I Hate You I Want You Novels & Stories

Chapter Forty-Eight Zoe's Perspective "Ibaba mo ako!" sigaw ko kay Daxton sa nanghihina kong boses. Masama ang pakiramdam ko, pero hindi iyon naging hadlang para kay ma'am Diana para hindi ako utusan. She's worst than ever. But it hurts me a lot that I am starting to hate the step father I used to love and the reason kung bakit ako pumayag na magpakasal kay Daxton, I want to save him from death pero ngayon ko lang naramdaman ang ganitong kalalang galit.

" Ngumisi ako at binalingan ang lamesa naming may agahan na. Kalmado ko siyang tinignan habang namumula na ang kanyang tainga at gilid ng mata. Ang kanyang ugat sa leeg ay umaaliw sa aking paningin. He's mad but it drawn me more to him. The rage in his eyes sent fires inside me and I want more. I always want more of him. "Why would I? Told you I like you- "I hate you! Don't you get it? Hanggang kailan mo ipipilit 'yang sarili mo?! Magkaroon ka naman ng delikadesa."

Alam kong magiging mabuting ina siya sa anak namin. These past few days habang mas lalo ko siyang nakikilala ay nagugustuhan ko na siya, ang genuine niyang tao at down to earth pa. Sometimes, sinasabi ko na I hate her para lang hindi ko na siya magustuhan pero at the end of the days ay kabaliktaran pa rin nun ang nananaig. Pinapaniwala ko ang sarili ko na hindi ko siya gusto pero hindi ako nagtatagumpay. Hindi ko malabanan ang nararamdaman ko para sa kaniya. I hate her means I like her. I like her.

Her heart beat rapidly and it's so awkward para sakanya but for him parang wala lang She was curious but she didn't want to open any conversation with him, tahimik lang din ito nang una but he suddenly turned on his speaker at nagsimula itong magpatugtog. But to her surprised the song is one of her favorite. 'Baby it's you ni JoJo' 'Ice is cool but I'm looking for more, Simple things is what my heart beats for (Cause that's me) I don't ask for much (Baby) Havin' you is enough You ain't got to buy nothing It's not what I want Baby it's you, We don't have to go nowhere It's not what I want Baby it's you, It's not for what you got

Nahihibang na ba siya o ano? It’s for the sake of me and our empire I can’t say no, but it does not mean that I don’t have the rights to say of what I truly feel. “But I am unwilling to love you!”

he asked in a lower voice enough for me to smell his hot fresh breath. Nanlalaki ang matang tumango ako ng paulit-ulit. Doon ko lang naramdaman na binitiwan n'ya ako kaya mabilis akong umayos ng tayo. "I'm sorry, hindi ko sinasadya." Puno ng hiya akong lumayo ako at yumuko. "Tinatanong ko kung ayos ka lang ba?"

"You have one week to make me hate you. That's the only way I can let you go." "So please, fucking hurt me my wife"

Gumaralgal na ang kanyang boses at nararamdaman na niyang nag umpisang uminit ang gilid ng kanyang mga mata. "I hate you..!" matigas nitong pagkakasabi. " Hate me hanggang kailan mo gusto at wala akong pakialam Doon! Ang hindi ko lang maintindihan pati ibang tao ayaw mong kausapin ako! Bakit may sakit ba akong nakakahawa?!" "No! Pero ayaw kong mahawaan mo si Kim sa kalandian mo!" Hindi na siya nakapagtimpi at malakas na nasampal niya ito sa pisngi.

Kahit na ilang beses ko na naman iyong narinig at alam na alam ko na, masakit pa rin. “I just w-want to… help.” “And that's why I hated you more.” His voice broke. “I hated that I thought you understood me. I hated you for deciding for what's best for me and my mother kahit wala naman kayong papel sa buhay namin! And I hated you even more because… I know to myself that even if I loathe you… you're still my peace. Galit na galit ako sa iyo dahil alam ko sa sarili kong ikaw lang din ang makakapawi ng galit na binuo at inalagaan ko!”

Naiinis ako kasi mahal ko parin siya at nasasaktan na naman ako. "H-hindi ko sinasadya--" "Sinadya mo man o hindi! I can't take your words again. You're good at uttering a words while your mouth is full of hurtful results. Ang galing mo, you keeps on pursuing me because you have a feelings toward me but you keeps on hurting me too. Hindi pa kita binibigyan ng chance but you already failed! I hate you now! I hate you for real! I think I will always hate you!" malakas kong sigaw na nagpaputla muli sa kaniya.