Novel & Cerita I Remember When I Lost My Mind

𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘵-𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘴. 𝘈𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘴𝘰 𝘐'𝘭� � 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯.

And in what month This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up And I can't back down I've been losing so much time iniimagine ko nalang na si Dreymon ang naghaharana sa akin nito kaya di na mawala wala ang ngiti sa aking labi hanggang sa unti unti akong nakaidlip. 'Cause it's you and me And all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and meAnd all of the people And I don't know why

Hindi niya matutukoy kung paano, ngunit may nakatagong kwento sa likod ng mga salitang iyon. Patuloy na nag-usap ang misteryosong tao at ang mga pulis, na nagbabalik ng mga ideya tungkol sa insidente. Si Mike ay nawawala sa kanyang sariling mga iniisip, nahulog sa isang madilim na lugar ng kanyang isipan, at nagsimula nang magduda sa mga pagkakakilanlan ng mga taong naroroon. "Please, Mike," sabi ng misteryosong tao. "I just want you to know that I’ve been watching everything. Everything."

Pagpapakilala niya pero mukhang pamilyar sa'kin 'yong mukha niya. "Sorry po, I lost my memories when I was in Grade 6" Nangdilim 'yong mata niya no'ng nabanggit ko 'yong huling sinabi ko. Kita ko sa mukha niya na pinipigilan niyang magalit at magsabi ng masasamang salita. "You must remember what happened that night Addison. It may be a bad memory but it will give answers to your unanswerable questions."

I’m glad na nagawa ko pa palang umakyat ng kwarto at humiga sa kama kagabi, because the last thing I remember, I was drinking myself to death doon sa hardin. Muli kong pinikit ang mga mata para sana matulog ulit, wala naman kasi akong importanteng gagawin ngayon. Wala pa yatang ilang segundo, I was already being pulled back to sleep when a memory of glasses shattering replayed in my head at awtomatiko akong napabalikwas. What the heck was that? Totoo bang nangyari ‘yon o panaginip lang?

Gusto niyang aliwin ang sarili mula sa sakit na nadarama. Little do you know How I'm breakin' while You fall asleep Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories Little do you know I'm tryin' to pick myself up Piece by piece Little do you know I need a little more time Underneath it all I'm held Captive by the hole inside I've been holding back for The fear that you might Change your mind I'm ready to forgive you But forgetting is a harder fight Napatigil si Zyke sa pagkanta.

Ano na naman bang— Ang mga tanong ko sa aking sarili ay kaagad na nasagot ng sarili kong memorya. How can I forget? How can I be this stupid? Umawang ang bibig ko ngunit walang lumabas na salita roon. Should I play dead? “I heard you are allergic to seafood, Mortishia.”

Pumikit ako upang kahit papaano ay makalimot sa mga nangyari but my mind is a traitor. Flashes of memories a while ago keeps on bombarding on my head specifically the one where Chae said Good bye to his fiancé. Parang tanga tong isip ko. Diba nga kinakalimutan na natin bakit mo inaalala ngayon. Gusto kong batukan yung utak ko kaso imposible naman so I just mentally glared at my own mind. I don’t want to over think but the way he said it parang sakin nya sinasabi eh.

Naririnig ko sa malapit at malayo pero ang kaguluhan na nangyayari rito ay nagmistulang maruming tubig, malabo at hindi ko makita dahil sa sunod-sunod na ala-alang pumasok sa isip ko. My head isn't hurting, hindi katulad noon na sumasakit sa tuwing may maaalala ako. Ngayon, para lang silang gamit na naiwan ko sa bahay at naalala ko na naiwan ko pagkasakay ko sa sasakyan at malayo na. In split seconds, they are all inside my mind. Every scenes. Screams. All the pain and the sights of red...fresh red blood. All my lost memories came back into life like it was just happened minutes ago.

Akira's POV. Nakikisabay yata ang tugtog sa pagiging emosyonal ko ngayon. I can't help but remember Thunder while I was listening to this song. 🎶I can't remember when you weren't there When I didn't care for anyone but you I swear we've been through everything there is Can't imagine anything we've missed Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do