. But mostly, I cried because for a split second, I actually believed him. ​“I am protecting you.” “I deal in facts.”