Novel & Cerita I Am Enough

“Takut mengecewakanmu di masa depan. Takut aku terlalu sibuk. Takut kamu merasa tidak diprioritaskan.” Iza menatapnya lama, lembut—seolah memperlihatkan seluruh empatinya. “Mas… aku juga takut,” katanya perlahan. “Takut aku terlalu bergantung. Takut aku nggak bisa mengikuti ritme hidup Mas. Takut aku… takut aku tidak cukup.” Yudi langsung meraih tangannya, menggenggamnya erat. “Jangan pernah bilang kamu nggak cukup. Kamu lebih dari cukup. Kamu luar biasa.”

"I am this person who thinks that all the happiness in the world isn't for me. Overthinking is a skill I can't stop doing. And I hurt myself by creating fake scenarios where I was there smiling, laughing, and happy, where in real life I would never be any of those."

“Lo mau pesen apa? Biar gue pesenin sekalian” “Nanti aja gue pesennya. Lo mau pesen sekarang emang, Lun?” “Tadinya, tapi karna lo pesennya nanti, yaudah gue juga nanti aja deh pesennya.” “Yeh anak labil dasar.” “Hahahaha biarin, yang penting Bahagia”

I don't wanna change the world as long as you're my girl It's more than enough, just to be the man you love. Terima kasih Andres, terima kasih banyak. ***

People say i try to hard People say i come off really awkward. You know i don't mean no harm. I just trying to be myself but. Sometimes i get confused. Cause i can't read social cues. Threw my inhibitions out the door. I don't have an excuse. Im just living in my youth. Don't know why people don't like me more. I have no friends but thats okay. I don't need them anyway. I do my best all on my own. And i just rather be alone.

"Sekarang mbak punya tabungan berapa? Cicil aja." "Cuma 1 juta." "Berarti kurang 2,5 juta lagi." Farida lalu melirik pada Adam sedang Adam memalingkan wajah. "Aku nggak punya uang sebanyak itu. Ibu tahu tabunganku sudah habis-habisan." Jawab Adam. "Sebenarnya ibu punya. Sisa uang arisan kemarin. Sekitar 1 juta. Tinggal nambah sisanya.. 1,5 juta lagi."

Gita looked at Adrian who looked serious, her eyes filled with tears. "Dri..." His voice was almost whispering. "You don't have to force yourself." Adrian smiled slightly, although there was a hint of bitterness in his eyes. "I don't force myself. I just... want to do something for you. I know I'm not what I used to be, but at least I can give you this." Gita was silent for a moment, feeling a mixture of emotion and guilt. He knows how hard Adrian is trying, even in his current condition. "You're always enough, Adrian," he said finally, his voice trembling slightly. "I never feel like you're lacking."

Semoga Allah SWT memudahkan urusan kamu dan melapangkan rezeki kamu, amiin. Saya menyatakan sudah menyesal menulis cerita dengan isi penuh dosa dan saya bertaubat pada Allah SWT dari pada ini. Semoga Allah SWT mengampuni kita semua, amiin.