It's My Fault の小説・ストーリー

Ash turned to me, brows furrowed. "Why is it my fault? It's the sidewalk," angil niya. Umirap ako. "Hindi ka kasi tumitingin sa'kin eh, kaya ka nahuhulog sa maling tao," I whispered but he heard it. "So you mean you're a wrong person for me?" he asked me. I raised a brow. "Of course not. It's your ex, si Pearl," he chuckled and shook his head in amusement. "I thought you mean it was you because for me, you're really not."

“It’s all my fault.” Tristan glanced at me, his expression a mixture of sympathy and understanding. “Don’t,” he said, his voice firm but gentle. “Don’t beat yourself up. We’re here now. We’re going to get her back.” But his words offered little comfort. The weight of my guilt pressed down on me, a crushing burden of self-recrimination. I should have answered Thea’s call. I should have been there for her. My anger, my stupid, childish anger, had cost me dearly. It had cost me Thea.

Sinusubukan kong huwag makagawa ng ingay dahil baka magising pa ang dalawa. It’s my fault why everyone is currently suffering. I am the reason why my mother died. It is me who should be dead instead of her. This is all my fault. I am a failure. I really apologize, Papa. I know it is such a huge weight on your shoulder to make a living just to support us while fighting alone. I’m really sorry. I’ll do everything for you to not hate me. With so much pain in my heart, I tried to rest my mind. I feel so exhausted from what just happened. My eyes started to feel heavy and I drifted to sleep.

He’s constantly reminding me that it’s not my fault. Lagi ko pa ring sinisisi ang sarili pero siguro nga’y malaking tulong ang lagi niyang pagsabi sa akin ng bagay na ‘yon at pati na rin ang pag-uusap namin ng masinsinan ni Maeve. I’m not the only one wjo keeps on blaming myself. She also did.

“Why is it always my fault when things like this occur? Despite the fact that I did nothing to cause you harm, you continue to blame me.” Nautal at hindi mahagilap ni Ysabella ang kanyang sasabihin dahil alam niyang tama ang rason ni Axel at siya lang talaga itong ewan sa tuwing nagkakaroon sila ng ganitong sandali. Hindi niya maunawaan kung bakit siya nagkakaganito at kahit anong halukay niya sa kanyang isipan kung bakit siya nagkakaganito sa harap ni Axel ay hindi niya alam. Hindi naman siya ganito noon pero ngayon simpleng pagkakadikit nila ay bigla-bigla na lang nag-re-react ang katawan niya kung saan bigla na lang mag-iinit ang kanyang mukha at tainga, makakarinig siya nang malalakas na

Genevive's voice is broken, she's crying at kanina pa siya humihingi ng tawad sa akin. I'm not blaming anyone here. Kung may sisisihin man ako yun ay ang sarili ko. It's my fault that I drink too much last night. It's my fault that I forgot the room number she told me repeatedly last night. It's my fault that I entered the wrong room. It's all my fault, no one to be blamed but me. Tama nga siguro si Mommy. Wala akong ibang dinala sa pamilya na to kundi kahihiyan. Wala na akong ginawang tama. Kaya hindi ko sila masisisi kung ayaw nila sa akin.

Akmang aambahan niya 'to ng suntok nang bigla kong matauhan. "Stop! It's my fault." Pareho silang natigilan at sabay na lumingon sa 'kin. I smiled bitterly. "It's my fault. I got drunk, that's why. So yeah." Ilang saglit pa kong tinitigan ni Dylan bago marahas na umiling. "No. It's his fault because he took advantage of your drunkenness." Napabuntong hininga na lang ako. Ayoko ng magpaliwanag dahil mas lalo lang sumasakit ang ulo ko.

“Go. But apologies wouldn't change everything.” Nag dala nalang ako nang kaunti kong gamit at tulalang tinahak ang daan papunta sa bahay niya. Napakabog ako sa dibdib ko sa tindi ng sakit na nararamdaman ko. It's my fault anyway, I deserve this.

Nilunok na lamang niya ang lahat ng kaniyang hinaing at nagngingitngit na lumapit kay Klaire. “Klaire, I-I’m sorry that this happened… Kasalanan ko ang lahat. I-It was my fault that I-I wasn’t able to explain to them the situation clearly. H-Hindi na sana humantong dito…” Nagkunwari siyang mabait at nakakaawa. “Pasensya ka na, Klaire. S-Sana ay mapatawad mo pa ako. Don’t fight the adults anymore. I am the one to blame, Klaire…”

naaalala ko na ang lahat. lahat lahat ng nangyari. simula sa pagtakas namen, hanggang sa pagkamatay ni mommy. ramdam ko ang galit na umuusbong saken ngayon. its all their fault. sila ang may kasalanan ng lahat ng to. hinding hindi ko sila mapapatawad! i closed my fist trying to hold my anger.