Novel & Cerita It's Your Fault

Genevive's voice is broken, she's crying at kanina pa siya humihingi ng tawad sa akin. I'm not blaming anyone here. Kung may sisisihin man ako yun ay ang sarili ko. It's my fault that I drink too much last night. It's my fault that I forgot the room number she told me repeatedly last night. It's my fault that I entered the wrong room. It's all my fault, no one to be blamed but me. Tama nga siguro si Mommy. Wala akong ibang dinala sa pamilya na to kundi kahihiyan. Wala na akong ginawang tama. Kaya hindi ko sila masisisi kung ayaw nila sa akin.

"It's not your fault that he became like this. Don't fret over it and feel guilty all your life. It's his choice to see our good intentions as bad. It's his choice to be the monster, and it's not you who should face him." I turned to face him, and he was déad serious of preaching me now. We're not going to talk about this in the middle of saving Bella, are we? "You've had enough, Raizel. You've suffered enough of all these shíts and misunderstandings. Tama na. Huwag mo nang pahirapan ang sarili mo." It's not my fault... He said it's not my fault that his twin sister was— "Enough, Raizel. Don't think of anything else. Isipin mo na maliligtas na nila si Ate Bella at uuwi na kayo sa mga anak ni

Para siyang bata na pilit na isinisiksik ang sarili sa akin. "Anong kulang? Anong kasalanan ko? Hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin alam kung bakit mo ako pinatabuyan ng gabing yun!" desperado kung sigaw sa kanya. "Wala Z, walang kulang sayo. Kasalanan ko ang lahat. Nagpadala ako sa selos at galit ng hindi man lang nagtanong sayo. It's my fault baby, it's my fault."

Hindi na rin ako magpapatalo pa! Never! "It's your fault! Kung hindi mo naman pala alam, bakit trinatrabaho mo? Nagpapakabibo ka kung alam mo naman pala sa sarili mo na hindi mo iyon trabaho. You're just saying it's not your work, but you never said that you don't know that, this, or those work!" ganting sagot ni Tristan. "Now you're acting as if it's my fault because I forced you to work. Nagpapakitang gilas ka kung pwede ka naman humindi o sabihin na hindi mo alam ang trabahong iyon!" dagdag pa nito.

"Stop blaming yourself. Wala kang kasalanan." "I can't help it. Sinaktan ka nila at wala man lang tumulong sayo. Fuck all them! They can't get away with this. Hindi ko papalampasin itong ginawa nila sayo." Marahan at maingat niyang inabot ang kamay na tila ba ayaw niya akong masaktan at nilagay ito sa kanyang labi. "I'm sorry that your hurt,Baby. If I could only turn back that time I won't allow this to happen to you. It's all my fault. Dapat binalaan ko na sila."

“I hurt t-them... I ruined them—” “It's not your fault B, it's your parents. Hindi mo naman magagawang manakit, hindi mo magagawang manira. Huwag mong sisihin sarili mo, okay?” Humarap ito sa 'kin at hinawakan ang magkabila kong pisngi.

"Hindi ako naging mabuting ate. Pinabayaan ko kayo. Hindi ako naging magandang ehemplo, kaya napariwara si Adler." "No, don't blame yourself. Pinili niyang maging ganoon. Marami siyang pagkakataon para magbago, pero mas ginusto niyang magpalamon sa galit. And it's not your fault. You did everything you can for him. It's not our fault."

katuwiran ko. “Ako?” itunuro niya ang kaniyang sarili, “it's actually your fault. Your repair never lasts.” Napahawak ako sa aking dibdib na para bang nasaktan sa sinabi niya. “Hindi ka lang marunong mag-alaga ng sasakyan mo. Parang tao lang ito, eh. Napapagod din.” “But the point is, hindi ito tao,” pakikipagmatigasan naman niya.

“Why can’t you just accept that it’s your fault?” “Paanong naging kasalanan ko? I do not hold their minds! Hindi sila robot na pag pinatay ko ang switch ay kusa silang hihinto! Why is it always my fault? Why does it have to be my fault?” “Because you’re not doing anything about your stupid fans!” I fumed. “Because I didn’t know!” He stood up. Lumayo siya tila nauubusan na ng pasensya. “Because you don’t care, you selfish asshole!” I forcefully made him look my way as he turned his back on me.

"Knight." "Why, Clesea?" ngisi niyang tanong. Mas lalong uminit ang aking ulo. "Masyadong kaskasero." "It’s your fault." "Nag-overtake ka!" "May kausap ka sa phone kaya hindi ka nakatuon sa kalsada. It’s all your fault." "Shut up!" "If you are mad, babayaran kita ng halik."