Novel & Cerita Don't Look Back In Anger

he said mocking Angelo. Angelo look at me, by now I can feel that he's disappointed with me. Funny lang dahil hindi niya pa man lang narinig ang side ko ganun na agad ang nakita ko sa mga mata niya. But still I can't let my guard down. I remained looking at them with a blank expression on my face. I will not give the satisfaction to see me annoyed. Try harder bitches!

Wala akong mabasa sa kanyang mga mata—blangko, malamig. Tipid akong ngumiti, ngunit hindi siya ngumiti pabalik. Dahan-dahan niya akong pinaharap at hinawakan ang pisngi ko bago ako halikan. Ilang segundo rin iyon bago niya idinikit ang noo niya sa noo ko. “Don’t give me another reason to get angry at you, Zamara. Understand?” paalala niya, mariin at malamig.

I shut my eyes close as the memory comes back, it flashes in my head like a train, sunod-sunod. Kasalanan ko na naman. I hurt his feelings, he's fragile and I didn't know it, but I was being insensitive. I chose to let my anger get into me and said those words and now he's ignoring me. I just got him, am I going to lose him too? There's black, and there's grey. The noise was loud-- now, I'm not. Everything's peaceful, everything is now blurry and even the image. I remember feeling heat, yet I quickly went backwards. We weren't arguing. She was mad at me, she didn't speak and I kept on confronting her.

Calm down sam! Huminga ako ng malalim bago ako humarap sa kanila na walang emosyon ang mukha. Pinagmasdan ko ulit sila na nakatingin parin sa akin. Lumipat ang paningin ko sa aking ina at ama na nakamaang ang bibig habang nakatingin sa akin. Umiwas ako ng tingin ng maalala ko ang ginawa nila sa akin. Hindi ko maimagine na magagawa ko un sa anak ko. Hindi ko alam kong paano nila nagawa sa akin un. I dont know na kahit balibaliktarin man ang mundo hindi ko parin maintindihan

Tahimik ko itong tinapunan ng tingin at pinagmasdan kung paano nito muling ibalik sa dati ang kalmado nitonf mukha, as he sat there unfazed. Parang wala lang kanina ang ekspresyon nito nang kausapin niya ako. "You do looked like one. You're angry at me, aren't you?" I threw the question back at him. He didn't answer again. Umaayos ito ng pagkakaupo at paunti-unti ay binabalik ang kalmado nitong presensya. I tilted my head as I observed him. Should I provoked him again?

Diretso. Ready. Pero doon ako natahimik. Dahil kahit ako hindi ko pa alam. Pero isang bagay ang malinaw. “I’m not going back.” Mahina. Pero buo. Hindi na ako babalik sa mundong kaya niya akong kontrolin. Hindi na ako papayag. “At kung hinahanap niya ako…” dagdag ko, “…then we don’t wait for her to find us.”

“Bumalik na kaya tayo— “Just walk naturally and don't look back.” Napalunok ako at tumango. Nang makarating kami sa bench mas naging double ang takot sa dibdib ko ng pakiramdam ko mas dumami ang mata sa paligid. Ayaw ko na pala dito!

"Learn where to place your classless attitude." She glared at me and looked like she was going to attack me, but Zachary held her firmly by the arm. There are traces of anger and annoyance on his face; I just don't know what or who it's for. I just rolled my eyes and turned my attention back in front, completely ignoring their presence.

“We move on my signal.” Lumapit siya sa akin at bumulong. “Once we reach the car, don’t look back.”

Pagbalik ng telepono sa kamay niya, wala na ang mensahe. Isang malaking palad ang marahang dumapo sa kanyang ulo. Ang tinig ni Oliver ay mababa, puno ng lambing nang magsalita. “Don’t look at things that hurt you. From now on, I won’t let those things appear in your life again.”