Novel & Cerita I Remember When I Lost My Mind

I lost him and I lost my sight temporarily 'Mom , Dad ! Please don't leave me ! Don't leave me like him'. I said in my mind before I fall asleep.. *Everything Went to Black*

May itinanghal itong mahika sa kabilang kamay at ipinadaloy niya ito sa aking ulo. Ilang sandal lang ay nawala sa isang iglap ang matalas na sakit sa aking ulo. Ngayon lang tumindi ang sakit ng aking ulo dito sa lugar na ito. Anong nangyari sa akin? The missing pieces of memories were crowding my mind a minute ago. Alam kong nawala ang alaala ko at ang tanging naaalala ko lang ay yung nasa labing-isang taong gulang na ako.

Pinilit ni Calista ang sarili na manatiling gising at makinig sa usapan. Sumakit ang puso niya nang maalala niya kung gaano siya naapektuhan matapos ma-expose ang recording. Sa oras na iyon, ang kanyang mental na estado ay nagdusa ng isang malaking hit mula sa pagpuna online.

Gonna keep me young When we're old and grey I know that time move on But some things don't change I won't stop getting butterflies I get 'em every time I look into your eyes You won't stop running through my mind For the rest of both our lives You give me butterflies. Agad kung inistop ang kanta nang mapansin kung napapa sabay na ako. Shit naman... Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko pa iyan dinownload kung maiinis lang din ako. I keep on remembering what happened at the ball every time I heard that song.

Wala akong tigil sa pag-iyak at ginamit ko pa ang dalawa kong braso para takpan ang aking mga mata. No matter how hard I tried not to overthink, all the forlorn memories kept on reappearing in my mind—when there was no longer love between us, and scenes were all breakups. They said that wounds would heal through time, pero bakit lalo lang akong nasasaktan? Bakit lalo lang akong nahihirapan?

𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘵-𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘮 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘴. 𝘈𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘰𝘥𝘢𝘺, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯, 𝘴𝘰 𝘐'𝘭� � 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘢 𝘭𝘰𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯.

And in what month This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up And I can't back down I've been losing so much time iniimagine ko nalang na si Dreymon ang naghaharana sa akin nito kaya di na mawala wala ang ngiti sa aking labi hanggang sa unti unti akong nakaidlip. 'Cause it's you and me And all of the people with nothing to do Nothing to lose And it's you and meAnd all of the people And I don't know why

Pagpapakilala niya pero mukhang pamilyar sa'kin 'yong mukha niya. "Sorry po, I lost my memories when I was in Grade 6" Nangdilim 'yong mata niya no'ng nabanggit ko 'yong huling sinabi ko. Kita ko sa mukha niya na pinipigilan niyang magalit at magsabi ng masasamang salita. "You must remember what happened that night Addison. It may be a bad memory but it will give answers to your unanswerable questions."

I’m glad na nagawa ko pa palang umakyat ng kwarto at humiga sa kama kagabi, because the last thing I remember, I was drinking myself to death doon sa hardin. Muli kong pinikit ang mga mata para sana matulog ulit, wala naman kasi akong importanteng gagawin ngayon. Wala pa yatang ilang segundo, I was already being pulled back to sleep when a memory of glasses shattering replayed in my head at awtomatiko akong napabalikwas. What the heck was that? Totoo bang nangyari ‘yon o panaginip lang?

Gusto niyang aliwin ang sarili mula sa sakit na nadarama. Little do you know How I'm breakin' while You fall asleep Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories Little do you know I'm tryin' to pick myself up Piece by piece Little do you know I need a little more time Underneath it all I'm held Captive by the hole inside I've been holding back for The fear that you might Change your mind I'm ready to forgive you But forgetting is a harder fight Napatigil si Zyke sa pagkanta.