I Miss You So Badly 소설 & 이야기

You didn't love when you had me But now you need me so badly You can't be serious That's hilarious Thinkin' I would still want you After the things you put me through Yeah, you're delirious That's hilarious (That's Hillarious ~ Charlie Puth) ❣

-SALQUEEN- I remember the day Even wrote down the date, that I fell for you (mmhm) And now it's crossed out in red But I still can't forget if I wanted too And it drives me insane Think I'm hearing your name, everywhere I go But it's all in my head It's just all in my head But you won't see me break, call you up in three days Or send you a bouquet, saying, "It's a mistake" Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go Give my last hello, hope it's worth it Here's your perfect My best was just fine How I tried, how I tried to be great for

I remember the day Even wrote down the date, that I fell for you (mmhm) And now it's crossed out in red But I still can't forget if I wanted too And it drives me insane Think I'm hearing your name, everywhere I go But it's all in my head It's just all in my head But you won't see me break, call you up in three days Or send you a bouquet, saying, "It's a mistake" Drink my troubles away, one more glass of champagne And you know I'm the first to say that I'm not perfect And you're the first to say you want the best thing But now I know a perfect way to let you go Give my last hello, hope it's worth it Here's your perfect My best was just fine How I tried, how I tried to be great for you I'm fla

"Selamat tidur, istriku. Semoga kita bertemu dalam mimpi. I miss you so much." **** Terima kasih sudah membaca karya saya sampai sejauh ini. Mohon maaf kalau ada yang salah dalam penulisannya.

Seusai itu senja jadi sendu awan pun mengabu Kepergianmu menyisakan duka dalam hidupku 'Ku memintal rindu menyesali waktu mengapa dahulu Tak kuucapkan aku mencintaimu sejuta kali sehari Walau masih bisa senyum Namun tak selepas dulu Kini aku kesepian Kamu dan segala kenangan Menyatu dalam waktu yang berjalan Dan aku kini sendirian

Pelupuk matanya di penuhi genangan air mata yang bekumpul meskipun belum terurai. Ammy, kenapa sebegini saja sudah terasa sesakit ini? Andai saja kau tahu sakitnya. Kenapa kau sampai hati padaku. Aku tidak tahu apa aku harus marah atau memohon agar kau tidak meninggalkanku. Kenapa rasanya aku seperti akan kehilanganmu? Kumohon, jangan .... ___

Paper planes and porcelain Smell of rain through the window pane And the sight of you Oh, you were a good dream (Ben & Ben - Lifetime) Remember that weekend When we got out of town Drove into infinity, I held you ‘til you fell asleep Without you The smell of your perfume Reminds me of when we were free I swear that it’s still haunting me Leaves fall from the tallest trees Even mountains crumble into the sea Holding on to memories And I can’t let go (5 SOS – San Francisco) There are pieces of us both Under every city light And the shining as we fade into the night (5 SOS – Beside You) I try telling myself that I’ll be alright But at the end of the day, it’s you again (BTOB – I’m Missing You)

“Enggak apa-apa. Karena gue udah ngelupain itu.” Ya jelas lo lupa. Karena lo enggak inget, Tania. Kalau lo inget, lo bakalan mengucapkan ribuan terimakasih sama gue karena sebenernya gue sama sekali enggak melakukan hal itu sama lo meskipun gue sangat ingin melakukannya. Lo harusnya memberi gue sanjungan selangit karena berhasil menahan hasrat gue untuk tidak melakukan apapun sama tubuh terbuka lo waktu itu.

Ungkapnya panjang lebar. Saat ini aku bahkan kehilangan kata-kata. ~Sesi Lagu~ With December comes the glimmer on her face And I get a bit nervous I get a bit nervous now In the twelve months on I won't make friends with change When everyone's perfect can we start over again? The playgrounds they get rusty and your Heart beats another ten thousand times before I got the chance to say I miss you When it gets hard I get a little stronger now I get a little braver now

Its hard to erase someone from your memories and life, whom you loved the most someday. How do you say good bye when your heart still want to hold on? ***